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Personal training and behavior modification.
By lunaKM on February 4, 2010
Yesterday after a rocky start to the day Master and I reconnected. We reconnected a lot! Heh.
During one of our hot steamy reconnections my mind kept screaming thoughts to him, things I wanted him to do to me. For the most part I tend to keep these things silent. Besides, if he’s playing with my [...]
Posted in Sexual Expression | Tagged dirty talk, hesitation, inner thoughts, Just Sex, passion, sexual barriers, sexual humiliation, verbal humiliation
By lunaKM on February 1, 2010
The past 3 days have gone by painfully. I’m in a funk that makes me hard to talk to, I’m snippy and grumpy, withdrawn and unapproachable. Today I’ve cried for no reason and Master has noted my gloomy mood on more than one occasion. I don’t know why I feel this way. I can’t pinpoint [...]
Posted in Life, Physical Appearance | Tagged beauty routine, depression, loss, makeup tips, sadness
By lunaKM on January 29, 2010
I feel ugly. I’ve felt unhappy with myself for several months. It’s been about that long since I got my eyebrows waxed. Something about that always makes me feel pretty. I have crappy makeup supplies and even worse talent in applying it.
I want to feel pretty again. Part of Master’s rules has always been to [...]
Posted in Physical Appearance | Tagged beauty, feeling sexy, make up
By lunaKM on January 15, 2010
Master has been working on my word use; especially the word ‘huh’. When I can’t hear him I have the habit of saying ‘huh?’ It drives him mad so he’s started to punish me when I say it. So far it’s happened the once, but I know that it’s going to be a long road [...]
Posted in Behavior, Life
By lunaKM on January 4, 2010
One foot is now warm, the other is cold. I finished my first hand knit sock yesterday and I’m still celebrating. So much so that I’ve not started the companion to make it a pair. I promise pictures when I get it done. It took me 3 days (only about 10 hours) to knit which [...]
Posted in Domestication, Life
By lunaKM on July 19, 2009
One of the big things I’m to work on with our new start is my setting restrictions on my service. Most of these are in the form of ‘I don’t feel like it, or I don’t want to’ but I know I’m also likely to put things off and that restricts my service too.
I know [...]
Posted in Behavior | Tagged Just Sex, obedience, service, struggle, Training
By lunaKM on July 17, 2009
I’m back from bidding goodbye to my step mother. Thank you so much for all the kind words and thoughts. I’m quite lost for words with all the outpouring of love from you all.
Today Master and I started fresh with our relationship. We renegotiated what had been put on hold while I mourned for Kathy [...]
Posted in Training | Tagged bdsm negotiations, changes, commitment, contract, dynamic, fresh start, improvements, love, subspace
By lunaKM on June 5, 2009
I’ve been reading the book Slavecraft by a grateful slave to do a review for Submissive Guide. It is a collection of essays written by one slave about his exploration in deeper submission and servitude. I’m finding myself growing as a submissive in my own relationship and feel that I could develop further just [...]
Posted in Mental Growth | Tagged growth, happiness, joyful service, manner, obedience, Submission
By lunaKM on May 8, 2009
Today I worked on some crafts. I made a couple duct tape floggers to sell. If you are interested in one, head on over to my shop. I have the mono colored one listed so far, but I’ll get the duo color one up sometime tomorrow. I’m also working on a duct tape slapper that [...]
Posted in Domestication, Skinny Thoughts | Tagged abuse, housework, Just Sex, Life, play, RACK, work
By lunaKM on April 26, 2009
Sometimes Master likes me to give him pain when we play, especially when I’m jacking him off or something. I’ve mentioned it here before but I can’t be bothered looking in the archives. At first I was startled by this request, but I guess there is a bit of a masochist in Master after [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Sexual Expression | Tagged Just Sex, learning, love, pain, play, pleasure
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