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Submission
My unique submission; thoughts, struggles and the journey.
Admitting a Misstep
I’ve always thought that the example of a good submissive is one that can admit mistakes to their Dominant before the Dominant notices and accepts punishment. I told Master that I think I need a maintence spanking/punishment for being so lazy this week. The house is a mess and I’ve not accomplished nearly enough with [...]
Plans
I woke up this morning with the whole plan of getting some more organization of the kitchen done so that I enter the New Year with a clean kitchen. I wanted to get a lot of the house cleaned in fact. My cramps have settled into my lower back, which if you recall I’ve had [...]
Why Do I Fight?
In a continuation of my previous post, whippedblade asked some very deep questions that I thought I really should try to answer to better understand myself. For those of you who think I should stop analyzing submission and just do it… this IS how I follow through. Anyways, she asks: If submission is what you [...]
Weighing On My Heart
What is weighing on your heart… right… now? – Submissive Journal Prompts Nothing could be more fitting for this prompt to come up on the site now. I’ve had a lot on my heart lately. With the holidays coming I have thought about my childhood best friend that parted ways with me this summer. I [...]
Slave Identity
Here I am again. No new news on my dad. He hasn’t bothered to call me now that I know he’s been admitted to the hospital. He keeps calling my step sister instead of me; which is really starting to bother me. I haven’t gotten a call since this morning from him. Any new news [...]
Do what I say
Today I got up on time and did my exercise this morning. I felt good all day long because I had done that instead of putting it off. I know that if I had, I wouldn’t have done it. I’ve had 1800 calories today too; all good. I don’t have a lot to say tonight [...]
Not experienced enough
People on Fetlife are judging me without even knowing me. Okay so I’ve not had 20 years of BDSM experience but the viewpoints and opinions I do have can help people. The people say that since I don’t have a degree in therapy or haven’t yet had classes in lifecoaching that I shouldn’t try to [...]
Snappy Service
I completely forgot how it felt to not have anything to write about but be required to write anyway. Ah yes, this is how it feels. Today was a crummy day. I felt off, like I really didn’t know what to do with myself and was completely not interested in a lot of anything. I [...]
Thoughts on M/s and Advanced Learning
During the munch Master and I attended on Saturday there was a lively discussion on Master/slave relationships. I find it quite interesting to hear what people consider to be M/s vs. D/s. The presenter gave a description that to me sounded exactly the same. Description was like the slave has no limits other than those [...]
Still In Trouble
Last night Master and I had a huge discussion. I’ve had a very bad attitude this week and he said he is still mad at me for lying and is upset that I seem to show no remorse for it this week. He explained that last week was better and I was more submissive then. [...]
Eating Disorders Return
(Thanks for all the comments on my last post, but I really do know how to eat healthy and exercise. I don’t have to keep hearing it. I’m an intelligent woman. I’m not looking for praise at every single bit of progress; this is my blog, written for Master and myself first and you all [...]
Sexual Disinterest
Yesterday was a hard day for Master. I wasn’t interested in giving him a blow job, I just couldn’t find it in me to want to do it. He told me that he wanted one early on and when I got home from working on SubmissiveGuide he asked for one just as I came in [...]
Feeling Sexy and Serving
We had a pretty good munch today. A class on Spanking and Impact play went really well I think. Master was nervous as always. He gets sweaty palms, it’s so cute. I love his little nerves. He’s so smart and knows what he needs to know. I know that with every class he gets more [...]
Needing Play
I’m hungry. It’s been quite a while since Master and I played more than just a little bondage or pain during sex. I am really craving an intense session. Master is more than willing to comply so I’m sure that it will be in my near future. The fantasy that I wrote about last week [...]
Feeling Right with the World
Today was a pretty darned good day! I got a lot of cleaning done in the morning, spent a lazy afternoon reading a book and then Master and I went to Wally-world to get hair color for me! I’m now a burgundy brunette. It’s gorgeous sexy on me. Master loves it, I love it. Right [...]
Cleaning House
Since my new position as Master’s houseslut I have had to learn that the idea of a clean home isn’t how it once was. It’s more. I’m not doing as good at keeping it at the higher level of clean that I’d like to maintain it, but that will come with time. I am happy [...]
Going on a Diet
Not just the same ole’ diet I’ve been trying for years; that’s getting boring and while I do intend to lose weight and work hard at exercising, that’s not the diet I’m talking about. In a previous post, BootPig commented about finding my focus, and making sure I have the right things in the front [...]
Disappointed in Myself
I moved my blog to dedicated hosting instead of having it on our own server. The blog with the enormity of it was cripiling the other websites I have. Now that it’s moved it will run a lot smoother. That being said, I have an issue still with the .htaccess. I have to contact the [...]
A Wealth of Information
Yesterday’s munch went really well. We met Mr Iowa Leather 2008, Sir Liam and his slave Bella. He has a passion to unite all of the Iowa kink communities, create a community center in Des Moines and run a yearly (or bi-yearly) event in Iowa. He’s got the obssessive passion, if he gets support it [...]
Serving Coffee
So, as I’ve mentioned before, one of the new changes in service has been my addition of announcing the food or item that Master has asked for when I bring it to him. The start of the service was basic coffee service. Master loves coffee and drinks quite a bit of it some days. It [...]
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