lunaKM

A Slut-Wife Submissive Learning Domestic Slavehood

Category Archives: In The Dungeon

Pussy Stretching

Master has a large object insertion fetish. Its’ something both of us love. I’m going to wager that it’s a relatively common one in the whole kink community but I could be wrong about that.  One of his goals is to have a lot of really really (insanely) large dildos and butt plugs to use on me.

One of the first things we purchased that would aid in his desires was an inflatable dildo last year. At first it seemed like it would never fit. Each try afterwards it got larger and larger. Yesterday, like the time before we were able to inflate it the whole way and he fucked me with it. That’s right, if you haven’t clicked on that link yet, you want to go see how big this sucker is.

I love the sensation of feeling full. I have a couple really fat dildos, but this shadows them all so far. And he fucked me with it! Yummy! Now, we love fisting too, but that’s a rare feat because Master’s hands are huge. But this large object thing, I think we have a good start with that.

I know he wants to see my ass stretch just as much, but I’ve got to work on smaller things first. We have plans to get an anal bulb at the beginning of next year for me to do daily rinsing so that when he wants anal play it’s a bit cleaner (hopefully). As I get used to the rinses we’ll be going back to the anal training. Remember when I used to wear a plug to bed every other night? We’ll that’s coming back I’m sure. And then the stretching can begin.

I’m sure I’ll do fine with stretching. As it is, my ass relaxes so much that it pretty much becomes a plug launcher. Nothing stays in that sucker when relaxed. Yeah, I know, nice visual. Thank me later.  Anyway I have no doubt that Master has fantasized about having this sucker of a butt plug in my ass. Ouch. That’s a long, long, long, long way off. (And can you believe that comes in regular and super-size? Holy hell.)

Master, like most men, likes to take pictures and videos of me doing things to him, mostly cock sucking and then he shows them to me later. He loves to have me on film he says. I know he’s threatened posting them online at some point too. Which makes me nervous. So why am I haven’t naughty thoughts about it? I guess he’s really gotten into my head with that one.

So, any of you like large objects?

–lunaKM

Urination Subjugation

About a year ago I became mildly curious with the idea of being peed on by Master. I have read of other submissives and Doms alike engaging in this activity with varied reasons and results. I have been wondering what it would be like, but I don’t have the desire to ask for it right now.

I’m not 100% sure why this came up in my mind to begin with, but I toy with it on occasion. I think, if I were to accept this it would be either very humbling and humiliating or it would just be grosser than gross. The effect I’m thinking would happen is the former. I imagine that at first it would be shock and disgust at what is happening. More because we are taught that urine is bad and should not be played with at an early age. I’m sure I’d be disturbed by the feeling of warm urine on me and the smell would cause me to squick if nothing else did. This isn’t a surprise.

I imagine it would also bring about the feelings that I think about when I think about being peed on. Humiliation would be foremost. I get a mild thrill out of private humiliation and I’m sure this would be a part of that feeling. It may also bring out feelings of humility and submission to you. Something you know I look for in everything I do. I want to feel owned and loved, but also reminded of my place in this relationship. It would be like I’ve been marked as a sign of possession and submission to you.

I’m still not really sure how I feel about trying it yet. I’d rather not cause any emotional harm. As a part of thinking this over, I’ve read a few really good essays. “Piss Play” by Beth Brown, MD was very interesting as to the medical aspects of urine play. The bulk of the essay is about the diseases and infections that can be passed through urine, the type of safety precautions that should be present at all times anyhow and dispelling the myth that urine is sterile.

–luna