lunaKM

A Slut-Wife Submissive Learning Domestic Slavehood

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Worship

Have I said recently that Master is the best sex I’ve ever had. He’s been so very sexy and we’ve had an awesome time yesterday.  I have a few scratch marks on my back from a bit of fun yesterday. And Monday he used the Hitachi to force orgasms from me. It rocked.

But back to how awesome Master is in bed. I think he’s a natural. He came to me with very little experience and rocked my world from the first time.  Now I can believe that you can learn to be good in bed, but from the start? That’s a lucky me!

And his cock, can I say perfect? I’m so in love with it and him. I’m driven with lust for his dick and I’m always looking at it. He notices it. And likes it.

There’s so much about having sex with Master that I’m so in love with. He knows me, he listens to me and he sees everything that my body does. He can read me and sometimes knows more about how I’m responding than I am.

It’s not just sex, even when we call it fucking. It’s more, it is everything and it is so hot.

I can be the slut I want to be but am embarrassed to admit. I can let myself go and not worry about how things should be progressing. I can tell him all my dirty secrets and he loves it. That look in his eyes tells me so.

I’m in lust. And Master is my addiction.

–lunaKM

Breathing for Arousal [KA]

Now I’m never sure if I get this whole mumbo jumbo about connecting with your body and a higher plane experience but that doesn’t stop me from giving it a try. I’ve been in spiritual trances before and anyone who’s grown up in a Pentecostal family or attended more than a few revivals in your time will know what I’m talking about. That time of prayer or laying on of hands, maybe some speaking in tongues and the swaying to some soft music, singing the chorus over and over. I believe that my past experience will help me understand what my focus is with these videos.

Continuing on my holistic journey to enhanced sexual experience I watched part 2 of Sheri Winston’s series on Holistic Sexuality called Breath (4 mins).

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My Holistic Sex Journey [KA]

Kink Academy is so full of  interesting videos it was hard to decide what my next course would be. I went through the entire archives several times jotting down the videos that caught my attention. Sure there were the kinky play items on there that KM and I would like to improve, but there are also a lot of personal development videos that caught my attention. There are ones on protocol and service that I’m sure I’ll be enjoying in the future. (Jay has already watched a few if you want to read his experiences.)

Since KM has told me that my explorations through Kink Academy is for my own journey and development I chose a series of videos that have to do with enhancing my own sexual experience. We all want that, don’t we? I love sex. I think KM and I have fantastic sex. So I honestly was a bit skeptical on how this video would help me have better orgasms and ultimately we’d have better sex.

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Going Deep – Early Practice [KA]

This weekend was a great weekend. KM and I had a fuck-ton of sex and play time that has left me sore and achy and satiated. But you don’t need to hear about all that do you? I’m here today to tell you how my practice with deep throating and sloppy blow jobs (spitting) went after the videos I watched on Friday.

It went great.

That’s the short story, but honestly I’m feeling really good about my progress with the homework assignment of improving my fellatio skills.

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The Art of Deep Throating and Gagging [KA]

I have never felt so misinformed as I have after watching the videos about Deep Throating and Gagging. What I had learned about deep throating up to now was not working for a reason. I had to go back to anatomy class. Of course taking KM’s cock deep wouldn’t work in the positions I have been taking nor without some relaxation of certain muscles of the mouth. But let’s back up a bit.

M. Makael Newby does an excellent job at discussing not only the anatomy but the physical aspects of the giver of a blow job as well as the cock they worship in her video Ultimate Fellatio: Deep Throating and Sloppy Blow Jobs (8 mins).

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Thumbs Up on Blow Jobs [KA]

Yesterday KM and I were well enough to get back into blow job training. Without a review of the techniques I dug right into the pleasurable job at hand. I wanted to slowly lead him into pleasure and make him really ache for him hands and mouth on his cock before I touched it so I gently stroked his thighs and chest, tweeking his nipples and bringing out the gooseflesh. I had a lot of fun teasing him and he almost arched into my hand when I finally took hold of his member.

I used every single one of the tips from the Hand and Mouth techniques video with great results again and I’m certain that each time I use that training will get better and better. Why?

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Reviewing The Basics of Blow Jobs [KA]

I know I promised that I’d move on to the more advanced fellatio technique videos and practice next but KM and I have both been sick with head colds and blow jobs just haven’t been possible. So I dug into the rest of the basic blow job tip videos while we are convalescing.

