lunaKM

A Slut-Wife Submissive Learning Domestic Slavehood

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Sexually Exhausted and Happy

Today has been filled with sex and orgasms. It happens most often when we have been sick or unavailable. Recently we’ve been both.

It started out last night when I masturbated after I went to bed. I rarely do that but I was so horny.

When I told Master I did that as I woke him up this morning he rolled me over and got me off again. Then I did the same to him. It’s a great way to wake up. Oh yeah!

This afternoon we had more fucking with me bent over the bed. He stopped and grabbed the Hitachi and brought me to 2 more orgasms. I even squirted a bit. Then I got him off again. Yum!

After dinner, I started a blow job and it ended with more sex. Sex and pain. I asked him to pull and pinch my breasts while he fucked me. I love sex and pain. It’s my favorite combination.

Now we are both exhausted but it feels good.

I just can’t help but be amazed at how much we are drawn to each other for sex. My previous relationship fizzled out long before now.  It can’t be honeymoon phase really. We’ve been together for almost 8 years, nonstop. Yes we’ve been married under a year but that didn’t seem like a huge change.

Recently I’ve had a fantasy running in my head. Me in porn and not just being in porn but what the camera angles would be and how it would look to see his cock in my pussy up that close. I love the close ups on porn. Does that make me an odd woman? I don’t care. Master finds it hot. We’ll make some homegrown porn someday. I know we will.

Yeah baby.

–lunaKM

Pretty Hot

Master and I just got back from a trip to Walmart for last night food cravings. We usually get doughnuts, which we did. Also, Master is craving a pizza sub so we got the stuff to make those also.

I tend to enjoy these sorts of trips because it means I’m up later than my bedtime and I get doughnuts!

Tonight Master ripped the clothes right off of me and fucked me good. It was fantastic! I don’t recall a time where he ripped my clothing off before. Thankfully I had hoped he would do something like that and put on a piece of lingerie that I wouldn’t mind destroyed. And yet I didn’t tell him that was the plan. I walked to his office in it and waited for him to notice me.

When he did he got up and came to me and asked if I was fond of the outfit. When I admitted I wasn’t I could see a flame jump in his eyes.

And it was hot, he was aggressive and fierce. It made me so juicy.

It’s hard not to love fucking Master. He’s a good fuck.

–lunaKM

Oh Yeah!

I painted my nails not too long ago so I’m slow typing as I’m never sure how long they take to dry. I’ve been busy with cleaning today and I’m thrilled with the results. I do know I might have overdone it a bit as I’m now exhausted.

I promised Master a blow job later so I have that yet to do, might as well get my blog written now while I’m thinking about it.

As I’ve mentioned tomorrow we are going to a play party. Master is playing with his play partner there and I asked if he could make sure to give me some flirty attention as well. The drive is 2.5 hours each way, we definitely will be leaving the party around 10pm so that we don’t get home too late.

That’s about it from here for this weekend.

Yesterday I was Master’s fuckmeat. He even wrote it on my stomach to remind me that I’m his slut. We had so much sex and and each had 5 orgasms yesterday. So very hot. I’m thrilled to think that my sex drive is back. And I’m still a bit horny today even if my pussy is tender. That definitely tells me something.

I still got it!

–lunaKM

Fuckity Fuck

If I haven’t sung the praises of the Hitachi wand enough on this blog, then you’re in for an earful again. I just love that damn thing. Even when he cranks it on high and grinds it against my clit. It’s like sensory overload in a good way. It makes me want to scream my head off and I tend to get into explicative runs, “fuckity fuckity fuckity fuck shit oh shit” sort of fun. I think Master enjoys it when I don’t know what to do with myself and I’m all tense and then spastic and then a puddle of goo.

So we had sex too, that was in there. And we tried out the new ball gag I got from Eden Fantasys. I’ve been wanting a gag I can breath out of and we went with a ball gag with holes in it. Yay! I like it, I drool a lot with it, which I think helps with the ick and oh god hot/embarrassed sort of fun. Master enjoyed it too I think.

I came so hard that I have one of those post-coital headaches. It’s going to ride along for awhile I think. We need to go to the gym soon too. Sure I’d like to skip it; it is late. But I also want to lose weight too.

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I went to the Dr today for a meds follow up. I used to like this Doctor until today. He pushed too hard.

