Submission doesn’t come easy for everyone even if it is your very heart’s desire. I enjoy submitting, but have never confessed to being a really good domestic or service-oriented submissive. In these areas I still continue to struggle but am finding my focus a little more each and every day. Master would like a domestic, service submissive when I’m not in the bedroom. So I am learning all I can to be the best I can at it for him. I find several things very enjoyable and make progress everyday. I have less issues with submitting during play or sex or short periods.
It’s really hard to express what kind of a submissive I am in writing alone. Anyone who has interacted with us in real life can see that my desire is to serve Master completely with a love an devotion not matched by any feelings I have ever felt. He hold authority over my life and without it I wouldn’t be the submissive I am, so yes I believe that he has ultimate authority. I’m not putting up airs and pretending that he is my Dominant just so I can get my thrills.
This is my life; I’ve never been happier and I am submissive.