December 2016

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Weight Loss Plan

Starting in the New Year I will be focusing hard on my weight again. Master has laid out rules and restrictions because he’d like to see me succeed also. He doesn’t want me to diet, he wants me to find a way of living that is healthier. I guess I currently don’t see a difference. I have to set up new habits to rewrite the old ones. I’m not going to be drastically changing the food I eat, just aiming for less of it. As for exercise, Master is very adamantĀ about my keeping with a program. He’s restricting my access to my games and TV when I don’t have the exercise quota for the day. Yeah, it’s gonna be hard. But I’ll get it done. I have to.

One of the benefits I’d like to see is my need for an afternoon nap to go away. Right now I just can’t function without a nap about 2pm. More energy in general would be nice.

Master wants to see me get to the weight I was when we met. Which is about 5 dress sizes smaller. It’s a long way to go, but if the fates are willing I’ll be able to achieve something this year.


Goodbye 2016

I’ll be glad when this year is over. It’s not going to be one I look back fondly that’s for sure. We’ve made 1/3 of the amount of income we’ve made in previous years. We were forced to move to a hell hole of a place since our income dropped so badly. We’re in debt up to our eyeballs. Master’s poly relationships have been on the rocks or ended. I’ve been very stubborn and not a very good submissive, let alone hisĀ slave. My eldest cat was diagnosed with diabetes and he’s now on insulin daily (something we have struggled to afford). Things have just been so hard I can’t wait for the year to roll over and hopefully, it will mean a turn for the better.

Who knows.

The only thing I’m going to be able to do is to change how I react and respond to everything, good or bad. I will be using this blog to work through my personal struggles and grow. I will do whatever I can to not have another year like 2016.