The last week or so I’ve been vexed with migraine strength headaches and couldn’t for the life of me figure out why. And then a kind twitter follower mentioned I might be in “detox”, which for me is sugar detox since I’m trying to eat low carb. I told Master straight away and he said it makes sense and remembers me feeling this way when I did South Beach a few years ago.
This also explains me lack of energy as my body realizes it now needs to use fat for energy instead of the once readily available sugars from food. It might take a week or so to adjust but then as long as I stay lower carb I will be golden because my body will be burning what it’s supposed to as fuel. And I’ll get smaller.
Smaller, and even sexier baby!
I’m still doing great with my new slutty resolutions. It is requiring a lot of mental reprogramming as I now listen to my body and when I’m turned on I let myself feel it and actively seek out sex instead of pushing it away as an inconvenience. I feel better about myself and Master is quite pleased. I hope to heck I can maintain this change.
On to poly things, Master told me he doesn’t like that I feel the need to leave froggy and him alone when she is here; that we should be able to spend time together. I get that I really do but right now her drive is 4 hours back and forth to see him(us) and if she doesn’t get valuable private time I feel that’s a waste. She may disagree but I know that if it were me traveling to see my Dominant I’d want private time, dang it.
That’s why we are moving closer to her. Just an hour 15 mins one way is a lot less distance and will give her more opportunity to just spend some hours here in the evening sort of thing and then we can just hang out and I don’t have to go anywhere. Right now though, I’m putting myself in her shoes and give them space.
Hopefully he’ll adjust since I know he understands why I do it.