I’m feeling pretty down right now. I’m not sure why so I thought I’d just write and see if I can sort out why I’m feeling a bit depressed. I mean really there are things that could be bringing me down, but I wasn’t this down today, it’s just this evening. The things I normally like to do in the evening are just not holding my attention.

Master has been slowly picking up after his breakup although he has a long way to go before he’ll even appear to be somewhat normal. I’ve been doing my best to give him room to process and be emotional. I’ve found some little things to get his mood up a bit and tried very hard not to throw my mood onto him. All in all, it’s been a really hard week and some.

And here I am not even really wanting to write here. This distraction isn’t holding me either. I suppose I should go find something else. Sigh.