By lunaKM on December 8, 2009
What is weighing on your heart… right… now? – Submissive Journal Prompts
Nothing could be more fitting for this prompt to come up on the site now. I’ve had a lot on my heart lately.
With the holidays coming I have thought about my childhood best friend that parted ways with me this summer. I miss her [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission | Tagged argument, Behavior, consequences, journal prompt, obedience, progress, relationship, revelations
By lunaKM on June 3, 2009
This week is going by relatively fast. I worked really hard on Submissive Guide yesterday and today I need to do a bit of housework. Master and I have been working through a few things as far as our dynamic goes. As I mentioned before, Master wants to be more consistent in his enforcement of [...]
Posted in Life | Tagged bdsm, Behavior, class, housework, journey, learning, Life, love, struggle, Submission, submissive guide, work
By lunaKM on March 29, 2009
Yesterday’s munch went really well. We met Mr Iowa Leather 2008, Sir Liam and his slave Bella. He has a passion to unite all of the Iowa kink communities, create a community center in Des Moines and run a yearly (or bi-yearly) event in Iowa. He’s got the obssessive passion, if he gets support it [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission | Tagged Behavior, D/s, information, kinky, Life, love, M/s, munch
By lunaKM on March 24, 2009
1. Ever Googled a date, a potential date or an ex?
No. Never been that interested in it. I have googled myself though!
2. Do you gossip?
I used to. I’m not allowed to anymore. It’s just bad behavior and not what Master wants to see out of me.
3. How many people do you completely trust?
One. Master.
4. Have [...]
Posted in TMI Tuesday | Tagged Behavior, blow job, Just Sex, Life
By lunaKM on March 10, 2009
The attitude that I alluded to in my previous post is complex but I’ll try to explain.
Before all of this happened (my being fired, turning to stay-at-home, watching my step-mom die) I was in a pretty good mood all the time, I loved serving Master in whatever fashion I could. I did my rules, I [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, Behavior, Just Sex, love, mood, work
By lunaKM on January 15, 2009
I am becoming the person I had always hoped I could be. However, things are progressing so slowly that it makes me ask why I am not allowing changes into my life. Why am I rebelling at the small things that I know will make my life, my submission, my happiness the fullest measure? When [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged Behavior, housework, Life, love, munch, play, Submission, work
By lunaKM on January 13, 2009
Since the start of our relationship, Master and I have had one huge road block that keeps coming up. Blow jobs. We go round and round about them. I don’t really enjoy giving them all the time. I would rather do them as a form of foreplay, and I hate the taste of come so [...]
Posted in Just Sex | Tagged Behavior, blow job, Just Sex, play, pleasure
By lunaKM on November 3, 2008
This is a really old blog post, from when I was just an online submissive (2003). I found it in my file archives and thought I’d share it with you! I don’t think I still believe completely in my idea of a slut as this definition applies, but hey. I’ve developed and grown. What can [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, Behavior, Just Sex, love, pleasure, work
By lunaKM on August 27, 2008
Master and I spent a very long day with some great friends of ours in the BDSM community a week ago. It’s always a chance for me to behave and I seem to be more exacting about getting my rules right and obeying Master when other’s are watching. Generally I make him proud and the [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged bdsm, Behavior, Life, pain, work
By lunaKM on August 25, 2008
From Submissive Journal Prompts: When was the last time you were punished? How have things changed since then?
First I should remind readers that I define punishment and discipline as different things. In this post, I’m talking about punishment.
The last time I was punished was well over 2 years ago. I hope to never have to [...]
Posted in Meditation Monday | Tagged Behavior, collar, journal prompt, journey, love, play, Submission, Training
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