lunaKM
attitude
Snappy Service
I completely forgot how it felt to not have anything to write about but be required to write anyway. Ah yes, this is how it feels. Today was a crummy day. I felt off, like I really didn’t know what to do with myself and was completely not interested in a lot of anything. I [...]
Feeling Sexy and Serving
We had a pretty good munch today. A class on Spanking and Impact play went really well I think. Master was nervous as always. He gets sweaty palms, it’s so cute. I love his little nerves. He’s so smart and knows what he needs to know. I know that with every class he gets more [...]
More Indepth Discussion
Wow keth, if I didn’t have readers and commenters like you I don’t know what I would do! Your last comment was a huge help and an insight that I didn’t see until you pointed it out. Sure made me feel good and frustrated all at once. I was raised to place emotional and personal [...]
What Attitude?
The attitude that I alluded to in my previous post is complex but I’ll try to explain. Before all of this happened (my being fired, turning to stay-at-home, watching my step-mom die) I was in a pretty good mood all the time, I loved serving Master in whatever fashion I could. I did my rules, [...]
Mishmash
Master and I had an argument tonight. I’m still in a bad attitude since getting fired and Master said last week that the attitude stops and it hasn’t. The discussion was full of stress, and crying and miscommunication. I think we’re back on a solid footing, but I’m sure I have a lot of work [...]
Finding Feelings
I’d like to thank everyone for commenting on my venting post about a disagreement Master and I have had over and over again in our relationship. I really did take all of your thoughts to heart. After having the long difficult discussion with Master I went away and wrote in my physical journal. It’s private [...]
Slave Training Lesson #6: Expectations, The Contract
This lesson is all about writing a training contract between you and your trainer. Since I am doing this alone, the book suggests writing a plan of action or purpose statement. I don’t intend to make it fancy or anything. In fact, I have an idea for a basic one. I, lunaKM, pledge to carry [...]
Size and Sexuality Study: My Responses
I just wanted to pass on a quick note and let everyone know of The Femmeinist Fucktoy‘s current study on Size and Sexuality. I answered the questions and they currently are posted on her blog.. Here’s what I had to say: luna[KM] is a 31 year old female who identifies as heterosexual with bi-kinky tendencies. [...]
Personal Definition of Slut
This is a really old blog post, from when I was just an online submissive (2003). I found it in my file archives and thought I’d share it with you! I don’t think I still believe completely in my idea of a slut as this definition applies, but hey. I’ve developed and grown. What can [...]
The Idea of Structured Responses
Going along with added training ideas like the submissive positions, i have always found it fascinating when submissives or slaves have structured responses. I’ve only ever read about them, but I’m sure people use them to some extent. Examples are: “As Master wishes” or “Only if Master wishes” to indicate a yes or no response [...]
When Master is Too Lenient
Master is great. He’s pleased with what I’m learning, he praises my progress, never forgets (almost) to say thank you for something he has requested. I feel like I’m treated like a princess or an angel. And sometimes I feel like I’m a gently used submissive. Don’t get me wrong, I love how he makes [...]
Protected: Letter to Master 6-1-08
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Miscommunication
Yesterday was a battle of pig-headedness. Neither of us was communicating well and neither of us got what we wanted because of it. There were so many times I wished we could just rewind the day and start over. A bit of back story… Master asked for a blow job. He asked for a specific [...]
Sugasm #117
This Week’s Picks A Fable “They start touching her, gingerly at first, wondering what magic is in her.” Fiction: The Island Princess and the Monkeys Who Tie Knots “You naughty, naughty, NAUGHTY monkeys!” Sexy Is In Your Mind “Sexy is an attitude and really all in your mind.” Mr. Sugasm Himself Chickipedia Editor’s Choice Take [...]
Positive Attitude
Today it is all about my attitude. Not that I’m a smart mouth and need it slapped clear off my face, but that I’m very negative. Master has always seen that in me and so have many of the readers of my blog. I don’t want to be negative and can’t really understand why I’m [...]
Speech Training
Not really the training as in what I’m supposed to say in a structured way but how my mood, attitude and behavior affect how I say things to Master. I’ve been all royal and uppity with him on many occasions and while he’s been strict reminding me that I’m not supposed to talk that way [...]
Breaking a Slave
From Submissive Journal Prompts: How do you feel about the idea of ‘breaking a slave’? For me, the idea of breaking a slave goes against the natural progression of a submissive/slave. I perceive it as a forced breakdown of someone’s own will, their own attitude and sometimes their own thought process. What generally results is [...]
The more I plan…
… the more I have to do. I just never seem to catch up on what I plan on doing and the actual time I have available to do these things. I keep pushing them onto the next day and the next like I’ll miraculously have tons of time one day to do it all. [...]
Being a Good Girl
Happy Labor Day everyone. I hope you used this unofficial last hurrah of summer for something fantastic. I have been a good girl all weekend long. I’ve followed all of my rules. I have bee sexually available and been used in every possible way he could imagine. I’m puss sore, ass sore, face fucked into [...]
Protected: Letter to Master 8-26-07
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