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Master’s Food Issues
Master drives me bonkers absolutely bonkers when it comes to food. He has specific ‘opinions’ when it comes to what lunch is supposed to consist of and what dinner is supposed to be. So much so, that I am beginning to find it impossible to satisfy both of our food desires in the same meal. [...]
Anxiety
I’ve been an emotional mess this week. Master, for his part, has been very understanding and patient with me. I’ve tried to handle it in silence, but I found that it just doesn’t work that way. He knew something was wrong and approached me about it at every turn. I finally mourned being divorced. It [...]
Red, Pink and Yellow
Master is such a wonderful man. I’m feeling so full of love and affection towards him. I’ve been lost in the clouds today and while it’s really not clear why I know that some of my thoughts have been about the fact that I’m going to be with this man for the rest of my [...]
Closer to 30 than 20
Master came to me with the realization that he is now closer to 30 than 20. He still is young to me. I’m practically proud that Master is so intelligent and mature for his age. Today is Master’s 2nd 25th birthday ;P He has to be more uncomfortable with age if he explains his age [...]
I’m awake… mostly
Yesterday I forgot to blog. It was a busy day and I was beat tired by 4pm, but I shoveled through it until 10pm. That’s when Master suggested bed and I was all for it. I’m still not quite awake now, even though it’s almost 10am. Apparently my emotional and mental stresses are affecting my [...]
Today I feel….
I woke up feeling a bit testy this morning and it hasn’t gotten any better throughout the course of the day. Master has given me some space and I’ve been keeping to myself so that I don’t get into trouble. It seems safer that way. I don’t have any reason to be grumpy other than [...]
The Monster
Yesterday afternoon Master took control and dragged me into the bedroom by my hair. He was very aggressive and didn’t take no for an answer. I was perplexed because all day we’d been having issues discussing the sex mood we have been experiencing. He had a dark look in his face as he forced his [...]
Weekend from Hell
This weekend was one that I’d like to forget. I was in such a horrible mood that it passed on to Master and we pretty much wanted to ignore each other all weekend. That didn’t help Master’s sexual frustration since he’s not likely to approach me at all when I look like I could bite [...]
Is Sex Important?
This blog has been lacking in sex for quite some time. I want to bring it back, so I’m going to have to work to remember our pleasurable fun. Ok, so it’s not hard to remember that we had fun, but for me I tend to get fuzzy on details relatively easily. Then again I [...]
A Dry Spell
Master was sick for much of September… so was I. This lead to a dry spell in our sexual lives. Now that we are both well my period is only days away. So why is it that I am not interested in sex? Master is quite frustrated about it and brings it up often enough. [...]
Labor of Sexy Fun Weekend
Let’s start with the wonderful news. Dad will not have to have surgery! The infection has not gotten to the bones so he’s just have some intensive wound care for the next 4 weeks to get it healed up. I’m so happy! This weekend I’m hoping that Master and I can get some play in. [...]
Green Light
I’ve found a desire to learn how to sew lately. I think the fact that I own a sewing machine now has done it… and that I don’t have clothing that fits me. I looked up a tutorial on making a wrap around skirt and am going off of that for the one I’m making [...]
Not experienced enough
People on Fetlife are judging me without even knowing me. Okay so I’ve not had 20 years of BDSM experience but the viewpoints and opinions I do have can help people. The people say that since I don’t have a degree in therapy or haven’t yet had classes in lifecoaching that I shouldn’t try to [...]
Orgasms are Spiritual
Last night Master decided that he was going to make me come. Now that’s not unique in itself and at first I thought it was going to take awhile but once he got in the groove I was feeling it coming together. You know those deep belly feelings when the orgasm is building, something that [...]
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