By lunaKM on April 26, 2010
I’m back. I feel better after this break but I think that it will do me good to be blogging publicly again. I know Master will appreciate it. It’s amazing how little I have to say when I’m not talking to the world at large and it’s just him. It was my choice to go [...]
Posted in Life, Skinny Thoughts, Wedding | Tagged depression, permission, rules, wedding dress, weight |
By lunaKM on February 1, 2010
The past 3 days have gone by painfully. I’m in a funk that makes me hard to talk to, I’m snippy and grumpy, withdrawn and unapproachable. Today I’ve cried for no reason and Master has noted my gloomy mood on more than one occasion. I don’t know why I feel this way. I can’t pinpoint [...]
Posted in Life, Physical Appearance | Tagged beauty routine, depression, loss, makeup tips, sadness |
By lunaKM on August 10, 2009
It was pouring outside as we drove home from the store tonight. Master got all quiet and when I asked him what was going on he said he wasn’t sure he wanted to talk about it. I reminded him that if it were me that that response wouldn’t fly. He opened up a little and [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged adding more play, balance, depression, relationship issues, struggle |
By lunaKM on July 2, 2009
Last night Master and I had a huge discussion. I’ve had a very bad attitude this week and he said he is still mad at me for lying and is upset that I seem to show no remorse for it this week. He explained that last week was better and I was more submissive then. [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged argument, depression, punishment, stress, Submission |
By lunaKM on June 25, 2009
I’ve suffered a bout of headaches this week. Monday I had a massive migraine in the middle of the night that took hours to calm down to a level that I could sleep. The rest of this week has been a number of smaller headaches that I just can’t seem to make go away. Medication [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged depression, headache, punishment, Submission |
By lunaKM on November 1, 2007
That is the term For those great many people With no where to turn And yet I see myself with this group Uncertain My life seems to be at an end no more paths to follow A dead end Scared I am scared Frightened That I will lose this battle With fear With myself.
Posted in Poetry | Tagged depression, Fear