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I'm a large, curvy, lustful slave learning the ropes in a full time M/s relationship. My explorations with love and life and BDSM have brought me closer to the edge of pain and pleasure, deep desires for rope bondage and debauchery but moreso a desire to delve deeper into submission and service to my Master KnyghtMare. Struggling internally with submission and independent needs, obesity and body image, I bring a unique opinion to all things in the Lifestyle.
I choose to live my life in submission and service to Master.
Category Archives: Thoughts
I’ve been living a lie. Since my early teens when my father would hit me and yell at me, and my mother would belittle me and tell me I’m worthless I’ve learned a lot of really bad behaviors. Things that … Continue reading
This took me a long time to think about, and then I forgot about it for a couple weeks. So, here it is about a month late :P 1. Create a specific goal for each of the five pillars of … Continue reading
This is day 5 of Lisa Jacobs Annual Review. You can find the details on her site, Marketing Creativity. 1. What are your main priorities in life (i.e., family, profession, marriage, personal wellbeing, etc.)? List them in order of importance. I … Continue reading
This is day 4 of Lisa Jacobs Annual Review. You can find the details on her site, Marketing Creativity. What would you do in 2018 if you knew you could not fail? I’d lose 50 lbs. What are some things you could … Continue reading
This is day 3 of Lisa Jacobs Annual Review. You can find the details on her site, Marketing Creativity. Intention-Setting 2017 What do you want from 2018? Consider the following five pillars of a harmonic life, as taught in Harmonic Wealth: The Secret of Attracting … Continue reading
We are dealing with a lot of financial stress right now which isn’t helping my positive mood improvement of my depression but I am finding that as long as I keep myself busy, things don’t feel as bad. KnyghtMare hit … Continue reading
Over the recent years, my blog became a whiney, complainy place for me. I would rant and rave over what was going wrong in my life with no attention to the things that were going right. Well, that starts now. … Continue reading
I’ve moved them to a private location. Starting fresh meant removing the past from public viewing. It’s not ignoring it, but it’s not relevant for this blog anymore.