It’s always nice to go back and review the basics, especially if you’ve gotten into a habit of doing something a particular way each and every time because you may come across something that you completely forgot was fun to do or pleasurable to your partner. So, even though I consider myself experienced in giving head, I know that there is always a level of review involved. Besides, I don’t know a single man that wouldn’t want you to practice and brush up on your technique!

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Trying Out a Few Fellatio Techniques [KA]

Blowjobs. They used to be the bane of my sexual submission. I hated giving them, I wasn’t very creative and dreaded his orgasm and having to do something with his semen. Now, I’m so much better at them and I don’t dread them like I used to. I still can’t stomach semen, but I’m sure I can work on that as well.

From my previous post, you’ll know I watched a few videos on the basics of blow jobs on Kink Academy and in the videos I picked up a few new tricks. I was eager to try them out, and it was obvious that KnyghtMare wanted me to try them out to; I mean who wouldn’t? I sat down in front of him and let him know I’d like his feedback, for academic purposes of course, on each new technique as I try them.

I started out with the hand techniques I know and ones I had just seen on the videos. There was a hugely favorable response to the twisting stroke and I’ll be definitely adding that to my fun list! KnyghtMare said he loved seeing both of my hands around his cock (perhaps it’s a ego thing) and I liked watching his eyes roll back into his head.  Slapping his cock he said was okay as a low sensation thing, but not so good when he was really turned on. I guess I’d consider it a foreplay move.

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Developing My Ultimate Blow Job Skills [KA]

Since the beginning of our relationship, there has been one things that has developed a bit slower than everything else and that is my ability and desire to give blow jobs. If you’ve read my blog for any length of time you know that I have struggled with the taste of semen, gagging, and the desire to do it in the first place. I have since been so much better at the willingness to give Master blow jobs and I’m working on deep throating right now which is difficult given Master’s size and girth.

When I first started browsing the KinkAcademy site I knew where I’d be headed first for sure. There are several videos about giving blow jobs, from basics to hand and mouth techniques, sloppy blow jobs, gagging and deep throating. The first to attract me are all done by faculty member M. Makael Newby if you are interested. I’m not going to focus on who gives the videos but I figure someone might be interested in that information. Blow jobs are the one thing I think can get the most practice over the course of the semester and I hope to reach Ultimate status by the end of the term. It should be fun to document my progress as well.

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–lunaKM

The Peace and Pleasure of My Current Place

I forgot to blog on Friday, then I forgot to blog yesterday to make up for Friday. So here I am today making up for the make up.

It’s amazing how at peace we are with our relationship right now. I can’t think of a single moment where I didn’t feel that my sole duty was to his service. He’s happy, our sex life is fantastic and only promises to get better. My domestic duties are getting done and the house has never been maintained this clean before (I contribute part of that for me liking this place). It definitely is a nice feeling to know that I’m doing what he asks of me and that we are grounded in our dynamic.

This perfect feeling of being in the right place in my life, of having that structure I’d been longing makes me wonder if I could shift to being a slave after all. Now, granted, Master already considers much of what I do as slave behavior but I just can’t open up to calling myself a slave. For me it has to have so much more. But I know that if this perfection is maintained I could see myself becoming a slave.

I find it quite marveling sometimes with how much I can analyze and think about my personal submission and how it relates to me. I question if I get self-absorbed in this pondering  often. I can not say if others think about who they are and why they are the way they are as often as I do. I try to weed out the excuses I’ve been using for years and really understand the reasons behind those excuses. It’s not an easy task at all and sometimes I come right back to the excuse again making no progress at all.

And yet I still progress. It’s evidenced by the fact that I no longer complain about blow jobs, that he hasn’t had a reluctant blow job in well over 2 months, and I’m starting to enjoy them. Enjoy them enough in fact that he has started really working with me and my gag reflex with deep throating. It’s not an easy task. Master is well endowed and very wide, so while it might be easier to deep throat a thinner cock because it doesn’t press the epiglottis I don’t have that luxury. So, we are taking it an inch at a time. I’ve not progressed much in this yet, but I do have faith that I can achieve great things and give him more pleasure this way.

In the end it’s all pleasure.

–lunaKM