By lunaKM on April 28, 2010
The most common struggle discussed on this blog is my issue with blow jobs. I don’t really like to give blowjobs all the time. Sometimes I do, really, but most of the time I’m just not willing. I don’t like the taste of semen or the funk of ball sack. I won’t get into it [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Sexual Expression |
By lunaKM on February 4, 2010
Yesterday after a rocky start to the day Master and I reconnected. We reconnected a lot! Heh. During one of our hot steamy reconnections my mind kept screaming thoughts to him, things I wanted him to do to me. For the most part I tend to keep these things silent. Besides, if he’s playing with [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged dirty talk, hesitation, inner thoughts, Just Sex, passion, sexual barriers, sexual humiliation, verbal humiliation |
By lunaKM on April 26, 2009
Sometimes Master likes me to give him pain when we play, especially when I’m jacking him off or something. I’ve mentioned it here before but I can’t be bothered looking in the archives. At first I was startled by this request, but I guess there is a bit of a masochist in Master after all. [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Sexual Expression | Tagged Just Sex, learning, love, pain, play, pleasure |
By lunaKM on February 2, 2009
Yesterday was a crummy day. Master decided that yesterday was the day he’d tell me everything that he is frustrated about or things I’m failing on, etc. I really wish he’s not wait till all of it piles up and then I feel like shit and not worth the collar I’m wearing. No where does [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged blow job, collar, Just Sex, M/s, pleasure, submissive guide, work |
By lunaKM on June 2, 2008
I’ve written about anal training before. You might be interested in my beginners post about anal training. My ass is going through a change. Master is preparing it for anytime use. I’m back on the schedule of wearing my butt plug every other night as a part of my bedtime routine. I don’t object to [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged Just Sex, love, pain, play, Submission, Training |
By lunaKM on May 12, 2008
Master has a beautiful cock. I love just looking at it. He is generally okay with my analysis when I like to stroke the veins, play with the triangular patch of skin of his ball sack until it wrinkles and I love watching it grow and move. I could spend hours transfixed at his crotch [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged blow job, Just Sex, learning, love, mood, pain, play, pleasure, Submission |
By lunaKM on March 22, 2008
Orgasm denial and control is a well documented activity online; you can find all sorts of thoughts and opinions, how-tos and what nots from anyone and everyone under the sun. I’m not intending to add any more new ideas to this topic. Here are, in my opinion, a couple of the better written essays out [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged fight, Just Sex, M/s, play, pleasure, struggle, Submission, Training, work
By lunaKM on March 18, 2008
Saying no. This is a difficult essay for me. I assume you wanted me to write about when I say no to sexual things. A lot of the time when I say no, it has reason behind it. The rest of the time, I realize it is excuses. How I feel about saying no is [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression, Writing Assignments | Tagged blow job, Just Sex, love, mood, play, Submission, Training, work
By lunaKM on February 26, 2008
It’s very important to make Master sexually happy at every possible moment. I have a bit of learning to do in this department. I’ve always hesitated when it comes to teasing Master’s cock with my mouth and hands. I love how he can make me feel with it, so it’s my turn to show him [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged blow job, Just Sex, learning, love, M/s, Training
By lunaKM on February 23, 2008
Master would like to use my ass whenever he wants. He also has a plan to have me wear butt plugs on a regular basis to remind me of my place and prepare me for more frequent anal sex and play. A butt plug will allow me to relax better, faster, easier when he wishes [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged Just Sex, play, Training, work
By lunaKM on February 11, 2008
Tonight I am coloring my hair; at this very moment the creme is changing my hair from a dark brown to something auburn-ish. I haven’t colored my hair in over 4 years. I always had the perception that Master would want it natural. The fact that he went and helped me pick it out was [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged blow job, class, housework, Just Sex, play, pleasure, RACK, Training, work