By lunaKM on September 29, 2009
It’s been an emotional roller coaster few days here. Master and I tested out the newly made toys last night. I wasn’t sure what to expect from them since it’s been a long time since we’ve done a stand alone pain scene. I knew that I’d have to really keep my body from wanting to [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged argument, blow job, Chaos, Desire, Emotions, Fear, love, pain, play, pleasure, Submission
By lunaKM on June 4, 2009
Yesterday was a hard day for Master. I wasn’t interested in giving him a blow job, I just couldn’t find it in me to want to do it. He told me that he wanted one early on and when I got home from working on SubmissiveGuide he asked for one just as I came in [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged blow job, disinterest, growth and development, Just Sex, Submission
By lunaKM on April 13, 2009
Today was a pretty darned good day! I got a lot of cleaning done in the morning, spent a lazy afternoon reading a book and then Master and I went to Wally-world to get hair color for me! I’m now a burgundy brunette. It’s gorgeous sexy on me. Master loves it, I love it. Right [...]
Posted in Just Sex, Life, Submission | Tagged bdsm, blow job, collar, Just Sex, kinky, learning, love, play, submissive guide
By lunaKM on March 24, 2009
1. Ever Googled a date, a potential date or an ex?
No. Never been that interested in it. I have googled myself though!
2. Do you gossip?
I used to. I’m not allowed to anymore. It’s just bad behavior and not what Master wants to see out of me.
3. How many people do you completely trust?
One. Master.
4. Have [...]
Posted in TMI Tuesday | Tagged Behavior, blow job, Just Sex, Life
By lunaKM on March 4, 2009
I’d like to thank everyone for commenting on my venting post about a disagreement Master and I have had over and over again in our relationship. I really did take all of your thoughts to heart. After having the long difficult discussion with Master I went away and wrote in my physical journal. It’s private [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, blow job, class, Just Sex, Life, love, mood, work
By lunaKM on March 2, 2009
I’m annoyed. Master has grown tired of my lack of desire to do things when he’s asked. The pressure I have is that I have to be in the mood when he’s asking me. It’s like going from making coffee to a blow job without any warm up. Today Master wants me to give him [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics | Tagged blow job, dominance, Just Sex, mood, RACK
By lunaKM on February 7, 2009
I am a failure. Something that appears to come easy for someone else I am still spending so much time trying to find my way. I’m talking about pleasuring Master.
Countless times I talk about my issues with blow jobs. But really it’s all pleasure that is for Master that I have something wrong.
Master got really [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged blow job, Just Sex, learning, love, pleasure, Submission, work
By lunaKM on February 2, 2009
Yesterday was a crummy day. Master decided that yesterday was the day he’d tell me everything that he is frustrated about or things I’m failing on, etc. I really wish he’s not wait till all of it piles up and then I feel like shit and not worth the collar I’m wearing.
No where does it [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged blow job, collar, Just Sex, M/s, pleasure, submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on January 13, 2009
Since the start of our relationship, Master and I have had one huge road block that keeps coming up. Blow jobs. We go round and round about them. I don’t really enjoy giving them all the time. I would rather do them as a form of foreplay, and I hate the taste of come so [...]
Posted in Just Sex | Tagged Behavior, blow job, Just Sex, play, pleasure
By lunaKM on December 18, 2008
Saying no. This is a difficult essay for me. I assume you wanted me to write about when I say no to sexual things. A lot of the time when I say no, it has reason behind it. The rest of the time, I realize it is excuses. How I feel about saying no is [...]
Posted in Writing Assignments | Tagged blow job, Just Sex, love, mood, play, Submission, Training, work
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