By lunaKM on December 18, 2009
I’m dealing with a back pain again. I don’t know what causes it other than my weight so I feel a bit bad about that. I spent all day today sitting on the sofa watching TV and knitting. Master has given me a few shallow back rubs and says that my hip area is slightly [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged knitting, pain, stress
By lunaKM on November 19, 2009
Yesterday afternoon Master took control and dragged me into the bedroom by my hair. He was very aggressive and didn’t take no for an answer. I was perplexed because all day we’d been having issues discussing the sex mood we have been experiencing. He had a dark look in his face as he forced his [...]
Posted in Playtime, Role Dynamics | Tagged Emotions, Master, Monster, pain, play, struggle
By lunaKM on November 17, 2009
This weekend was one that I’d like to forget. I was in such a horrible mood that it passed on to Master and we pretty much wanted to ignore each other all weekend. That didn’t help Master’s sexual frustration since he’s not likely to approach me at all when I look like I could bite [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged diet, exercise, frustration, horny, Master, mood, pain, play, Time
By lunaKM on November 13, 2009
Yesterday Master and I had some heavenly, wicked awesome sex. I mean full of verbal humiliation, breast torture, aggressiveness and passion. It was so great! It fed a need in both of us and I know that Master is enjoying the afterglow as well. My breasts are reminding me how rough he was at every [...]
Posted in Life, Playtime | Tagged diet, exercise, pain, passion
By lunaKM on November 11, 2009
This blog has been lacking in sex for quite some time. I want to bring it back, so I’m going to have to work to remember our pleasurable fun. Ok, so it’s not hard to remember that we had fun, but for me I tend to get fuzzy on details relatively easily. Then again I [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged horniness, horny, Master, pain, play, sex slave
By lunaKM on November 6, 2009
Today I’ve been working on another knitted dishcloth. My wrists are killing me but my enjoyment of knitting is more fun so I’ve been handling the pain. It’s insane, I know. But I just can’t help but enjoy what I’m doing despite the pain. Some things are worth it.
Tomorrow I hope to get some cleaning [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged cleaning, diet, hobby, knitted dish cloths, knitting, Life, pain, play
By lunaKM on September 29, 2009
It’s been an emotional roller coaster few days here. Master and I tested out the newly made toys last night. I wasn’t sure what to expect from them since it’s been a long time since we’ve done a stand alone pain scene. I knew that I’d have to really keep my body from wanting to [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged argument, blow job, Chaos, Desire, Emotions, Fear, love, pain, play, pleasure, Submission
By lunaKM on September 28, 2009
The kinky crafts was lots of fun. I got 2 floggers mostly done, the canes sanded and tips rounded. I need to stain and clear coat them before I can do handles on them. I remade the crop that Master stepped on over 4 years ago. I have 2 other floggers in the works. All [...]
Posted in Life, Role Dynamics | Tagged dynamic, floggers, kinky, mood, new toys, pain
By lunaKM on September 4, 2009
Let’s start with the wonderful news. Dad will not have to have surgery! The infection has not gotten to the bones so he’s just have some intensive wound care for the next 4 weeks to get it healed up. I’m so happy!
This weekend I’m hoping that Master and I can get some play in. I’m [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged dad, kaya, love, Master, news, pain, play
By lunaKM on May 26, 2009
Memorial Day weekend was really hard. I spent most of the mornings before Master got up, crying or depressed. I just couldn’t keep thoughts of my deceased Grandmother and my stepmom Kathy’s fading twilight. It’s so hard to think of life without her and I’m just not ready to face it. I don’t want to [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged Life, love, pain, work