lunaKM

A Slut-Wife Submissive Learning Domestic Slavehood

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Pride in the Pain

This weekend was a good one. Friday I asked Master if we could play; it had been such a long time. I told him what I was seeking as far as goals for play and he happily accepted the challenge.

We used the new breast vice, I asked for marks and to use a blindfold during the session. I took a lot of delicious pain. It was one of the best play sessions we have ever had.

I’m still dropping a bit from it. Today I asked Master for a little pick me up spanking to help me recover a bit. It did help and I was very happy to be able to connect what I needed with what I was feeling.

Master and froggy are connecting even stronger. I feel a sense of pride in Master, knowing that he is helping another submissive correct her happiness and joy in serving. I feel a connection with froggy as well. It is good for us that she is in our lives.

Master helped me pick out a new purse yesterday. I’m quite happy with it. I’m more happy with the time with Master that I get when it’s not spontaneous just hanging around the house. We went out to lunch too and I think he would have gone to a movie too if there was one we wanted to see.

I have a lot to try and accomplish this week. A lot of writing and research and preparation. I also hope to get some housework done. I have the submissive forum on Wednesday and froggy is coming up this weekend.

–lunaKM

Sexually Exhausted and Happy

Today has been filled with sex and orgasms. It happens most often when we have been sick or unavailable. Recently we’ve been both.

It started out last night when I masturbated after I went to bed. I rarely do that but I was so horny.

When I told Master I did that as I woke him up this morning he rolled me over and got me off again. Then I did the same to him. It’s a great way to wake up. Oh yeah!

This afternoon we had more fucking with me bent over the bed. He stopped and grabbed the Hitachi and brought me to 2 more orgasms. I even squirted a bit. Then I got him off again. Yum!

After dinner, I started a blow job and it ended with more sex. Sex and pain. I asked him to pull and pinch my breasts while he fucked me. I love sex and pain. It’s my favorite combination.

Now we are both exhausted but it feels good.

I just can’t help but be amazed at how much we are drawn to each other for sex. My previous relationship fizzled out long before now.  It can’t be honeymoon phase really. We’ve been together for almost 8 years, nonstop. Yes we’ve been married under a year but that didn’t seem like a huge change.

Recently I’ve had a fantasy running in my head. Me in porn and not just being in porn but what the camera angles would be and how it would look to see his cock in my pussy up that close. I love the close ups on porn. Does that make me an odd woman? I don’t care. Master finds it hot. We’ll make some homegrown porn someday. I know we will.

Yeah baby.

–lunaKM

My First Needle Scene

Yesterday Master stuck needles in my breasts. It was intensely painful and hot. I don’t think I’ve experienced anything like it. Some of them hurt more than the others.  And the element of fear was part of great excitement. I’m definitely sure I want to do it again.

Master mentioned he wants to skewer my pussy. I’m still nervous about it. Maybe next time.

Oh and if you want to see what my boobs look like with needles in them? Here you go.

The needles used were 22 gauge. Two weeks ago I had 3 20 gauge in my breast and it didn’t seem as painful as these. I watched those go in and perhaps that was why. Not watching makes me more scared. Fear and pain makes it really get intense. I was floating for hours afterward.

You know, I can’t believe I was asking the needle presenter a couple months back to make it hurt more. I’m fine with how it was, thank you very much.

After care was cut short when Master’s job developed a crisis. I was weepy as I drifted off to sleep. He made sure to correct my feelings today and all was right with the world again. I do need a lot of after care as after care goes. Master is okay with that. I’m happy to get the attention.

–lunaKM

1000 Needles

The needles arrived today. Master gave me permission to purchase the rest of the supplies needed for a basic needle kit so I rushed out the door to Walmart to pick up the supplies. I’m so excited to try a scene with them, just he and I. I’m hoping for intimate and painful, bonding and pleasurable all at once.

We got 22G and 20G needles. I even have friends offering up their different gauge needles for us to try something different! Cavicide wipes are coming from Amazon and should be here tomorrow/Wednesday. At the store I got alcohol prep pads, sharps container, gloves, a small spray bottle for alcohol (we already have 70% in the fire kit), a metal tray for his prep of the instruments and a plastic case to put it all in. I threw in a few trash bags for good measure.

Now some day I hope to have a needle corset on my side or back. I think it would be quite sexy even on my round flesh. For now I know Master and I will just experiment with placements, pain-creating, and other tests. He’s not really an artist so any designs would be to appease me I think. It’s the pain reaction he’s looking for.

Perhaps we’ll get a chance with them when he’s done with this deadline he’s working towards.

–lunaKM

Pretty Hot

Master and I just got back from a trip to Walmart for last night food cravings. We usually get doughnuts, which we did. Also, Master is craving a pizza sub so we got the stuff to make those also.

I tend to enjoy these sorts of trips because it means I’m up later than my bedtime and I get doughnuts!

Tonight Master ripped the clothes right off of me and fucked me good. It was fantastic! I don’t recall a time where he ripped my clothing off before. Thankfully I had hoped he would do something like that and put on a piece of lingerie that I wouldn’t mind destroyed. And yet I didn’t tell him that was the plan. I walked to his office in it and waited for him to notice me.

When he did he got up and came to me and asked if I was fond of the outfit. When I admitted I wasn’t I could see a flame jump in his eyes.

And it was hot, he was aggressive and fierce. It made me so juicy.

