By lunaKM on August 23, 2010
I don’t know if I’ve ever mentioned that Master works freelance as a subcontractor. This means that we are constantly waiting for him to get paid. This month his paycheck is late. Right now it’s about 5 days late. The stress it is putting us both under is horrible. I’m trying to hard not to [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged money worries, stress |
By lunaKM on July 26, 2010
I’m so nervous about moving I feel like I’m thinking in 4 different directions at the same time. It’s been such a long time since I’ve had a ‘normal’ move experience that I forgot what it was like. The move before this one was from upstairs to down so we didn’t have that much packing [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged hunger, Just Sex, moving, need, stress |
By lunaKM on July 2, 2010
I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything today. I don’t know why I feel this way because I have done quite a few things on my to do list. The living room looks like a tornado went through it recently though since I’ve started packing. I can’t wait till it clears up a bit due [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged accomplishment, back pain, moving, stress, work |
By lunaKM on May 3, 2010
If you don’t know already, Master and I are getting married. We can pay for the wedding by saving for the year leading up to the wedding; it’s no problem. But I have felt a bit of stress and Master expressed that he feels it too – in having money at the right time to [...]
Posted in Just Sex, Life, Skinny Thoughts, Wedding | Tagged exercise, gym, hot sex, orgasm, pleasure, stress, Wedding, wedding dress |
By lunaKM on December 18, 2009
I’m dealing with a back pain again. I don’t know what causes it other than my weight so I feel a bit bad about that. I spent all day today sitting on the sofa watching TV and knitting. Master has given me a few shallow back rubs and says that my hip area is slightly [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged knitting, pain, stress |
By lunaKM on December 12, 2009
Yesterday I forgot to blog. It was a busy day and I was beat tired by 4pm, but I shoveled through it until 10pm. That’s when Master suggested bed and I was all for it. I’m still not quite awake now, even though it’s almost 10am. Apparently my emotional and mental stresses are affecting my [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged chores, energy, fat, Master, Needs, stress |
By lunaKM on September 2, 2009
Here I am again. No new news on my dad. He hasn’t bothered to call me now that I know he’s been admitted to the hospital. He keeps calling my step sister instead of me; which is really starting to bother me. I haven’t gotten a call since this morning from him. Any new news [...]
Posted in Life, Submission | Tagged dad, identity, slavery, stress, struggle, Submission |
By lunaKM on September 2, 2009
My father has called me to tell me he is having surgery tonight/tomorrow morning for a diabetic leg ulcer that he let get really bad. He ignored it during the bereavement of my step mother and from what I’ve been told by S. it’s been getting noticably worse for months. He has a high likelihood [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged dad, stress |
By lunaKM on July 2, 2009
Last night Master and I had a huge discussion. I’ve had a very bad attitude this week and he said he is still mad at me for lying and is upset that I seem to show no remorse for it this week. He explained that last week was better and I was more submissive then. [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged argument, depression, punishment, stress, Submission |
By lunaKM on June 16, 2009
I did not weigh in again this week. My period still hasn’t come. No I’m certain I’m not pregnant, but have been reassured that the stress I’ve been under could be messing with my hormones. I’m totally PMS’ing so there is certainly a possibility that I will start soon. Looking back last week though I [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts | Tagged cold, diet, emotional stress, exercise, Kushiel, reading, sick, stress |