Submission
My unique submission; thoughts, struggles and the journey.
By lunaKM on December 28, 2009
I woke up this morning with the whole plan of getting some more organization of the kitchen done so that I enter the New Year with a clean kitchen. I wanted to get a lot of the house cleaned in fact.
My cramps have settled into my lower back, which if you recall I’ve had problems [...]
Posted in Life, Submission
By lunaKM on December 9, 2009
In a continuation of my previous post, whippedblade asked some very deep questions that I thought I really should try to answer to better understand myself. For those of you who think I should stop analyzing submission and just do it… this IS how I follow through. Anyways, she asks:
If submission is what you want [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged adoration, fight, neglect, relationship, struggle, Submission, Time, true love
By lunaKM on December 8, 2009
What is weighing on your heart… right… now? – Submissive Journal Prompts
Nothing could be more fitting for this prompt to come up on the site now. I’ve had a lot on my heart lately.
With the holidays coming I have thought about my childhood best friend that parted ways with me this summer. I miss her [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission | Tagged argument, Behavior, consequences, journal prompt, obedience, progress, relationship, revelations
By lunaKM on September 2, 2009
Here I am again. No new news on my dad. He hasn’t bothered to call me now that I know he’s been admitted to the hospital. He keeps calling my step sister instead of me; which is really starting to bother me. I haven’t gotten a call since this morning from him. Any new news [...]
Posted in Life, Submission | Tagged dad, identity, slavery, stress, struggle, Submission
By lunaKM on August 31, 2009
Today I got up on time and did my exercise this morning. I felt good all day long because I had done that instead of putting it off. I know that if I had, I wouldn’t have done it. I’ve had 1800 calories today too; all good.
I don’t have a lot to say tonight I’ve [...]
Posted in Submission
By lunaKM on August 18, 2009
People on Fetlife are judging me without even knowing me. Okay so I’ve not had 20 years of BDSM experience but the viewpoints and opinions I do have can help people. The people say that since I don’t have a degree in therapy or haven’t yet had classes in lifecoaching that I shouldn’t try to [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged bdsm, class, iron gate, Life, Master, reading, submissive guide
By lunaKM on August 14, 2009
I completely forgot how it felt to not have anything to write about but be required to write anyway. Ah yes, this is how it feels.
Today was a crummy day. I felt off, like I really didn’t know what to do with myself and was completely not interested in a lot of anything. I didn’t [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged attitude, Miss Abernathy, out of balance
By lunaKM on August 5, 2009
During the munch Master and I attended on Saturday there was a lively discussion on Master/slave relationships. I find it quite interesting to hear what people consider to be M/s vs. D/s. The presenter gave a description that to me sounded exactly the same. Description was like the slave has no limits other than those [...]
Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission | Tagged D/s, fire cupping, learning, M/s, master slave relationships, munch, play, protocols, slaves, symbiosis
By lunaKM on July 2, 2009
Last night Master and I had a huge discussion. I’ve had a very bad attitude this week and he said he is still mad at me for lying and is upset that I seem to show no remorse for it this week. He explained that last week was better and I was more submissive then. [...]
Posted in Submission | Tagged argument, depression, punishment, stress, Submission
By lunaKM on June 23, 2009
(Thanks for all the comments on my last post, but I really do know how to eat healthy and exercise. I don’t have to keep hearing it. I’m an intelligent woman. I’m not looking for praise at every single bit of progress; this is my blog, written for Master and myself first and you all [...]
Posted in Skinny Thoughts, Submission | Tagged addiction, binge eating, binges, cardinal rule, diet, eating disorder, emotional stress, exercise, loss, lying, punishment, sadness, secret eating, weight gain
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