My therapist has had to go on leave before her maternity leave was scheduled to start so I’m without a therapist for 4 months. I wish her the best of course, but I feel afraid and unsure of myself. She’s been a huge help in rebuilding myself and giving me the coping mechanisms that have worked to rebuild my marriage and fix myself. Will I be able to continue improving on my own?
I’m not sure what I’m going to do yet, but I know I’m going to have to work extra hard to keep progressing without her. Before any of you think it, yes I could get a different therapist for the gap, but I don’t want to have to teach another person about D/s and BDSM and mono-poly relationships and my own unique life. Tolerance and understanding for that are hard to find. She gets me.
Crap. I’m scared.