By lunaKM on December 9, 2009
In a continuation of my previous post, whippedblade asked some very deep questions that I thought I really should try to answer to better understand myself. For those of you who think I should stop analyzing submission and just do it… this IS how I follow through. Anyways, she asks:
If submission is what you want [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged adoration, fight, neglect, relationship, struggle, Submission, Time, true love
By lunaKM on March 25, 2009
I prepared for play as I always do; a shower, picking music and mental preparation. Play with Master is always an adventure into my own self whether it be from pain or pleasure or both. I don’t know what to expect this time as I enter the room.
Master is there, dressed in tight blue jeans [...]
Posted in Fantasy | Tagged collar, fight, love, pain, play, pleasure, RACK, SSC, struggle, work
By lunaKM on March 21, 2009
I’m fighting myself to keep from crying. I feel really depressed. I know exactly why too. When I started being a stay at home submissive I had a lot of dreams. I still do. But one thing that knew I’d have to come to terms with is the feeling of value and satisfaction that I [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged bdsm, fight, submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on March 21, 2009
It’s been a month since I lost my job. I’ve been learning and growing as a stay-at-home submissive. The apartment is a lot cleaner than it ever was, but not as clean as I ultimately want to maintain it. I have worked to develop Submissive Guide and have plans for the future of it so [...]
Posted in Domestication, Life, Simple Living, Submission | Tagged fight, Just Sex, learning, submissive guide, website work, work
By lunaKM on March 20, 2009
I snuggled with Master this morning and announced that my sex drive was back. I rubbed my hands all over him, rocking my hips against him and he took me. Morning fucks are back on the menu. It’s been so long since we’ve done it that I forgot how wonderful it is. It’s more sensitive [...]
Posted in Just Sex | Tagged fight, Just Sex, play, RACK, submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on March 10, 2009
There is a bigger, more thought-producing post coming later today, but in the meantime, here’s some fun.
1. Are you pro-marriage? Why or why not?
I am personally pro-marriage, but that doesn’t mean that I want everyone in a committed relationship to end up getting married. I want to declare to the world one day that I’m [...]
Posted in TMI Tuesday | Tagged fight, Just Sex, Life
By lunaKM on March 6, 2009
The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #161? Submit a link to your best post of the week by emailing me directly at radicalvixenatgmaildotcom Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.
This Week’s [...]
Posted in Blog Events | Tagged bdsm, fight, HNT, Just Sex, learning, love, M/s, news, pain, porn
By lunaKM on February 3, 2009
Another thing that Master and I talked about this weekend was my need to question everything he asks of me. I ask him a lot of questions about the things he asks me to do and I really shouldn’t. I trust him, but for some reason I have a need to know his motives for [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged fight, Submission
By lunaKM on January 14, 2009
I started crying last night and I don’t even know why. I’m over emotional lately. I’m arguing with Master, I’m defensive. I’ve gotten lazy, I’m not acting submissive. Something is off kilter. I really can’t explain what. It’s been going on for about 3 weeks from what I can tell.
Master’s foot rubs are less frequent, [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged fight, work
By lunaKM on December 22, 2008
When I gave the BDSM presentation this fall to the Human Sexuality class, one of the questions asked was, ‘How do you make up from fights?”
I actually had to pause because Master and I don’t fight. Really, I don’t just ignore that part of our life here on this blog; there really is none of [...]
Posted in Meditation Monday | Tagged bdsm, class, fight, Just Sex, Life, love, struggle
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