By lunaKM on March 12, 2010
I’ve been an emotional mess this week.
Master, for his part, has been very understanding and patient with me. I’ve tried to handle it in silence, but I found that it just doesn’t work that way. He knew something was wrong and approached me about it at every turn.
I finally mourned being divorced. It sounds insane, [...]
Posted in Wedding | Tagged divorce, dress, Master, nervousness, Patience, sadness
By lunaKM on February 26, 2010
Master is such a wonderful man. I’m feeling so full of love and affection towards him. I’ve been lost in the clouds today and while it’s really not clear why I know that some of my thoughts have been about the fact that I’m going to be with this man for the rest of my [...]
Posted in Life, Wedding | Tagged cake, in trouble, Master, wedding colors
By lunaKM on December 16, 2009
Master came to me with the realization that he is now closer to 30 than 20. He still is young to me. I’m practically proud that Master is so intelligent and mature for his age. Today is Master’s 2nd 25th birthday ;P He has to be more uncomfortable with age if he explains his age [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged birthday, Master
By lunaKM on December 12, 2009
Yesterday I forgot to blog. It was a busy day and I was beat tired by 4pm, but I shoveled through it until 10pm. That’s when Master suggested bed and I was all for it.
I’m still not quite awake now, even though it’s almost 10am. Apparently my emotional and mental stresses are affecting my sleep [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged chores, energy, fat, Master, Needs, stress
By lunaKM on November 23, 2009
I woke up feeling a bit testy this morning and it hasn’t gotten any better throughout the course of the day. Master has given me some space and I’ve been keeping to myself so that I don’t get into trouble. It seems safer that way. I don’t have any reason to be grumpy other than [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged best friend, Dreams, knitting, love, Master, progress, reading, Time
By lunaKM on November 19, 2009
Yesterday afternoon Master took control and dragged me into the bedroom by my hair. He was very aggressive and didn’t take no for an answer. I was perplexed because all day we’d been having issues discussing the sex mood we have been experiencing. He had a dark look in his face as he forced his [...]
Posted in Playtime, Role Dynamics | Tagged Emotions, Master, Monster, pain, play, struggle
By lunaKM on November 17, 2009
This weekend was one that I’d like to forget. I was in such a horrible mood that it passed on to Master and we pretty much wanted to ignore each other all weekend. That didn’t help Master’s sexual frustration since he’s not likely to approach me at all when I look like I could bite [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged diet, exercise, frustration, horny, Master, mood, pain, play, Time
By lunaKM on November 11, 2009
This blog has been lacking in sex for quite some time. I want to bring it back, so I’m going to have to work to remember our pleasurable fun. Ok, so it’s not hard to remember that we had fun, but for me I tend to get fuzzy on details relatively easily. Then again I [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged horniness, horny, Master, pain, play, sex slave
By lunaKM on September 21, 2009
Master was sick for much of September… so was I. This lead to a dry spell in our sexual lives. Now that we are both well my period is only days away. So why is it that I am not interested in sex? Master is quite frustrated about it and brings it up often enough. [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged energy, horny, love, Master, mood, play
By lunaKM on September 4, 2009
Let’s start with the wonderful news. Dad will not have to have surgery! The infection has not gotten to the bones so he’s just have some intensive wound care for the next 4 weeks to get it healed up. I’m so happy!
This weekend I’m hoping that Master and I can get some play in. I’m [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged dad, kaya, love, Master, news, pain, play