lunaKM

A Slut-Wife Submissive Learning Domestic Slavehood

Wedding Pictures!

The ceremony was sweet and funny. The elder pastor who had no techological understanding tried to compare our love to Master’s work at building websites; “Your love is like a website. You work hard at it to make it look awesome and function well so that when people see your website they think, “This is awesome!”" It was funny, but not nearly as funny as when he said he was like Yoda and said, “May the force be with you always.” LOL. We enjoyed every moment and I tried in vain not to cry once the rings were on and we were ready for the final step and the first step into our new life together. The happiness and joy in Master’s face radiated like the sun and I was full of love for him. I know that it will continue.

Enjoy the pictures.

Flickr Photo Set

–lunaKM

A Peak

A happy day; lovely pictures to come. Here’s a glimpse.

Once I have time to look at all of them I’ll share a few more lovely ones from the ceremony.

–lunaKM

The Big Day Countdown

I can’t express in words right now how I feel without missing the mark by a mile. I’m so jumpy and excited and unable to focus. Master will talk to me and I’ll only hear half of what he’s saying and get frustrated. We picked up the tux yesterday, got my ring cleaned. Today I bought flowers and put them together in a bouquet. That’s in the fridge now.

All that’s left is to wait for the time to arrive, and it’s hard. Master has expressed that he is excited but can’t wait for it to be over because of the stress it’s put on us emotionally. We’ve waited so long and it is finally here.

My friend L. is coming up tomorrow for lunch and then the bride/bridesmaid thing of getting ready and chatting. We’ll leave here at 4pm to get to the chapel by 5pm. Wedding at 6!

So the next time I write here I’ll be Mrs KnyghtMare!

–lunaKM

The First Wedding Gift

Master and I got our first wedding present this weekend. His boss sent us (me) a KitchenAid stand mixer. I just about cried as we opened the box. It just seemed like too much for someone we’ve never met. I was overwhelmed with happiness as well. Master insisted I break it in that day and I wasn’t going to turn him down.

I’ve wanted one for a very long time and doubly so when I was diagnosed with carpal tunnel at the same time I was beginning to make homemade bread. I’ve never really been interested in a bread machine because it’s so unitasker (thanks Alton Brown). With a mixer I’m in heaven to do a lot of things. I also have plans to someday get some attachments to make pasta and sausage.

That day I made a cake with homemade frosting. I’ve never baked a cake from scratch and I don’t think I like the recipe I used. Scratch cake was a bit dry for me, although Master liked it. The chocolate frosting rocked though. I’ll be making that again.

I’ve also been doing a lot of video watching for DIY hair and makeup so that I can do my best on wedding day. I’m going to do another trial run tomorrow because I wasn’t 100% happy with the way my hair turned out. I’ve got something else in mind but I’m not sure I can pull it off. We’ll have to see. The make up was nice and I’m sure I can redo it over and over. My makeup skills have really come along.

Master and I had our Monday talk about the progress of our relationship. He reminded me to stop focusing on the negative as we’ve had a lot of positive things happen in the past year. He reminded me of all the things that have happened this year that we’ve been blessed with and all the plans we’ve put into motion for the coming year.

We are getting married. Things will get better and change at the same time. Things couldn’t be better. I can’t wait.

–lunaKM

Training Exercises and Nerves

Gah, I can’t believe I missed a post day again. This is getting  bad. At this rate he’s going to make me blog everyday just so that I get it in my head that blogging for him is important. And I even made a mental note about it yesterday afternoon too. Too bad I didn’t check my mental notes before I went to bed!

Thursday I spent a couple hours at the cafe so I did the exercises that I was supposed to do for Ms Abernathy’s training. First, I looked at the name tag of the person taking my order and then thanked them for my cup when they gave it to me using their name. They smiled big when I did that. I did the same thing when my name was called to pick up my food. I thanked the man behind the counter. He seemed a little confused, but nodded anyway.

Then to eat I picked a table in the middle of a bunch of people so that I could do the second exercise. This one was to close my eyes and try to describe the people around me with my other senses. Then open my eyes and look at them to compare. This one took all through lunch and smelling my food in front of me didn’t help me try to pick up perfumes or what they may have been eating. It appears I’m able to figure out who people are pretty well. Of course I tend to eavesdrop on other tables all the time so … perhaps I’ve taught myself how to do this long ago.

