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Satisfied
When Master tells me to get into the bedroom, I submit happily, knowing that sexy play is in the near future. It is rarely predictable. Take yesterday for example. We went into the bedroom and I thought that sex was on the menu. He had asked me a couple times to be ready for some [...]
Sweat and Burn
If you don’t know already, Master and I are getting married. We can pay for the wedding by saving for the year leading up to the wedding; it’s no problem. But I have felt a bit of stress and Master expressed that he feels it too – in having money at the right time to [...]
This isn’t happening.
It’s been an emotional roller coaster few days here. Master and I tested out the newly made toys last night. I wasn’t sure what to expect from them since it’s been a long time since we’ve done a stand alone pain scene. I knew that I’d have to really keep my body from wanting to [...]
Orgasms are Spiritual
Last night Master decided that he was going to make me come. Now that’s not unique in itself and at first I thought it was going to take awhile but once he got in the groove I was feeling it coming together. You know those deep belly feelings when the orgasm is building, something that [...]
Sunday Service: Topping
Sometimes Master likes me to give him pain when we play, especially when I’m jacking him off or something. I’ve mentioned it here before but I can’t be bothered looking in the archives. At first I was startled by this request, but I guess there is a bit of a masochist in Master after all. [...]
Gang Bang Fantasy
I’ve been having a fantasy lately in my dreams that I can’t shake. It’s sex with more than one man. Master is always there, he’s the only one I trust with my ass and he always gets that hole. I imagine double penetration and triple penetration. I don’t think it’s possible with someone my size [...]
Do You Trust Me?
Master and I have had a lot of intense sex lately. The pain has been intoxicating and the sexual pleasure has been coma-inducing. Just fantastic. Last night I asked Master to make me an object and that I wanted a lot of pain and to lose complete control. I asked him to ignore the whines, [...]
After the Drought
If you hadn’t noticed I was gone for a while. I went down to help our friend Areli move her old art studio from upstairs to downstairs. Let me tell you, there was so much in there that after about 3 1/2 hours we were pooped and only half done! We had a wonderful visit [...]
Five More
I prepared for play as I always do; a shower, picking music and mental preparation. Play with Master is always an adventure into my own self whether it be from pain or pleasure or both. I don’t know what to expect this time as I enter the room. Master is there, dressed in tight blue [...]
Q&A
Can you tell me how you can accept pain as pleasure..I want to get there..but not sure how?? There isn’t a way to change your wiring I’m afraid. Some people are masochists and some aren’t. It takes me a bit before the pain becomes pleasure but it does turn to pleasure. Of course it still [...]
The Aftermath
Yesterday was a horrible day in my life. I only have me to blame for it since I could have not done any internet surfing and I wouldn’t be in this situation. I think that no matter what websites I was looking at I would have been fired for violating their internet policy. I’m not [...]
What We Did for Valentine’s Day
The prelude to Valentine’s day was already written about in Turning Up The Heat but that was just the night before. The two weeks before I had set up automatic love tweets on twitter to Master. He enjoyed it immensely. Now the day had come. I was able to make a very romantic day for [...]
Turning Up the Heat
I started out Valentines Day yesterday with a night of cock worship. I had Master lay on the bed in our room with just a light and some soft music. I set my goal to tease him and really give him what he’s been asking for. I used the music as a timer somewhat. I’m [...]
Master’s Request for a Service Top
A new development in our sexual relationship has been my serving as Master’s top. Something that seemed to me like a paradox, but from what I’ve read it really can work. So I’m going to make it work. I’ve not met anyone else who has a relationship like ours so I can’t associate this to [...]
Sex Work
I am a failure. Something that appears to come easy for someone else I am still spending so much time trying to find my way. I’m talking about pleasuring Master. Countless times I talk about my issues with blow jobs. But really it’s all pleasure that is for Master that I have something wrong. Master [...]
Come Swallowing Again
Yesterday was a crummy day. Master decided that yesterday was the day he’d tell me everything that he is frustrated about or things I’m failing on, etc. I really wish he’s not wait till all of it piles up and then I feel like shit and not worth the collar I’m wearing. No where does [...]
Exploring Master’s P-spot
Thank you Master for allowing me to make this more intimate post. Master is quite the anal fan. That’s not saying he has specific ways he prefers things but that he loves ass. My ass and his ass especially. Recently we’ve acquired a few toys that are meant to tease his P-spot. I’m learning how [...]
Separation of Sex and Sex
Since the start of our relationship, Master and I have had one huge road block that keeps coming up. Blow jobs. We go round and round about them. I don’t really enjoy giving them all the time. I would rather do them as a form of foreplay, and I hate the taste of come so [...]
Best of 2008
It is New Years Eve so I wanted to take a moment to wish you all a Happy New Year. Thanks for your readership in 2008 – I’ve really enjoyed continuing to grow as a submissive and sharing my journey here has been fulfilling. As we move into 2009 I thought it might be fun [...]
Glass Buzz
Master was frisky after the munch last night and I was feeling the need for some fun too. It was late and even though sleep was starting to knock on my door I encouraged Master to tease me and watch my body respond. He wanted to play with a few of our new toys we [...]
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