By lunaKM on December 18, 2009
I’m dealing with a back pain again. I don’t know what causes it other than my weight so I feel a bit bad about that. I spent all day today sitting on the sofa watching TV and knitting. Master has given me a few shallow back rubs and says that my hip area is slightly [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged knitting, pain, stress |
By lunaKM on November 19, 2009
Yesterday afternoon Master took control and dragged me into the bedroom by my hair. He was very aggressive and didn’t take no for an answer. I was perplexed because all day we’d been having issues discussing the sex mood we have been experiencing. He had a dark look in his face as he forced his [...]
Posted in Playtime, Role Dynamics | Tagged Emotions, Master, Monster, pain, play, struggle |
By lunaKM on November 17, 2009
This weekend was one that I’d like to forget. I was in such a horrible mood that it passed on to Master and we pretty much wanted to ignore each other all weekend. That didn’t help Master’s sexual frustration since he’s not likely to approach me at all when I look like I could bite [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged diet, exercise, frustration, horny, Master, mood, pain, play, Time |
By lunaKM on November 13, 2009
Yesterday Master and I had some heavenly, wicked awesome sex. I mean full of verbal humiliation, breast torture, aggressiveness and passion. It was so great! It fed a need in both of us and I know that Master is enjoying the afterglow as well. My breasts are reminding me how rough he was at every [...]
Posted in Life, Playtime | Tagged diet, exercise, pain, passion |
By lunaKM on November 11, 2009
This blog has been lacking in sex for quite some time. I want to bring it back, so I’m going to have to work to remember our pleasurable fun. Ok, so it’s not hard to remember that we had fun, but for me I tend to get fuzzy on details relatively easily. Then again I [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged horniness, horny, Master, pain, play, sex slave |
By lunaKM on November 6, 2009
Today I’ve been working on another knitted dishcloth. My wrists are killing me but my enjoyment of knitting is more fun so I’ve been handling the pain. It’s insane, I know. But I just can’t help but enjoy what I’m doing despite the pain. Some things are worth it. Tomorrow I hope to get some [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged cleaning, diet, hobby, knitted dish cloths, knitting, Life, pain, play |
By lunaKM on September 29, 2009
It’s been an emotional roller coaster few days here. Master and I tested out the newly made toys last night. I wasn’t sure what to expect from them since it’s been a long time since we’ve done a stand alone pain scene. I knew that I’d have to really keep my body from wanting to [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged argument, blow job, Chaos, Desire, Emotions, Fear, love, pain, play, pleasure, Submission |
By lunaKM on September 28, 2009
The kinky crafts was lots of fun. I got 2 floggers mostly done, the canes sanded and tips rounded. I need to stain and clear coat them before I can do handles on them. I remade the crop that Master stepped on over 4 years ago. I have 2 other floggers in the works. All [...]
Posted in Life, Role Dynamics | Tagged dynamic, floggers, kinky, mood, new toys, pain |
By lunaKM on September 4, 2009
Let’s start with the wonderful news. Dad will not have to have surgery! The infection has not gotten to the bones so he’s just have some intensive wound care for the next 4 weeks to get it healed up. I’m so happy! This weekend I’m hoping that Master and I can get some play in. [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged dad, kaya, love, Master, news, pain, play |
By lunaKM on May 26, 2009
Memorial Day weekend was really hard. I spent most of the mornings before Master got up, crying or depressed. I just couldn’t keep thoughts of my deceased Grandmother and my stepmom Kathy’s fading twilight. It’s so hard to think of life without her and I’m just not ready to face it. I don’t want to [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged Life, love, pain, work |
By lunaKM on May 15, 2009
I’m hungry. It’s been quite a while since Master and I played more than just a little bondage or pain during sex. I am really craving an intense session. Master is more than willing to comply so I’m sure that it will be in my near future. The fantasy that I wrote about last week [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged D/s, HNT, iron gate, Just Sex, Life, love, pain, play, submissive guide, work |
By lunaKM on April 26, 2009
Sometimes Master likes me to give him pain when we play, especially when I’m jacking him off or something. I’ve mentioned it here before but I can’t be bothered looking in the archives. At first I was startled by this request, but I guess there is a bit of a masochist in Master after all. [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Sexual Expression | Tagged Just Sex, learning, love, pain, play, pleasure |
By lunaKM on April 23, 2009
Master and I have had a lot of intense sex lately. The pain has been intoxicating and the sexual pleasure has been coma-inducing. Just fantastic. Last night I asked Master to make me an object and that I wanted a lot of pain and to lose complete control. I asked him to ignore the whines, [...]
Posted in Playtime | Tagged Just Sex, Life, love, pain, play, pleasure |
By lunaKM on April 20, 2009
If you hadn’t noticed I was gone for a while. I went down to help our friend Areli move her old art studio from upstairs to downstairs. Let me tell you, there was so much in there that after about 3 1/2 hours we were pooped and only half done! We had a wonderful visit [...]
Posted in Just Sex, Playtime | Tagged Just Sex, love, mood, pain, play, pleasure, porn |
By lunaKM on April 10, 2009
I’ve been forgetting to blog here, but not on purpose. So, what’s happened since Sunday? I’m divorced. It was painless. I went in, paid the decree fee and the clerk ran it up to the judge right away. He brought it down within 10 mins and it was signed, filed and I got my copy. [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged mood, pain |
By lunaKM on April 4, 2009
I made a tiny little shop to start selling my kinky craft items. I’ve listed the slave bells and the ring of pain. Please feel free to buy them! http://shop.the-iron-gate.com/
Posted in Lifestream | Tagged kinky, pain |
By lunaKM on April 4, 2009
Since my new position as Master’s houseslut I have had to learn that the idea of a clean home isn’t how it once was. It’s more. I’m not doing as good at keeping it at the higher level of clean that I’d like to maintain it, but that will come with time. I am happy [...]
Posted in Life, Role Dynamics, Submission | Tagged kinky, Life, love, pain, work |
By lunaKM on March 25, 2009
I prepared for play as I always do; a shower, picking music and mental preparation. Play with Master is always an adventure into my own self whether it be from pain or pleasure or both. I don’t know what to expect this time as I enter the room. Master is there, dressed in tight blue [...]
Posted in Fantasy | Tagged collar, fight, love, pain, play, pleasure, RACK, SSC, struggle, work |
By lunaKM on March 16, 2009
Here’s my current Twitter Followers Click and friend some of mine! Oh and don’t forget to add me!
Posted in Blog Events | Tagged bdsm, collar, Just Sex, Life, love, M/s, pain, play, porn, RACK, romance, SSC, work |
By lunaKM on March 8, 2009
Can you tell me how you can accept pain as pleasure..I want to get there..but not sure how?? There isn’t a way to change your wiring I’m afraid. Some people are masochists and some aren’t. It takes me a bit before the pain becomes pleasure but it does turn to pleasure. Of course it still [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged pain, pleasure, work |