I forgot to blog on Friday. This doesn’t bode well. That’s my second offense. The third will bring punishment. I don’t know what he’s planned for this punishment and I really don’t want to find out. It’s hard to get back into a habit when you’ve been away from it for so long. So, to help me remember I’ve started a calendar reminder. It will pop up a reminder on my phone on the days I have to blog with still plenty of time before I go to bed. This should help keep me from getting in trouble for this in the future.
Blogging is harder than I feel it needs to be. I spend so much of my time writing about submission and talking to people about their own personal struggles that I just can’t seem to connect with mine as I should. Now, sure I’m probably blissfully in my place and I am enjoying what Master gives me and the level of intensity feels good and right. Even when I know that when I make a mistake or I have no more “freebies” like with the blogging, I don’t feel the need to analyze it or worry it out any further than it is. It just is what it is, you know?
Today the license plates arrived for Master’s car, so he will be having his driving test tomorrow as scheduled. He’s a bit nervous, but he’ll do fine. He’s a good driver. A little lead-footed, but I can handle that. It is nice to have him drive, or be available to drive at least. And it means he won’t be riding the bus to Kiva’s anymore. So much freedom now.
Went to the gym today and did 25 mins of the Elliptical. I sure do like that machine. I’m hoping to work up to 30 mins by the end of the week. Then I can maintain that time with higher intensities. I also can’t wait until I feel good after a workout instead of icky. Once I get the exercise really working for me, Master assures me that I’ll start to see changes in my clothing and the scale. I can’t wait for that. But in the meantime I’ve been watching my FitBit stats pretty closely to see where I might be progressing and challenging myself to beat the previous day’s steps and whatnot.
Well, that’s it for me for now.