By lunaKM on June 10, 2010
Dad called last night. He is out of the hospital and doing much better. He was in good spirits too. And I feel validated with my feelings about having no kids at our wedding; Dad said he’ll talk to sis about it when she brings it up. He agrees that the wedding I have been [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged dad, depressed, diet, wedding DIY |
By lunaKM on January 28, 2010
I’ve written a new post over on SparkPeople.com. If you are following my diet efforts, come on over!
Posted in Lifestream | Tagged blog, diet, sparkpeople.com |
By lunaKM on January 4, 2010
I’ve moved my daily diet struggle to the site I’ll be using to track my diet. There is a new post in my blog there, check it out if you are interested!
Posted in Lifestream | Tagged blog, diet, sparkpeople.com |
By lunaKM on December 5, 2009
If you’ve been wondering what has happened to my diet, I’m about to tell you. I quit. The South Beach diet was killing my stomach. I dealt with severe pain almost everyday and couldn’t figure out any other reason than my diet. But this also means I’ve not done anything healthy and I know how [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts | Tagged diet, exercise, food porn, health, lazy |
By lunaKM on November 17, 2009
This weekend was one that I’d like to forget. I was in such a horrible mood that it passed on to Master and we pretty much wanted to ignore each other all weekend. That didn’t help Master’s sexual frustration since he’s not likely to approach me at all when I look like I could bite [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged diet, exercise, frustration, horny, Master, mood, pain, play, Time |
By lunaKM on November 13, 2009
Yesterday Master and I had some heavenly, wicked awesome sex. I mean full of verbal humiliation, breast torture, aggressiveness and passion. It was so great! It fed a need in both of us and I know that Master is enjoying the afterglow as well. My breasts are reminding me how rough he was at every [...]
Posted in Life, Playtime | Tagged diet, exercise, pain, passion |
By lunaKM on November 6, 2009
Today I’ve been working on another knitted dishcloth. My wrists are killing me but my enjoyment of knitting is more fun so I’ve been handling the pain. It’s insane, I know. But I just can’t help but enjoy what I’m doing despite the pain. Some things are worth it. Tomorrow I hope to get some [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged cleaning, diet, hobby, knitted dish cloths, knitting, Life, pain, play |
By lunaKM on October 28, 2009
I woke up with less pain in my hip today but my lower back pain reminding me that my period has started. It’s that just fantastic? Get rid of one pain to gain another? Ah well, today was my last day to convalesce and I did that as much as possible. I’ll be back to 100% tomorrow. [...]
Posted in Life, Skinny Thoughts | Tagged diet, Holidays, period, service, sparkpeople, work |
By lunaKM on October 26, 2009
I’m going to do low carb again. I felt healthier than I ever have on it. It’s going to be a drastic change for my current eating, but worth it. I’ll fix my stomach problems and hopefully start losing weight. The next time I go shopping it will be with South Beach meal plans. That [...]
Posted in Life, Skinny Thoughts | Tagged diet, exercise, fat, health, mood, period, sleep apnea, sparkpeople |
By lunaKM on July 20, 2009
Today was a first test in making sure our negotiations are taking hold. I got up this morning and made Master’s coffee while on the phone with my sister. I remembered I still had the credit card in my purse from last night and took it out and placed it on Master’s desk. Then I [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged chores, diet, Life, love, negotiations, service, veggie burgers, work |
By lunaKM on June 23, 2009
(Thanks for all the comments on my last post, but I really do know how to eat healthy and exercise. I don’t have to keep hearing it. I’m an intelligent woman. I’m not looking for praise at every single bit of progress; this is my blog, written for Master and myself first and you all [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts, Submission | Tagged addiction, binge eating, binges, cardinal rule, diet, eating disorder, emotional stress, exercise, loss, lying, punishment, sadness, secret eating, weight gain
By lunaKM on June 16, 2009
I did not weigh in again this week. My period still hasn’t come. No I’m certain I’m not pregnant, but have been reassured that the stress I’ve been under could be messing with my hormones. I’m totally PMS’ing so there is certainly a possibility that I will start soon. Looking back last week though I [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts | Tagged cold, diet, emotional stress, exercise, Kushiel, reading, sick, stress |
By lunaKM on June 9, 2009
I’ve not exercised since last Wednesday. If I keep this up I won’t be able to keep my streak of 2 times a week. I want to push it to 5 times a week but it’s just not looking good. I’m really focused to getting exercise in today for sure. I just can’t let my [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts | Tagged diet, lazy, Skinny Thoughts, weigh in |
By lunaKM on August 29, 2007
It’s not just eating right and exercising more, It is a complete mental change. While my body struggles, My mind screams; A fight with the bathroom scale. A will to improve: Make my life better, longer and more fulfilling. Diet is a four-letter word, Hissed and whispered and screamed, a temporary change made permanent No [...]
Posted in Poetry | Tagged diet