lunaKM

A Slut-Wife Submissive Learning Domestic Slavehood

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Lots to Do

I’ve been on a lot of errands lately with hardly any time to rest. I almost forgot to blog today which would have been a disaster since I’m supposed to. Can’t forget the rules!

The other day I got a mani/pedi and loved the attention. I also go my eyebrows waxed in preparation for the event this weekend. I need to shave really well yet on Friday and Master has requested that I curl my hair with my hot rollers on Saturday.

I’m so excited for the event, there is so much I enjoy about these things from the people and the costumes/ fetish wear to the presentations and the play. It just feels so adrenaline-pumping good fun.

Master just came up to me while I was writing and waved his cock in my face so we had a good fuck over the edge of the couch and I had a great moaning good time. I love it when spur of the moment fun happens. *grin*

Tomorrow I have a lot of preparation work to do and packing. I’m going to try my best to stay home tomorrow so that I can get that stuff done.

–lunaKM

Got in Trouble

Have you missed me?

I got in trouble. I let the house get really messy and Master had had enough. I’m lax in my cleaning and it’s a primary duty of mine. I hate cleaning but it was something I agreed to do when he pulled me from the workforce so I had to keep up my end of the bargin.

I didn’t so he took away all of my computers. I had my phone but that’s so limited. I didn’t get the computer back for a week. It was painful but I cleaned and cleaned and worked hard to get the house back to a maintainable level. It was that bad.

I’m getting better now, and if I slip up I know what I’m going to lose. It was hard since so much of what I do is online.

We are preparing to go to a BDSM convention this weekend, the three of us, froggy, Master and I. It will be a fun time and I can’t wait!

–lunaKM

Go see the Avengers!

Slowly digging myself out of the funk I’m in. Last night Master and I went to a 1am showing of The Avengers. It was awesome and we got home about 4am. Then we went back for a 2nd showing at 2:15pm! Heh. It is a great movie. We rarely go see it twice while it’s in the theatre but this was well worth it. OMG.

I’m quite tired now though from the late night.

Tomorrow is the munch. I’m leading the short topic on traveling with toys and then there is a medical play presentation. It should be a good day.

I promise there will be more to my life next week when I dust myself off and get back to myself.

–lunaKM

Getting Down to the Heart of the Matter

Yet again today Master mentioned that he’d like me to be in better spirits and that my frowns and moping around has to have a cause. I laid down in bed for a bit to try to figure out what could be causing it because I didn’t have anything that I considered depression worthy.

And then it hit me. Gluten Intolerance has shaken my whole world. I’m finally facing a silent enemy and it’s taking away an emotional friend that has been with me for years. Many of you may recall that I’ve had problems with bingeing and emotional eating. And now, because of a disease I have to say goodbye to some very delicious friends.

When I talked with Master about it I couldn’t help myself and I broke down and cried. We’d gotten to the heart of the matter. He assures me that he’ll stick with me (not that I doubted him) but also that I’ll get through this and adjust. I think he’s glad to finally have answers.

Even if that doesn’t mean an immediate end to my depression. At least it doesn’t feel very deep – it’s just jarring. You don’t think about eating really and it’s not important when it comes down to it, but then you can’t eat a lot of what you love any more it becomes something you have to think about all the time. Each and every time you eat you have to check labels, read ingredients and decide if it’s something your body will accept or reject.

It’s a  hard road.

On happier news, Mischief in May is only 2 weeks away! I’m really looking forward to it. There are over 100 people registered and everything is all set for a fantastic time. froggy will be there too! It feels so good when we are all together. I love it. She has a sexy fetish outfit picked out and my dress that I ordered arrived today. It’s not fetish at all, but it will be a wonderful comfortable convertible dress. Now to find shoes.

–lunaKM

Apathy

I guess I’m pretty apathetic lately. Master has been concerned with my disinterest with things and I can’t think of why. I mean I am spending a lot of time reading about gluten intolerance so that I can be more informed and what I’m reading is starting to sink in that I’m having to make a huge change.

It’s overwhelming.

