lunaKM
work
A sense of accomplishment
I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything today. I don’t know why I feel this way because I have done quite a few things on my to do list. The living room looks like a tornado went through it recently though since I’ve started packing. I can’t wait till it clears up a bit due [...]
I’m Thankful
I’m thankful. It’s been a hectic year, but there are things that I’m grateful in my life. I’m going to share some here. I’m thankful … Master’s ability to be so very patient with me when my mood is frazzled and my temper flares. During these hard economic times I can stay at home and [...]
Picking Up and Planning the Holidays
I woke up with less pain in my hip today but my lower back pain reminding me that my period has started. It’s that just fantastic? Get rid of one pain to gain another? Ah well, today was my last day to convalesce and I did that as much as possible. I’ll be back to 100% tomorrow. [...]
A Really Good Day
Today was a first test in making sure our negotiations are taking hold. I got up this morning and made Master’s coffee while on the phone with my sister. I remembered I still had the credit card in my purse from last night and took it out and placed it on Master’s desk. Then I [...]
Revamped the Site
This week is going by relatively fast. I worked really hard on Submissive Guide yesterday and today I need to do a bit of housework. Master and I have been working through a few things as far as our dynamic goes. As I mentioned before, Master wants to be more consistent in his enforcement of [...]
I’m Not Liking This New Size
Weigh In: 351 I’ve gained 3 pounds since last week. I’m pissed, depressed and annoyed. We may have only done 2 days of exercise last week, but I watched what I ate pretty well and increased my water intake by 1 liter. I’ve never been above 350. I feel humiliated and unhealthy. My knees are [...]
Feeling Sexy and Serving
We had a pretty good munch today. A class on Spanking and Impact play went really well I think. Master was nervous as always. He gets sweaty palms, it’s so cute. I love his little nerves. He’s so smart and knows what he needs to know. I know that with every class he gets more [...]
Holding on to Memories
Memorial Day weekend was really hard. I spent most of the mornings before Master got up, crying or depressed. I just couldn’t keep thoughts of my deceased Grandmother and my stepmom Kathy’s fading twilight. It’s so hard to think of life without her and I’m just not ready to face it. I don’t want to [...]
Memorial Day
Master and I have spent most of the weekend doing our own thing. I don’t think it’s a sign of any separation, just that since we are around each other 24/7 that this is our private time. Perhaps? I’m feeling down this weekend. I want to visit my grandmother’s grave. I haven’t done so since [...]
I feel ugly
I’m having an ugly day. No matter what I try to think about, I’m constantly coming back to the fact that I’m so very obese that certain activities are impossible. I’m tired of being fat, but also want the results from the work I’m doing to lose weight to happen overnight. I don’t want to [...]
Needing Play
I’m hungry. It’s been quite a while since Master and I played more than just a little bondage or pain during sex. I am really craving an intense session. Master is more than willing to comply so I’m sure that it will be in my near future. The fantasy that I wrote about last week [...]
Questioning Community
After another munch where we questioned where Master and I really fit in I think it’s simple to say that we don’t. We aren’t players, we aren’t one of the cool kids, we aren’t swingers who are kinky and we aren’t drinkers. It kinda grated on us and it was commented to a friend of [...]
Obstacles
Today I worked on some crafts. I made a couple duct tape floggers to sell. If you are interested in one, head on over to my shop. I have the mono colored one listed so far, but I’ll get the duo color one up sometime tomorrow. I’m also working on a duct tape slapper that [...]
In a Funk
Master is dealing with me in a bad funk. I just don’t want to do anything, I am not sexual feeling at all and it’s grating on his nerves. He asked me to do his foot massage and I really don’t want to do it. That doesn’t mean I won’t do it, but my heart [...]
Sexy on the First of May
Lexi at Behind The Collar awarded me a Sexy Blogger Award! I’m so touched! She said, “She’s confident and and so devoted to her service. I envy her.” That’s really sweet, really. I am devoted, but only because it makes me so happy to be so true to myself. Thank you Lexi. You are awesome [...]
TMI Tuesday #183
1. Marriage and children aside, what has been your greatest accomplishment in life? Graduating college when even my family thought I’d give up. 2. Aside from healthy and happy children, what is your greatest ambition for the future? Developing into the D/s relationship we know is in there, deep in protocol and ritual and lots [...]
Together Alone
Today Master and I spent the day doing our own thing. I worked on Submissive Guide a bit, putzed on the internet, watched movies and he went into the bedroom to read a book, play Eve-Online and generally both of us were lazy. It was great. I’m always amazed at these days when we can [...]
Overwhelmed
I knew there was a reason that I blogged about everything and anything that went on in my mind. So many of you saw that I have been under a lot of stress, have a lot of things going on in my life right now and I could very well be experiencing stress-related memory issues. [...]
Cleaning House
Since my new position as Master’s houseslut I have had to learn that the idea of a clean home isn’t how it once was. It’s more. I’m not doing as good at keeping it at the higher level of clean that I’d like to maintain it, but that will come with time. I am happy [...]
Going on a Diet
Not just the same ole’ diet I’ve been trying for years; that’s getting boring and while I do intend to lose weight and work hard at exercising, that’s not the diet I’m talking about. In a previous post, BootPig commented about finding my focus, and making sure I have the right things in the front [...]
WhippedBlade (26)
mr J (18)
Tom's cunt (14)
Kayla (12)
kitten (12)
anonymouse (7)
His mija (7)
pet angel (7)
Jessie Beth (6)
kethry (6)