By lunaKM on September 29, 2009
It’s been an emotional roller coaster few days here. Master and I tested out the newly made toys last night. I wasn’t sure what to expect from them since it’s been a long time since we’ve done a stand alone pain scene. I knew that I’d have to really keep my body from wanting to [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged argument, blow job, Chaos, Desire, Emotions, Fear, love, pain, play, pleasure, Submission
By lunaKM on August 12, 2009
Last night Master decided that he was going to make me come. Now that’s not unique in itself and at first I thought it was going to take awhile but once he got in the groove I was feeling it coming together.
You know those deep belly feelings when the orgasm is building, something that tells [...]
Posted in Just Sex | Tagged in the bedroom, Just Sex, love, Master, masturbation, orgasms, pleasure, spirituality of sex
By lunaKM on April 26, 2009
Sometimes Master likes me to give him pain when we play, especially when I’m jacking him off or something. I’ve mentioned it here before but I can’t be bothered looking in the archives. At first I was startled by this request, but I guess there is a bit of a masochist in Master after [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Sexual Expression | Tagged Just Sex, learning, love, pain, play, pleasure
By lunaKM on April 24, 2009
I’ve been having a fantasy lately in my dreams that I can’t shake. It’s sex with more than one man. Master is always there, he’s the only one I trust with my ass and he always gets that hole. I imagine double penetration and triple penetration. I don’t think it’s possible with someone [...]
Posted in Fantasy | Tagged Just Sex, pleasure, porn
By lunaKM on April 23, 2009
Master and I have had a lot of intense sex lately. The pain has been intoxicating and the sexual pleasure has been coma-inducing. Just fantastic. Last night I asked Master to make me an object and that I wanted a lot of pain and to lose complete control. I asked him to ignore the whines, [...]
Posted in Playtime | Tagged Just Sex, Life, love, pain, play, pleasure
By lunaKM on April 20, 2009
If you hadn’t noticed I was gone for a while. I went down to help our friend Areli move her old art studio from upstairs to downstairs. Let me tell you, there was so much in there that after about 3 1/2 hours we were pooped and only half done! We had a wonderful visit [...]
Posted in Just Sex, Playtime | Tagged Just Sex, love, mood, pain, play, pleasure, porn
By lunaKM on March 25, 2009
I prepared for play as I always do; a shower, picking music and mental preparation. Play with Master is always an adventure into my own self whether it be from pain or pleasure or both. I don’t know what to expect this time as I enter the room.
Master is there, dressed in tight blue jeans [...]
Posted in Fantasy | Tagged collar, fight, love, pain, play, pleasure, RACK, SSC, struggle, work
By lunaKM on March 8, 2009
Can you tell me how you can accept pain as pleasure..I want to get there..but not sure how??
There isn’t a way to change your wiring I’m afraid. Some people are masochists and some aren’t. It takes me a bit before the pain becomes pleasure but it does turn to pleasure. Of course it still [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged pain, pleasure, work
By lunaKM on February 18, 2009
Yesterday was a horrible day in my life. I only have me to blame for it since I could have not done any internet surfing and I wouldn’t be in this situation. I think that no matter what websites I was looking at I would have been fired for violating their internet policy. I’m not [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged information, Life, pleasure, submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on February 16, 2009
The prelude to Valentine’s day was already written about in Turning Up The Heat but that was just the night before. The two weeks before I had set up automatic love tweets on twitter to Master. He enjoyed it immensely. Now the day had come. I was able to make a very romantic day for [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged Just Sex, love, pleasure, website work, work