By lunaKM on August 14, 2009
I completely forgot how it felt to not have anything to write about but be required to write anyway. Ah yes, this is how it feels.
Today was a crummy day. I felt off, like I really didn’t know what to do with myself and was completely not interested in a lot of anything. I didn’t [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, Miss Abernathy, out of balance
By lunaKM on May 30, 2009
We had a pretty good munch today. A class on Spanking and Impact play went really well I think. Master was nervous as always. He gets sweaty palms, it’s so cute. I love his little nerves. He’s so smart and knows what he needs to know. I know that with every class he gets more [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, class, Just Sex, love, munch, play, slavery, Submission, submissive guide, Training, work
By lunaKM on March 11, 2009
Wow keth, if I didn’t have readers and commenters like you I don’t know what I would do! Your last comment was a huge help and an insight that I didn’t see until you pointed it out. Sure made me feel good and frustrated all at once.
I was raised to place emotional and personal importance [...]
Posted in Life, Submission | Tagged attitude, Just Sex, Life, love, news, work
By lunaKM on March 10, 2009
The attitude that I alluded to in my previous post is complex but I’ll try to explain.
Before all of this happened (my being fired, turning to stay-at-home, watching my step-mom die) I was in a pretty good mood all the time, I loved serving Master in whatever fashion I could. I did my rules, I [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, Behavior, Just Sex, love, mood, work
By lunaKM on March 9, 2009
Master and I had an argument tonight. I’m still in a bad attitude since getting fired and Master said last week that the attitude stops and it hasn’t. The discussion was full of stress, and crying and miscommunication. I think we’re back on a solid footing, but I’m sure I have a lot of work [...]
Posted in Life, Submission | Tagged attitude, housework, Life, love, submissive guide, website work, work
By lunaKM on March 4, 2009
I’d like to thank everyone for commenting on my venting post about a disagreement Master and I have had over and over again in our relationship. I really did take all of your thoughts to heart. After having the long difficult discussion with Master I went away and wrote in my physical journal. It’s private [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, blow job, class, Just Sex, Life, love, mood, work
By lunaKM on January 9, 2009
This lesson is all about writing a training contract between you and your trainer. Since I am doing this alone, the book suggests writing a plan of action or purpose statement. I don’t intend to make it fancy or anything. In fact, I have an idea for a basic one.
I, lunaKM, pledge to carry [...]
Posted in Miss Abernathy Training | Tagged attitude, Submission, Training, work
By lunaKM on January 2, 2009
I just wanted to pass on a quick note and let everyone know of The Femmeinist Fucktoy’s current study on Size and Sexuality. I answered the questions and they currently are posted on her blog..
Here’s what I had to say:
luna[KM] is a 31 year old female who identifies as heterosexual with bi-kinky tendencies. She is [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, bdsm, collar, iron gate, Just Sex, kinky, Life, love, M/s, play
By lunaKM on November 3, 2008
This is a really old blog post, from when I was just an online submissive (2003). I found it in my file archives and thought I’d share it with you! I don’t think I still believe completely in my idea of a slut as this definition applies, but hey. I’ve developed and grown. What can [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, Behavior, Just Sex, love, pleasure, work
By lunaKM on October 8, 2008
Going along with added training ideas like the submissive positions, i have always found it fascinating when submissives or slaves have structured responses. I’ve only ever read about them, but I’m sure people use them to some extent. Examples are:
“As Master wishes” or “Only if Master wishes” to indicate a yes or no response
“It [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, learning, pleasure, Training, work