My mood lifted a bit in the evening but I felt a huge sense of fatigue so I’m going to have to try to sleep in later tomorrow morning.

–lunaKM

Famous Dave’s Glutened Me

Master and I were out all of the afternoon and evening. Thursday we bought a Verizon mobile hotspot plan and since we don’t have 4G here yet (this summer they are saying) we drove to our other frequent haunt and tested it out there. Master says the speeds are great so he’s quite happy with the little gadget.

For dinner we met some friends, Kiva and Sissy Rachelle for dinner at Famous Daves. They have a very tiny gluten-free menu but can’t guarantee cross contamination since nothing is dedicated. Well I stuck with that menu but this morning I’m suffering. Something I ate had too much gluten in it for my newly adjusting body to handle. I’m guessing it was the cole slaw – listed on the menu but often in other places it has emulsifiers in it that are wheat based. I mentioned that I was surprised it was listed – I should have stuck with my gut instinct and skipped it.

This morning I spent some time looking at restaurant sites that are nearby so that I can be more educated. One of the restaurants that we’ve been to, that Master isn’t a huge fan of but will go has a giant menu and dedicated grill/fryers for gluten menu.

I even found a pizza place in the city we were in last night that makes a gluten free pizza. I just might have to try it.

It’s not that Master and I eat out a lot, because we don’t, but when we do I’d like to be able to enjoy the day after with Master and not the nearest bathroom. Ya know?

Today, in just a few minutes Master’s other girl will be here for play and socializing. She wants to go to subspace this time which is something I tend to avoid. I don’t expect that it will be a fast play session and I’ll be out somewhere for awhile. Thankfully I have a ton of work to do!

I’m off, have a great weekend!

–lunaKM

Good Times

Wednesday was a busy day for us. We got up early and drove to Iowa City to see froggy. Master had a lot of new toys he wanted to try out that are things I can’t handle. It was also meant to be an intense play session for them. The drive is always the hardest part – it’s 2.5 hours each way.

While they were playing I was at Panera getting a lot of Submissive Guide and CIPEX work done. I’m pretty proud of all the work I accomplished actually. When Master called to ask if I wanted dinner, and why wouldn’t I, they came to pick me up and we went to a steakhouse.

The conversation was great the whole time. froggy asked me questions about how I feel about their relationship and what’s going on and I alleviated a lot of her fears I think. I’m really okay with it. The limits that I have asked Master to abide by are being respected and that makes me feel good about their relationship. I also know that Master considers me priority number one so if I had a problem he’d respect the relationship we have and not overstep boundaries.

He’s so wonderful about that. We both never considered that a poly sort of relationship would develop but while it has conditions to it, there is no doubt that Master has an intimate connection with froggy and I enjoy being around her.

Now, on to my diet change, which has been very positive. I’m not fighting it as hard as I thought I would and I know that cravings will get me but I will have to overcome them. My digestive system hasn’t been this quiet and normal in years and I’m so thankful for that.  It’s been a full week of no wheat products. I have to keep going because now I have no choice – I know it’s making me feel better. The low carb diet has been adjusted to allow some other carbs like occasional potatoes and rice since pasta, bread and wheat gluten products are no longer an option.

Thankfully the explosion of gluten free living as a fad diet has provided a lot of foods that I can explore like brown rice pasta, gluten free baking mix for pancakes, waffles, cakes and more and so many other things. I don’t see them as being staples to my diet any more than bread was in my low carb diet but they will be nice treats.

I’m making Master banana bread today. He loves the stuff. I’m okay with it and now well, it’s just for him :)

Things are going well on the sex front and we are planning to play tonight! There might even finally be some anal sex. I can’t wait!

We’ve Parted Ways

Wheat and I, I mean. Master and I are going strong.

OMG I think Master and I both forgot that yesterday was blogging day. Wow.

I’m in day 5 with a wheat-free diet and my digestive issues are clearing up nicely. That’s a good thing in that I’m feeling better, but a bad thing that I must have some level of Celiac Disease (which my dad has). I’m probably going to have to stop with the low carb diet and eat a gluten-free diet instead. We’ll see how I do with what I’m doing so far.

