By lunaKM on December 9, 2009
In a continuation of my previous post, whippedblade asked some very deep questions that I thought I really should try to answer to better understand myself. For those of you who think I should stop analyzing submission and just do it… this IS how I follow through. Anyways, she asks:
If submission is what you want [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged adoration, fight, neglect, relationship, struggle, Submission, Time, true love
By lunaKM on November 19, 2009
Yesterday afternoon Master took control and dragged me into the bedroom by my hair. He was very aggressive and didn’t take no for an answer. I was perplexed because all day we’d been having issues discussing the sex mood we have been experiencing. He had a dark look in his face as he forced his [...]
Posted in Playtime, Role Dynamics | Tagged Emotions, Master, Monster, pain, play, struggle
By lunaKM on September 2, 2009
Here I am again. No new news on my dad. He hasn’t bothered to call me now that I know he’s been admitted to the hospital. He keeps calling my step sister instead of me; which is really starting to bother me. I haven’t gotten a call since this morning from him. Any new news [...]
Posted in Life, Submission | Tagged dad, identity, slavery, stress, struggle, Submission
By lunaKM on August 10, 2009
It was pouring outside as we drove home from the store tonight. Master got all quiet and when I asked him what was going on he said he wasn’t sure he wanted to talk about it. I reminded him that if it were me that that response wouldn’t fly.
He opened up a little and [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged adding more play, balance, depression, relationship issues, struggle
By lunaKM on July 19, 2009
One of the big things I’m to work on with our new start is my setting restrictions on my service. Most of these are in the form of ‘I don’t feel like it, or I don’t want to’ but I know I’m also likely to put things off and that restricts my service too.
I know [...]
Posted in Behavior | Tagged Just Sex, obedience, service, struggle, Training
By lunaKM on June 3, 2009
This week is going by relatively fast. I worked really hard on Submissive Guide yesterday and today I need to do a bit of housework. Master and I have been working through a few things as far as our dynamic goes. As I mentioned before, Master wants to be more consistent in his enforcement of [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged bdsm, Behavior, class, housework, journey, learning, Life, love, struggle, Submission, submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on May 19, 2009
Dracona tagged me and then thekittenpup tagged me… I guess that means I should do this
Rules:
1. Link to your original tagger and list these rules in your post
2. Share 7 facts about yourself in the post
3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post, leave their names & links to their blogs
4. [...]
Posted in Blog Events | Tagged love, struggle
By lunaKM on May 18, 2009
I read a post on persephone’s blog today that really had me thinking about my own desires. She talks about consensual non-consent and a rape fantasy that her boyfriend and her did one night. Yes it was hot to read, but it also made me think about the times that Master takes me when I’m [...]
Posted in Playtime | Tagged Just Sex, love, mood, struggle
By lunaKM on March 25, 2009
I prepared for play as I always do; a shower, picking music and mental preparation. Play with Master is always an adventure into my own self whether it be from pain or pleasure or both. I don’t know what to expect this time as I enter the room.
Master is there, dressed in tight blue jeans [...]
Posted in Fantasy | Tagged collar, fight, love, pain, play, pleasure, RACK, SSC, struggle, work
By lunaKM on March 16, 2009
Today I will plan my morning routine and how much time I want to devote to Submissive Guide. I want to do the housework in the morning because that is when I feel most productive and it should be my priority. I’m shooting for having all the daily housework done within 2 hours so that [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged housework, Life, love, munch, struggle, submissive guide, work
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