“If you got a job and had insurance we’d be able to talk about the lap band or gastric bypass”

“Yeah, well I don’t have a job and we’ve talked about this before. You noted that I declined the insane body altering surgery before this. My mind hasn’t changed. I refuse to permanently alter the way my body processes food just so that I can starve myself into losing a few pounds. If I can’t do it on my own then obviously I’ll be fat. Deal.”

“You are really tying my hands without insurance.”

“I’m working on insurance, with the Obamacare plan I can get insurance, it just means paying off one of my old bills so I can add the premium. You can wait.”

“It’s not just about walking every once in awhile, some people need to really break a sweat on a regular basis, like the Biggest Loser.”

“That’s a reality show, that no one can live up to and I hate how they’ve been brainwashed into NOT being happy about a 3 lbs loss, that somehow if they haven’t lost at least 10 they are worthless. It’s not how real weight loss is achieved.”

I left feeling ugly, fat and horrible. He’s lost me as a patient. I’ll be looking for a new Doctor in May/June when it’s time to get more meds and blood tests. Why do Doctors not realize they need to treat the whole patient, which means also doing no emotional harm? Fuck.

–lunaKM

Turn on the Lust

I’m dealing with an achy wrist day. I thought I’d be making flour tortillas and getting Master off frequently but I’ve had to go to the store and buy tortillas. Forget the kneading dough today. I did wank Master this morning though; happy wake up!

I screamed into the mattress when I came tonight. Master’s application of the Hitachi wand is blissful or torture, depending on how he chooses to use it. Tonight it was great.

He’s been getting a bit more sex than usual, and we are trying to make it habitual that our life is more sex. We do, after all, work at home together all the time. As a part of my training Master wants me to start asking for sex and sexual activities. I’m not good at all with that, so my first task is to reconnect with my sexual desire. It’s funny how after being with Master and his control over me that I’ve disconnected my lust from my control.

I’m still going to have to work out how to do that.

–lunaKM

Play

Sometimes it’s worth waiting for a good thing. Master and I have been sick, I’ve been on my period and things have not been meshing well for us lately. And then today we have had some awesome hot sex. It’s the kind of sex that makes you exhausted and yet craving more.

I know that as I get better (I still have a nagging cough and we both aren’t sleeping well) we’ll be able to get some SM play in. We both need it. I’d like to have some marks. It’s been awhile since he’s been able to beat me that much to leave them. It’s mostly my fault too.

It’s becoming apparent that I don’t need SM as much as he does. I really thrive with the D/s and the humiliation and slutty play. I love spanking and flogging and what-not but I’m not craving it as much as I used to way back when and I can’t play to the level that he wants/needs to to feel satisfied.

I think he’s going to need to find a play partner, a masochist that can take a lot more mean then I can. He has a real pure sadistic streak in him that I can’t take right now. Which means he’ll need to start putting himself out there at play parties. We already have rules in place from the last time he had a play partner, and I had no issue with that. I don’t feel jealousy as far as SM is concerned. He can go beat on anyone he wants.

What I have requested and since we’re sexually monogamous it was easy to agree to.

  • No sex; manual, oral or penetrative.
  • No kissing.
  • I’d like to be there if possible. I don’t have to participate, but I want to watch and feel the energy. (I’m also very proud of the way he plays and I love watching him.)

So that may come to pass in the near future. I’m not worried in the slightest that it will impact our relationship. He’ll feel fulfilled SM wise and I’ll fulfill his other needs. Not that he’ll stop beating me when he wants to.

If I can learn to accept more pain for him I’d gladly do it. I’ve considered pushing my boundaries and seeing how far I can go and still get enjoyment out of it. That also means staying out of subspace. Trust me, subspace is the worst place for a sub to go with a Sadist. They want the reaction and feed off of your energy. If you go limp and non-responsive the play does nothing for them. So we’ll have to figure out good ways to get me out of subspace if I reach it.

These are all things that will come to pass, sooner rather than later. I’m going to start thinking of what will go in a toy bag for him to play with others. Things that clean really well or are one-use items. I’m sure he’ll have input in that as well. What do you recommend in a play kit that meets these requirements?

From Dry to Wet

The other day, Monday I think(?), Master and I were fucking. We do that a lot anyway, but let me go on. It was one of those times where I was just pushed into position and he started going at it. As I winced through the pain from a dry pussy I turned to look at him. He had that look. The look that I know says, “Shut up and take it, I’m just going to use you because I can.” I got instantly wet. It was so hot.

