Over the recent years, my blog became a whiney, complainy place for me. I would rant and rave over what was going wrong in my life with no attention to the things that were going right. Well, that starts now. I’m making some changes in my life that will hopefully improve my overall mood, help me change my direction in life and get me back on the path I want to be. I have goals that need achieving and dreams to be realized!
If you are an old follower, you’ll notice the change, but I hope it’s a good one. I’m working on me again almost like it was in the beginning of this blog over 12 years ago. You may still get snippets of my life with KnyghtMare, but I’m shifting the focus back to how things impact me positively and the good that is in my life. There is so much to be thankful for and I need to start seeing that.
With that in mind, I’ve come up with a few categories that I’m going to try to narrow my focus with this blog. Let me try to break them down for you.
I need to learn how to be grateful and thankful. It’s a positive thing for many to be able to list what they are grateful in their life for and I want to have that positivity shine through me. That means I’ll be breaking down my gloomy mood to do it.
It goes without saying that I’m unhealthy. I will be talking about my weight and my renewed efforts to get healthy. I may do food logs, weigh ins, exercise reports or whatever else suits my fancy. It’s about being accountable to the one person that I need to be; myself.
We all need things that inspire us. When I see, hear or read something that lifts me up I will share it. I want to document it so that I can refer to it in the future and remember. The world is full of wonders and wisdom.
One of the largest goals for this blog is to recapture my submissive mindset and figure out what I want from submission so that I can be happy, or rather be happy so that I can be submissive. Either way, I’ll be using prompts, exercises, and questions to help me figure out who I want to be. Maybe I’ll be able to one day be asked to submit to KnyghtMare again.
I have every intention to use this blog to document my thoughts too. Whatever they happen to be, but I will focus on the positive. No negative nelly here. I need to lift myself out of the darkness. No matter how I do it, it has to be with a happy heart and a peace I desire.