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Weighing On My Heart
What is weighing on your heart… right… now? – Submissive Journal Prompts Nothing could be more fitting for this prompt to come up on the site now. I’ve had a lot on my heart lately. With the holidays coming I have thought about my childhood best friend that parted ways with me this summer. I [...]
Revamped the Site
This week is going by relatively fast. I worked really hard on Submissive Guide yesterday and today I need to do a bit of housework. Master and I have been working through a few things as far as our dynamic goes. As I mentioned before, Master wants to be more consistent in his enforcement of [...]
A Wealth of Information
Yesterday’s munch went really well. We met Mr Iowa Leather 2008, Sir Liam and his slave Bella. He has a passion to unite all of the Iowa kink communities, create a community center in Des Moines and run a yearly (or bi-yearly) event in Iowa. He’s got the obssessive passion, if he gets support it [...]
TMI Tuesday #179
1. Ever Googled a date, a potential date or an ex? No. Never been that interested in it. I have googled myself though! 2. Do you gossip? I used to. I’m not allowed to anymore. It’s just bad behavior and not what Master wants to see out of me. 3. How many people do you [...]
What Attitude?
The attitude that I alluded to in my previous post is complex but I’ll try to explain. Before all of this happened (my being fired, turning to stay-at-home, watching my step-mom die) I was in a pretty good mood all the time, I loved serving Master in whatever fashion I could. I did my rules, [...]
Fear of becoming
I am becoming the person I had always hoped I could be. However, things are progressing so slowly that it makes me ask why I am not allowing changes into my life. Why am I rebelling at the small things that I know will make my life, my submission, my happiness the fullest measure? When [...]
Separation of Sex and Sex
Since the start of our relationship, Master and I have had one huge road block that keeps coming up. Blow jobs. We go round and round about them. I don’t really enjoy giving them all the time. I would rather do them as a form of foreplay, and I hate the taste of come so [...]
Personal Definition of Slut
This is a really old blog post, from when I was just an online submissive (2003). I found it in my file archives and thought I’d share it with you! I don’t think I still believe completely in my idea of a slut as this definition applies, but hey. I’ve developed and grown. What can [...]
Deciding Who To Impress
Master and I spent a very long day with some great friends of ours in the BDSM community a week ago. It’s always a chance for me to behave and I seem to be more exacting about getting my rules right and obeying Master when other’s are watching. Generally I make him proud and the [...]
Mediation Monday: Past Punishment and Progress
From Submissive Journal Prompts: When was the last time you were punished? How have things changed since then? First I should remind readers that I define punishment and discipline as different things. In this post, I’m talking about punishment. The last time I was punished was well over 2 years ago. I hope to never [...]
Mediation Monday: Altered Public Behavior
Greenwoman asks: Do you find yourself altering your behavior with each other at all in public settings? If so, how does that look? What are the differences? If altering our behavior you mean by different than how we act in private then yes. I alter my behavior more than Master does. Master has noted that [...]
Topping from the Bottom, again
You have to love it when someone has the guts to say something that really hits home for you. I’ve seen a lot of blogs out there with the submissive is pretty much whining that the Dom isn’t Dom enough and that they don’t give theme enough direction. Or the ones who say that they [...]
BDSM and Children Do Not Mix
Recently in a forum I read about someone who was just starting a D/s relationship and was bringing someone into the home. The dominant stated that she wanted ideas of how to tell her 9 year old daughter about what she might be seeing and the behaviors that the slave she was bringing in would [...]
Discipline and Punishment
Reading across the blogosphere you will encounter these words almost synonymous to each other: Discipline and Punishment. The words are far from the same however some dynamics treat them the same. In fact for the longest time I have used the word punishment when I mean discipline. It’s even possible that Master has used these [...]
BDSM Netiquette
Etiquette is a code of behavior or a set of social rules that govern what we do. Within a BDSM context there are a lot more defined rules than in other settings or situations. I think a lot of what we do is with a set of rules. They are either posted or implied but [...]
Protected: Letter to Master 5-18-08
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Miscommunication
Yesterday was a battle of pig-headedness. Neither of us was communicating well and neither of us got what we wanted because of it. There were so many times I wished we could just rewind the day and start over. A bit of back story… Master asked for a blow job. He asked for a specific [...]
Punishment Behavior
How should I behave when being punished and why my current behavior is inappropriate. Punishment behavior is something I think is a learned behavior. As a child, you learn to cry and scream and pout, whine and all over be a terror whenever you are punished. At least that was how it was with me. [...]
The Proper Apology
Master has suggested and then implemented a new method for my apology to him for forgetting a rule or any other infraction. He wants me to recite a phrase as an apology. “I was a bad girl Master, I’m sorry.” It’s something that is mildly humiliating to me and god I don’t want to get [...]
Just Routine
A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]
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