It’s hard not to love fucking Master. He’s a good fuck.

–lunaKM

Thursday Notes

I don’t normally blog today but I’m bored so what can I say?

Master allowed me to purchase our first quantity of needles today. I purchased 20 and 22 gauge needles from MTSLEnterprises. I’m quite excited to try a full scene with them. The three that I got to test last weekend were fantastic.

(Oh and BTW, if anyone has even better prices with their supplier, let me know!)

There’s something about needles that make it more about the intimate connection between the two people – the penetration of my skin, the trust I hold with Master than with the pain involved. While I know Master and he will make it painful; I know that I will feel spiritually connected to him while he does it.

I am looking forward to one day have a full corset (similar to this one) down my back. Laced and looking pretty. Maybe for an entire play party. Who knows!

I also purchased some Cavicide wipes for area prep. When the needles arrive Master said we can go to the drug store and get the other items (sharps container, alcohol prep pads, bandaids, gloves, storage container for the kit and a prep tray if he doesn’t like any of the trays I don’t use already).

Talking about play, Master and I want to play this weekend. It’s been awhile since we had a scene – most of our play is spontaneous and happens with sex in mind. I’m hoping we finally try out the leather strap that we got from BDSM-Gear a long while ago for review. I’m sure starla is wondering if we’ll ever get around to it.

I’ve been so happy that my sex drive has returned at least a little bit. It reminds me how wonderful it is to be a woman when you feel desirable and turned on. I’m actually watching porn more often just to have that feeling of being sexually excited. It’s just a great feeling.

Master seems happy but perplexed. Like today. I’m in migraine hangover so doing anything sexy sounds completely not possible and yet I’ve watched some porn and enjoyed the feelings in my pussy. I feel so alive!

–lunaKM

Play on Needles

As I said on Friday, Master and I went to a play party this weekend. Master played with his new play partner and it’s the first time I’ve watched him play in months. I really enjoyed myself and got excited watching him play.

Something I noticed about his play that I haven’t seen in other scenes I’ve watched at parties is that he has an intimacy or connection that you can see. The other scenes I watch appear disconnected. It’s just pain play happening. Sure, it could be because I have a relationship with him that I can see it working. Then again, perhaps at play parties the people playing have issues bringing the relationship into the play and feel like it has to be just play. I don’t know.

Saturday was also my first attempt at needles. Master’s play partner had all the materials for needle play with 20 gauge needles. He limited it to 2 needles in case I get an endorphin high that might hinder my driving ability. He put them into my breasts. The first one didn’t hurt much, the second one I asked him to put more skin through the needle and that one hurt more. I played with them myself for a bit, pushing on them and twisting them to create more pain. Fun!

I asked if we could do one more needle in my areola which is more sensitive. Master took a large length of skin and slowly put it in. Wow it felt wonderful and painful. We will definitely be getting the supplies to do this more often!

–lunaKM

Oh Yeah!

I painted my nails not too long ago so I’m slow typing as I’m never sure how long they take to dry. I’ve been busy with cleaning today and I’m thrilled with the results. I do know I might have overdone it a bit as I’m now exhausted.

I promised Master a blow job later so I have that yet to do, might as well get my blog written now while I’m thinking about it.

As I’ve mentioned tomorrow we are going to a play party. Master is playing with his play partner there and I asked if he could make sure to give me some flirty attention as well. The drive is 2.5 hours each way, we definitely will be leaving the party around 10pm so that we don’t get home too late.

That’s about it from here for this weekend.

Yesterday I was Master’s fuckmeat. He even wrote it on my stomach to remind me that I’m his slut. We had so much sex and and each had 5 orgasms yesterday. So very hot. I’m thrilled to think that my sex drive is back. And I’m still a bit horny today even if my pussy is tender. That definitely tells me something.

I still got it!

–lunaKM

Dirty Suspension by Twisted Monk

I love to watch suspension acts and performance bondage. There’s a beauty and art about it that doesn’t exist in the intimate, erotic bondage that Master and I get into. There is nothing wrong with the fun we find ourselves in, but I wanted to share a favorite video of a suspension performance done by Twisted Monk.

G-Spot

So I opened up my blog editor for today and mentioned to Master that I didn’t have a topic in mind and he says, “talk about the awesome sex you had yesterday.” Well sure I could talk about the sex but there’s one flaw in that. I’m terrible at the play by play remembrances. I can remember bits of it, but never in the right order. It was the experience that I love. And Master always leave my mind in a daze which doesn’t help with the memory recall!

What I can say is that Master has been working to get me to g-spot orgasm. He knows where my g-spot it and boy does it feel fantastic when he rubs and taps it just right but I don’t know how to go over that edge that I reach. Yesterday I just stayed there, right in that damn it’s good but never getting any further. At one point it felt like my pussy was swelling and that if he kept doing that it would swell shut! That’s the best way I can explain it.  We’ll keep working on it because I would like to know what it feels like to orgasm that way.

I love finger fucking, there’s just something about it that makes it so different from a dick and something I enjoy and could relax and take instead of fucking for sure. How’s that for a size queen? I’m okay with fingers? Heh.

When it comes to sex I’m not a soft and gentle kind of girl. I love it really hard and rough. Thankfully so does Master. He’s been “threatening” me with a pounding ever since we started going back to the gym and he delivered yesterday. My pussy just quivers thinking about it.

–lunaKM