By lunaKM on November 25, 2009
I’m thankful. It’s been a hectic year, but there are things that I’m grateful in my life. I’m going to share some here.
I’m thankful …
Master’s ability to be so very patient with me when my mood is frazzled and my temper flares.
During these hard economic times I can stay at home and be the submissive [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged Life, love, mood, work
By lunaKM on October 28, 2009
I woke up with less pain in my hip today but my lower back pain reminding me that my period has started. It’s that just fantastic? Get rid of one pain to gain another? Ah well, today was my last day to convalesce and I did that as much as possible. I’ll be back to 100% tomorrow.
I [...]
Posted in Life, Skinny Thoughts | Tagged diet, Holidays, period, service, sparkpeople, work
By lunaKM on July 20, 2009
Today was a first test in making sure our negotiations are taking hold. I got up this morning and made Master’s coffee while on the phone with my sister. I remembered I still had the credit card in my purse from last night and took it out and placed it on Master’s desk. Then [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged chores, diet, Life, love, negotiations, service, veggie burgers, work
By lunaKM on June 3, 2009
This week is going by relatively fast. I worked really hard on Submissive Guide yesterday and today I need to do a bit of housework. Master and I have been working through a few things as far as our dynamic goes. As I mentioned before, Master wants to be more consistent in his enforcement of [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged bdsm, Behavior, class, housework, journey, learning, Life, love, struggle, Submission, submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on June 1, 2009
Weigh In: 351
I’ve gained 3 pounds since last week. I’m pissed, depressed and annoyed. We may have only done 2 days of exercise last week, but I watched what I ate pretty well and increased my water intake by 1 liter. I’ve never been above 350. I feel humiliated and unhealthy. My knees are [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts | Tagged mood, munch, Submission, work
By lunaKM on May 30, 2009
We had a pretty good munch today. A class on Spanking and Impact play went really well I think. Master was nervous as always. He gets sweaty palms, it’s so cute. I love his little nerves. He’s so smart and knows what he needs to know. I know that with every class he gets more [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, class, Just Sex, love, munch, play, slavery, Submission, submissive guide, Training, work
By lunaKM on May 26, 2009
Memorial Day weekend was really hard. I spent most of the mornings before Master got up, crying or depressed. I just couldn’t keep thoughts of my deceased Grandmother and my stepmom Kathy’s fading twilight. It’s so hard to think of life without her and I’m just not ready to face it. I don’t want to [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged Life, love, pain, work
By lunaKM on May 25, 2009
Master and I have spent most of the weekend doing our own thing. I don’t think it’s a sign of any separation, just that since we are around each other 24/7 that this is our private time. Perhaps?
I’m feeling down this weekend. I want to visit my grandmother’s grave. I haven’t done so since she [...]
Posted in Lifestream | Tagged submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on May 17, 2009
I’m having an ugly day. No matter what I try to think about, I’m constantly coming back to the fact that I’m so very obese that certain activities are impossible. I’m tired of being fat, but also want the results from the work I’m doing to lose weight to happen overnight. I don’t want to [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts | Tagged Just Sex, work
By lunaKM on May 15, 2009
I’m hungry. It’s been quite a while since Master and I played more than just a little bondage or pain during sex. I am really craving an intense session. Master is more than willing to comply so I’m sure that it will be in my near future. The fantasy that I wrote about last [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged D/s, HNT, iron gate, Just Sex, Life, love, pain, play, submissive guide, work
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