In other news we were vacated from our apartment tonight for a fire down the hall. The whole hall was full of smoke, but the alarms didn’t go off. We stood in the parking lot for about 20 minutes, cats in their carriers in the car wondering how bad it was.

Thankfully we are back in our apartment just fine. I have a slight headache from the smoke but I’ll be okay.

Tomorrow we go visit froggy; Master’s other playmate. He’s looking forward to it and I know she is too. Should be fun for both of them. I’m going to be at a restaurant with wifi and doing some work while they play. I’m actually looking forward to that too. What I’m not looking forward to is the drive. Ick. Two hours each way.

The breast vise that I talked about in a previous post arrived yesterday and once it was assembled it was on my titties. I love it. Next time I hope we’ll try it with the spikes facing in (at least on the top, not sure of the bottom).

Off to play more Minecraft before bed.

–lunaKM

Bye Bye Bread

Alright, I have had to come to the conclusion that in order for Low Carb dieting to work for me, I need to consider the bad for me foods as allergy foods or poisons. I mean, people who are allergic to foods don’t just say, “oh well, I’ll live with the consequences” and then eat it anyway. Since I’m pretty certain that I have a gluten intolerance (I know there is a test for that.) I’m going to be happier and healthier without the bread and wheat products anyway. My father has Celiac Disease and has had it since he was 20. Bread and all wheat products are just off limits to him. The whole no gluten fad going on right now? Just means more foods for him to eat.

(This next part might be a bit too much information, just warning ya.)

Ever since my teenage years I’ve had serious issues with stomach and digestive problems. Frequent (3-5 times a day) and runny stools. I just put up with it as normal for the longest time. In my adult sexual life that has hindered a favorite play of mine – anal. Master and I have both noticed a huge improvement in my digestive health when I’m better at low carb dieting and avoiding the bread, pasta and other wheat related items.

So, this week I decided to make it work I’m just going to have to realize that bread is an allergy food, wheat products are an allergy food and not go near them. I can do this. I have to do this. If you look at the slutty stats in my sidebar Master and I have only had anal sex once this year. I want that number to be a lot higher. I love anal sex. I love big stuff in my ass. It’s just one of my kinks, and to not be able to do that drives us both crazy.

Today I have not had any wheat products. We’ll see how tomorrow goes.

–lunaKM

Soda Anyone?

Master took me out for dinner and Coldstone tonight! He’s such a wonderful man and I adore when he treats me.

We also had money to burn so we got something off of our wish list – a SodaStream. Master drinks a lot of flavored sparkling water and we constantly have plastic bottles all over the place. This will save us money and recycling/waste from the bottles. Now we just have to find a flavor that he enjoys and we’ll be all set. Thankfully it comes with a sampler pack so we will have fun going through that.

He set it up as soon as we got home and made orange soda. It tastes just like Fanta. Yum! Such a great deal, it really is. Now I just have to find space in my already cramped kitchen for another counter appliance.

Tomorrow I go to UNI for a BDSM presentation. I’ve been doing these every semester for gosh, 8 years now. They are a great learning experience and the teacher always asks us back. Educating vanilla people about kink is a good feeling all around. Master is coming up with me but he won’t sit on the panel – he’s not into that. Thankfully I’ll have company for the drive!

Master ordered another toy for us to play with and I’m excited for it because it was something I suggested to him – a breast vice. But this is no ordinary breast vice, this one has teeth! I love having my breasts squished, squeezed and pressed that I think this will be a fantastic addition to the toybox.

Oh, I’ve looked into making a bondage frame as well and love the idea I’ve seen get some recommendation in the Riggers and Rope Sluts group on FetLife of using an A-Frame steel bracket that they use for wooden swing sets! It requires little in the way of construction that way. I’ll just have to get a drill to make the holes in the beams and then the hardware. I asked Master if he wouldn’t mind having a frame that would fit over the bed and he said get making it slut! Now he hasn’t approved the purchase but I am sure it’s just a matter of time.

–lunaKM