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I want to do with you
What spring does
With the cherry trees.
— Pablo Neruda

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The bulk of my thoughts go here. Life, something you can’t avoid.

Fuckmeat Headspace

Yesterday Master declared a fuckmeat day. This means that he will use me whenever he feels like it, I’m not to make noise or look at him during sex. I’m pretty much his masturbatory tool. During this time I feel separate from my body. He is using me but my body doesn’t respond sexually other [...]

Question and Answer

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Now that the ring is here I’m less worrisome and more hopeful. Last night wasn’t so good though. I had this overwhelming fear that this marriage would fail like my first one did; that I’d lose the best thing that has happened to me. It had me crying in his arms. He said he understood [...]

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Sometimes it’s a blah kind of day

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The PMS I’m suffering this time is horrible. I’m tired of the cramps and bloating and painful boobies. I’m really tired of the feelings of depression and hell. I wish my period would just start.
Master could see my need to be alone today and granted my permission to go to Panera for the afternoon. It [...]

New Post on SparkPeople.com

New blog post on SparkPeople.com. If you are following my weight loss journey, you’ll want to hop over and read it.
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