I pointed it out to Master, that he was giving me a look and he couldn’t help but smile at me. (I learned later it was because it was hard to keep a straight face knowing that I was just gushing wet from me just looking at him.) I turned to look away but I couldn’t help it, I had to look at that face again, knowing he was seriously going to fuck me and who cares if I got any pleasure from it. Again my pussy responded. And I felt good, so good.

And even though the sex wasn’t meant for me to enjoy, I did enjoy it.

Yesterday was a three hole day. That means he was able to fuck all three holes. It doesn’t happen often because my body likes to screw with us and make my back end unavailable. But yesterday, yesterday was great. I’d have to guess that it’s been at least 3 months since I’ve been ass fucked and I totally missed it. Yum!

On other notes, it looks like I’m going to do some sex toy reviewing. It won’t be a lot since it’s just one small company that will send me an item every 6 weeks. I don’t want to make this blog all about sex toys so I’m not doing more than that. But I couldn’t pass up free sex toys anymore.

I’m also looking into writing for FearlessPress.com. I’ve really enjoyed reading their columns and felt that I could add to their information with a column on fat sex, fashion, kink and lord knows what else related to being fat. I’ve got some writing to do soon and so I’ll let everyone know when things start moving with that.

If any of you have been thinking about buying a Kink Academy membership, you should definitely head over to Submissive Guide on Saturday and get entered in the contest for a full one year membership! This is a head’s up, so don’t miss it!

–lunaKM

Yesterday was a Great Sex Day

What’s to say about a hot sex day? The screaming orgasms, the juicy dirty talk, the pleasure and pain.

I got not one but two pussy-eating sessions that rocked! I got pounded into the mattress, pushed deep and further into pleasure.

He got a really good blow job, if I must say so myself… and I do. I tried out some new techniques I’ve picked up at KinkAcademy (post about that coming soon).

He attacked me with the Hitachi on high at one point and brought me babbling ‘fuck, shit, fuck shit’ as he pressed his elbows into my breasts and fucked me hard.

The middle of the night fuck was just as fantastic. I had wonderful sexy dreams and when Master came to bed my clit was already twitching.

I’m left this morning with what I can only describe as an after sex hangover.

–lunaKM

Fuck me like a whore

I just had some of the best sex ever. I mean Master is the best at sex I have ever experienced and he just keeps getting better and better. Just enough kink, hot talk and pounding. I know I don’t share blow by blow anymore and that’s just not possible with me. I can’t even remember all of the details, I just know how it felt and ultimately how I feel.

My new favorite position we’ve been testing out since we moved. Because the day we moved we got a new bed and a frame. This frame, when I’m kneeling squat down on the edge lines me up perfect with Master’s cock. So perfect that I can feel the full length of his cock without rubbing other areas – just dick and pussy colliding. Just divine.

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Tomorrow I have to do a lot of house cleaning to catch up on the fact I have been working on website stuff instead. I have no doubt I’ll get done with it. I’m feeling very good about it in fact. But that’s about all I can think about right now. The sex hangover has me fuzzy.

–lunaKM

Dreamers, Flowers and Dirty Fucks

Master and I are so alike in many ways. We are dreamers. I know that we both create and invent new ways to make money, businesses we could start, things we can make. Some of it gets done, like Submissive Guide, other things get tossed aside. We have many wheels rolling. It could be the big thing that makes use happy and successful.

Our wedding isn’t far away really. Eight months is nothing and we have so much to do yet. I’m beginning to feel so very behind on things. I can’t wait to get moving on the important stuff we still have to do! I made the design for the save the dates all done, now I need to print them and assemble them. I have 12 to make for all the out of state guests.  We need to nail down a minister so I have to contact the caretakers of the chapel and get his list. We should be booking a bakery and looking into florist costs in case they can do it for about the same price as DIY.

Tonight I’m dealing with some stuffiness and a headache. I’ve not been resting well either. I tried to take a nap earlier and wasn’t able to get past the drifty feeling. So I got up more tired than I laid down with. Hopefully I’ll feel better soon because I want to explore my exhibition and have Master start taking pictures of me. I’m sure I can find a couple to share with you. I’m already working in my dirty talk and that’s turning out great for me and I think Master likes it too. It’s just such a hot button thing for me that the other day when he was doing more talking than I’ve heard from him it was so so HOT! I hope he keeps it up.

Last night Master came in and woke me up and we had some amazing sex. I was sleepy but I remember it well and I loved it. I felt so sexy and hot while he was fucking me. He teased those magic spots inside that I love so much and he shows that he’s very experienced with my body. I’m amazed at how wonderful he is every single time.

He’s mine ladies!

–lunaKM