The last week or so I’ve been vexed with migraine strength headaches and couldn’t for the life of me figure out why. And then a kind twitter follower mentioned I might be in “detox”, which for me is sugar detox since I’m trying to eat low carb. I told Master straight away and he said it makes sense and remembers me feeling this way when I did South Beach a few years ago.
This also explains me lack of energy as my body realizes it now needs to use fat for energy instead of the once readily available sugars from food. It might take a week or so to adjust but then as long as I stay lower carb I will be golden because my body will be burning what it’s supposed to as fuel. And I’ll get smaller.
Smaller, and even sexier baby!
I’m still doing great with my new slutty resolutions. It is requiring a lot of mental reprogramming as I now listen to my body and when I’m turned on I let myself feel it and actively seek out sex instead of pushing it away as an inconvenience. I feel better about myself and Master is quite pleased. I hope to heck I can maintain this change.
On to poly things, Master told me he doesn’t like that I feel the need to leave froggy and him alone when she is here; that we should be able to spend time together. I get that I really do but right now her drive is 4 hours back and forth to see him(us) and if she doesn’t get valuable private time I feel that’s a waste. She may disagree but I know that if it were me traveling to see my Dominant I’d want private time, dang it.
That’s why we are moving closer to her. Just an hour 15 mins one way is a lot less distance and will give her more opportunity to just spend some hours here in the evening sort of thing and then we can just hang out and I don’t have to go anywhere. Right now though, I’m putting myself in her shoes and give them space.
Hopefully he’ll adjust since I know he understands why I do it.
Slut Update: Woke Master up with some teasing which ended up with Randy in my ass and Master fucking me silly. I had the most amazing orgasm with the Hitachi while Randy was still deep in my ass. What a great way to start the day!
Have I said recently that Master is the best sex I’ve ever had. He’s been so very sexy and we’ve had an awesome time yesterday. I have a few scratch marks on my back from a bit of fun yesterday. And Monday he used the Hitachi to force orgasms from me. It rocked.
But back to how awesome Master is in bed. I think he’s a natural. He came to me with very little experience and rocked my world from the first time. Now I can believe that you can learn to be good in bed, but from the start? That’s a lucky me!
And his cock, can I say perfect? I’m so in love with it and him. I’m driven with lust for his dick and I’m always looking at it. He notices it. And likes it.
There’s so much about having sex with Master that I’m so in love with. He knows me, he listens to me and he sees everything that my body does. He can read me and sometimes knows more about how I’m responding than I am.
It’s not just sex, even when we call it fucking. It’s more, it is everything and it is so hot.
I can be the slut I want to be but am embarrassed to admit. I can let myself go and not worry about how things should be progressing. I can tell him all my dirty secrets and he loves it. That look in his eyes tells me so.
I’m in lust. And Master is my addiction.
Now I’m never sure if I get this whole mumbo jumbo about connecting with your body and a higher plane experience but that doesn’t stop me from giving it a try. I’ve been in spiritual trances before and anyone who’s grown up in a Pentecostal family or attended more than a few revivals in your time will know what I’m talking about. That time of prayer or laying on of hands, maybe some speaking in tongues and the swaying to some soft music, singing the chorus over and over. I believe that my past experience will help me understand what my focus is with these videos.
Continuing on my holistic journey to enhanced sexual experience I watched part 2 of Sheri Winston’s series on Holistic Sexuality called Breath (4 mins).
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Kink Academy is so full of interesting videos it was hard to decide what my next course would be. I went through the entire archives several times jotting down the videos that caught my attention. Sure there were the kinky play items on there that KM and I would like to improve, but there are also a lot of personal development videos that caught my attention. There are ones on protocol and service that I’m sure I’ll be enjoying in the future. (Jay has already watched a few if you want to read his experiences.)
Since KM has told me that my explorations through Kink Academy is for my own journey and development I chose a series of videos that have to do with enhancing my own sexual experience. We all want that, don’t we? I love sex. I think KM and I have fantastic sex. So I honestly was a bit skeptical on how this video would help me have better orgasms and ultimately we’d have better sex.
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This weekend was a great weekend. KM and I had a fuck-ton of sex and play time that has left me sore and achy and satiated. But you don’t need to hear about all that do you? I’m here today to tell you how my practice with deep throating and sloppy blow jobs (spitting) went after the videos I watched on Friday.
It went great.
That’s the short story, but honestly I’m feeling really good about my progress with the homework assignment of improving my fellatio skills.
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I have never felt so misinformed as I have after watching the videos about Deep Throating and Gagging. What I had learned about deep throating up to now was not working for a reason. I had to go back to anatomy class. Of course taking KM’s cock deep wouldn’t work in the positions I have been taking nor without some relaxation of certain muscles of the mouth. But let’s back up a bit.
M. Makael Newby does an excellent job at discussing not only the anatomy but the physical aspects of the giver of a blow job as well as the cock they worship in her video Ultimate Fellatio: Deep Throating and Sloppy Blow Jobs (8 mins).
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Yesterday KM and I were well enough to get back into blow job training. Without a review of the techniques I dug right into the pleasurable job at hand. I wanted to slowly lead him into pleasure and make him really ache for him hands and mouth on his cock before I touched it so I gently stroked his thighs and chest, tweeking his nipples and bringing out the gooseflesh. I had a lot of fun teasing him and he almost arched into my hand when I finally took hold of his member.
I used every single one of the tips from the Hand and Mouth techniques video with great results again and I’m certain that each time I use that training will get better and better. Why?
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I know I promised that I’d move on to the more advanced fellatio technique videos and practice next but KM and I have both been sick with head colds and blow jobs just haven’t been possible. So I dug into the rest of the basic blow job tip videos while we are convalescing.
It’s always nice to go back and review the basics, especially if you’ve gotten into a habit of doing something a particular way each and every time because you may come across something that you completely forgot was fun to do or pleasurable to your partner. So, even though I consider myself experienced in giving head, I know that there is always a level of review involved. Besides, I don’t know a single man that wouldn’t want you to practice and brush up on your technique!
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Blowjobs. They used to be the bane of my sexual submission. I hated giving them, I wasn’t very creative and dreaded his orgasm and having to do something with his semen. Now, I’m so much better at them and I don’t dread them like I used to. I still can’t stomach semen, but I’m sure I can work on that as well.
From my previous post, you’ll know I watched a few videos on the basics of blow jobs on Kink Academy and in the videos I picked up a few new tricks. I was eager to try them out, and it was obvious that KnyghtMare wanted me to try them out to; I mean who wouldn’t? I sat down in front of him and let him know I’d like his feedback, for academic purposes of course, on each new technique as I try them.
I started out with the hand techniques I know and ones I had just seen on the videos. There was a hugely favorable response to the twisting stroke and I’ll be definitely adding that to my fun list! KnyghtMare said he loved seeing both of my hands around his cock (perhaps it’s a ego thing) and I liked watching his eyes roll back into his head. Slapping his cock he said was okay as a low sensation thing, but not so good when he was really turned on. I guess I’d consider it a foreplay move.
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