I’ll be moving on to lesson #9 shortly so watch for the post about that soon.

When Master came to bed last night he whispered, “7 days slut” and it got my heart racing. I really am counting down whenever I see him. He knows the look in my eye when I’m thinking wedding thoughts. We’ve been waiting for 18 months and the time is almost here. I’m having all sorts of wedding dreams while I sleep. Some are good and some are weird. I’m sure that comes with the territory.

I went out and purchased the last of the makeup I wanted to have. I bought a foundation primer, yellow concealer for my under eyes and a eyeshadow primer. All the primers are to make sure my make up stays put. I’ll be playing with the makeup today along with doing my hair a number of ways so that I can figure out what it will do on the day of. Sounds a bit obsessed I know, but these pictures are going to be special!

I asked Master last night if he wanted to add some character to his tux by wearing his trainers and fedora. I think it would be sexy as hell. We’ll see what he decides. I may try to convince him that if he won’t wear it for the ceremony if he would for some pictures after.  I’ll be getting the shoes I ordered on Wednesday and I can’t wait to see them with the dress. I have everything in place for the most special day of my life with KM.

–lunaKM

Wedding Talk

Master tied me up and teased me into 3 Hitachi orgasms his afternoon. I love when we can connect like that. He spanked me for awhile with the vampire gloves. He said I had little blood spots on my ass afterwards. It was great fun. I’m still feeling the adrenaline and endorphins going through my body.  I feel great!

Tomorrow is Master’s last play date before the wedding. I asked for a week before and a week after the wedding for just us. I think we’ll have a great time. I’m going to the cafe while he plays to do some work on subguide.

I got a wedding gift from someone at Mischief in May today. S gave me the money I needed for the shoes I wanted to wear with my dress. I purchased them as soon as the money was in Paypal. Here are the ones I ordered in gold: http://www.roamans.com/clothing/Faye-Lattice-Sling-Sandals-by-Comfortview.aspx?PfId=188628&DeptId=22622&ProductTypeId=1 Thank you S!

I’m still trying to decide if I want to wear a veil or not. I really like the birdcage veils I’ve seen. I dunno. I could go to a bridal store and try some on and see. Maybe I’ll do that next week. It’s no biggie if I don’t have a veil, I have this lovely feather headpiece and just thought a bandeau style would be gorgeous.

I’m also hoping to have enough money to get flowers for a bouquet. I won’t know till Master gets paid mid next week. Nothing like putting things off till the last minute. Heh.

I’m getting so nervous. I know that nothing will change in our relationship but I also know that getting married is a really big deal and I screwed up the first time around, I don’t want to do it again. Master is the perfect guy though. In the 7 years I’ve known him, nothing gets on my nerves enough for me to question my being with him. (The things that do are piddly things like his food preferences and what not.)

I’m getting married! OMG. I’m going to be slut wife in just 10 days.

–lunaKM

Two Big Days Ahead

I’m almost done hand sewing new side panels into a dress that is too small so that it will fit me on Saturday. I should be done tonight/tomorrow morning. KM thinks it will look great so I’m looking forward to that. He’ll be getting up really early with me on Saturday so that he can do a rope corset around my middle over the dress. It should be lovely! Maybe I’ll get a picture or two and share them.

I’m not as nervous as I was yesterday and I’ve read through my outline/notes a few times today. I’m getting more and more confident that I can do this well. I guess anything done the first time is going to cause jitters. Heh.

Saturday will mean 2 weeks till the big day and there’s so much that I’d like to do or get but we are on a buying freeze. I put in the reservation in at the restaurant we are going to. So I think that’s the last thing on the checklist. Tonight I am going to try pincurls in my hair overnight to see how they hold. I liked the hot rollers but I want to be sure about the style that I can do on the day of.

I love Master so much. I crawled back into bed with him this morning and just snuggled and he tucked in and sighed. It was very nice. Just the simple moments feel oh so good. This is what love is. Truly.

–lunaKM

 

High Hopes

Today has been a really good day.

Besides waking up at 3:30am feeling like I was going to throw up…. but that passed.

