By lunaKM on November 25, 2009
I’m thankful. It’s been a hectic year, but there are things that I’m grateful in my life. I’m going to share some here.
I’m thankful …
Master’s ability to be so very patient with me when my mood is frazzled and my temper flares.
During these hard economic times I can stay at home and be the submissive [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged Life, love, mood, work
By lunaKM on November 17, 2009
This weekend was one that I’d like to forget. I was in such a horrible mood that it passed on to Master and we pretty much wanted to ignore each other all weekend. That didn’t help Master’s sexual frustration since he’s not likely to approach me at all when I look like I could bite [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged diet, exercise, frustration, horny, Master, mood, pain, play, Time
By lunaKM on October 26, 2009
I’m going to do low carb again. I felt healthier than I ever have on it. It’s going to be a drastic change for my current eating, but worth it. I’ll fix my stomach problems and hopefully start losing weight. The next time I go shopping it will be with South Beach meal plans. That [...]
Posted in Life, Skinny Thoughts | Tagged diet, exercise, fat, health, mood, period, sleep apnea, sparkpeople
By lunaKM on September 28, 2009
The kinky crafts was lots of fun. I got 2 floggers mostly done, the canes sanded and tips rounded. I need to stain and clear coat them before I can do handles on them. I remade the crop that Master stepped on over 4 years ago. I have 2 other floggers in the works. All [...]
Posted in Life, Role Dynamics | Tagged dynamic, floggers, kinky, mood, new toys, pain
By lunaKM on September 21, 2009
Master was sick for much of September… so was I. This lead to a dry spell in our sexual lives. Now that we are both well my period is only days away. So why is it that I am not interested in sex? Master is quite frustrated about it and brings it up often enough. [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged energy, horny, love, Master, mood, play
By lunaKM on June 1, 2009
Weigh In: 351
I’ve gained 3 pounds since last week. I’m pissed, depressed and annoyed. We may have only done 2 days of exercise last week, but I watched what I ate pretty well and increased my water intake by 1 liter. I’ve never been above 350. I feel humiliated and unhealthy. My knees are [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts | Tagged mood, munch, Submission, work
By lunaKM on May 18, 2009
I read a post on persephone’s blog today that really had me thinking about my own desires. She talks about consensual non-consent and a rape fantasy that her boyfriend and her did one night. Yes it was hot to read, but it also made me think about the times that Master takes me when I’m [...]
Posted in Playtime | Tagged Just Sex, love, mood, struggle
By lunaKM on May 4, 2009
Master is dealing with me in a bad funk. I just don’t want to do anything, I am not sexual feeling at all and it’s grating on his nerves. He asked me to do his foot massage and I really don’t want to do it. That doesn’t mean I won’t do it, but my heart [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged class, Just Sex, mood, Submission, work
By lunaKM on April 20, 2009
If you hadn’t noticed I was gone for a while. I went down to help our friend Areli move her old art studio from upstairs to downstairs. Let me tell you, there was so much in there that after about 3 1/2 hours we were pooped and only half done! We had a wonderful visit [...]
Posted in Just Sex, Playtime | Tagged Just Sex, love, mood, pain, play, pleasure, porn
By lunaKM on April 10, 2009
I’ve been forgetting to blog here, but not on purpose. So, what’s happened since Sunday?
I’m divorced. It was painless. I went in, paid the decree fee and the clerk ran it up to the judge right away. He brought it down within 10 mins and it was signed, filed and I got my copy. That [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged mood, pain