I got up and got some website work done. When Master got up I started off with errands. I went to the bank and then off to get my eyebrows waxed. They needed it bad, seriously. I also booked my hair trial and day of appointments!

The off for the first part of grocery shopping. I feel great when I get deals. And I love Aldi’s. I got 3/4 the list for under $80 and that’s for 2 weeks groceries. Then I found an over the door exerciser for $12. If any of you follow Offbeat Home you’ll know a recent post talked about using it for alternate purposes and the kink in me peaked. I had to try it out.

Got home with it and Master just looked at it in the trunk and then smiled. Oh yeah he got it. Before I could finish putting the groceries away he was putting it together and trying it out in the door frame. We have a winner!

Then we went out to lunch, enjoyed chatting. He approved my proposed budget of under $50 for wedding day shoes so I’ve been hunting for some sexy low heels in gold/gold sparkle. Not an easy task. Why is it that the standard heel height is 3″? I need 2.5 or less. And I don’t like flats, they don’t feel formal enough. Anyone want to help? I need an 11 wide or 11.5.

On my second trip out for groceries I got permission to get hair color. The hair stylist recommended going back to something close to my natural color before I try coloring it the red on the blue end of the spectrum that I prefer since it’s been so long (over a year). And I’m going to need a haircut before the big day too. Maybe I can get that done along with the hair trial. I’ll have to call and ask.

I’m getting so excited. Everything is coming together, I have a couple things in the mail on their way to me. We still don’t have a restaurant for after the ceremony but we’ll figure something out. With a party of 7 it shouldn’t be to hard to go just about anywhere.

Talked with my best friend, Lexi. She’s going to Taiwan next month for 10 days. I’m so jealous! It sounds like a great time. She’ll have some stories for me definitely when she comes back. I like visiting other places I just don’t like the traveling part :P

Tonight we tried out the over the door bar. I asked Master is he wanted to slap my tits around before I sucked his cock. Can I get a hell yes? I don’t think he hesitated at all. It was more of a hands rubbing together in evil excitement. I have a couple marks since my boobs mark easily and the blow job was fun too!

Today, good day.

–lunaKM

Here Comes the Bride

My dress is here :) http://twitpic.com/40iurd

Now I want to figure out shoes, jewelry and if a veil would work for me.

I feel more like a bride now that I have a dress. And it fits. I was so stressed that it wouldn’t fit me and I’d have to spend double the cost of the dress to get it altered. But, no need for alterations for me! The dress reaches the tops of my feet so some low heels or flats would work great.

We are getting so close to the big day and I’m really excited. I’m certain that Master is too. The look on his face after he zipped me into the dress was priceless.

We’ll be going soon to get Master set up with a rental suit.

Not a whole lot else going on right now.

–lunaKM

One Step Closer

I won the dress on ebay and the seller is willing to work with me to get payment. Yay! Hopefully it won’t need a lot of alterations to make it fit me. Here’s the link to a model wearing it (in red). The dress I won on ebay is Champagne Ivory.

I want to take Master to the tux rental stores in town to find a good deal on a suit for him next week.

My mom and dad have both mentioned that we should just get married by a JOP and then have a celebration later on. Mom’s motivation is that she knows I want to be married and am itching to get it done. Dad’s motivation is to “save my soul from living in sin.” Ugh. Of course, neither of them know that we are getting married in June. I’m terrible with secrets though so it’s going to be hard.

I’m ready for winter to be over. I want to sit out on our balcony again and enjoy the warm air. Master wants to get me adjusted to writing well at home. Right now I tend to do the best writing away from home. I’ll get a nice desk set up at some point. I have a lot of writing in my future, that I know.

Valentine’s Day is coming up. I’ve asked Master for a box of chocolates. I’ll probably make a red velvet cake like last year. We’ll toast to our love and our coming marriage. Otherwise we don’t usually do a lot. Most years we go out to lunch. Not sure we’ll do that this year. Who knows. Valentine’s Day isn’t really a big deal for us and we’ve never been a material gifts sort of couple.

I’ll take pictures of the dress if it fits as soon as I get it. If it doesn’t fit, I’ll post pictures after I get it altered.

–lunaKM