September 2014

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Here We Are

I’m dealing with a bit of poor sleeping lately and so while I’m not my best things are slacking. It is irritating too because I want to keep the house up and the writing going now that I think I’ve found my groove again. I’ve given Nanowrimo a lot of thought and I think I’m going to try to do it. October will require a lot of planning to get it done right though so we’ll have to really see if I do it for a 4th year.

Grocery shopping was only $10 over budget this week, but Master swiftly reminded me that I was still over budget because of last week. This is going to be so hard but I know that if I learn what I can prepare for meals and still fall under budget I will do it. Master is aware that I’m going to change a bit of the foods we eat and is okay with it so that I can get within budget. I know we aren’t going to like it.

I’m feeling very loved by Master lately and he’s been using me like a 2 dollar whore. Which is my favorite price of course. It’s been good to feel desired and it feels good to know that I’m firmly in my place in his life.

Yes I had been questioning it lately, only because I’ve not felt focused on my own submission in order to serve him. I’m doing much better at finding focus in my mind and keeping him at the forefront. I only hope that I can keep that going for a long while. Slipping is normal and a part of the process so I don’t doubt that I will have to regain my focus again later, but right now I’m doing my part to make his life fulfilled.

In just over a week a new milestone for our relationship will happen. Master and I met for the first time 10 years ago and I think we are still in full lust mode even now. It’s a fantastic feeling to know that the love I have for him is almost 10 years old and it’s not fading any time soon.

Love you Master!

Master and I had a bit of a talk about the business recently. He has a lot of plans and wants to start with them soon. Which means a bit more work from me so I have some research to do and learning to get on the same page as what Master is thinking will help move us into the future.

So many plans and dreams.


The Farm Report

Well I never intended there to be a lapse in blogging this large after I pledged to pick it back up again. But there it is.

I’d say that things are going well but with how down I’m feeling lately that’s hard to believe when you look at me. I’m feeling a lot of stress and I’m not managing it well. Master knows what the stress comes from and he’s feeling it too so that makes it a bit worse. When I’m stressed I don’t eat well. And that is affecting my endeavors to eat low carb.

A few changes will have to take place. I’m going to be more aware of my food choices when making my meal plan. If I don’t put low carb choices on my list that’s a problem. The second thing I’m going to do is make or print off a list of all the low carb snacks I can have so that when I’m hungry I don’t just opt for the bad choices.

I’m going to be more focused on exercise. And I think I’m going to have to ask Master for help with that (and boy do I hate that idea). He’s been doing such a fantastic job with his own fitness program that I’m envious of his results. I just don’t feel the same drive as he does.

And with that, I’m going to call it and update.


Wriggling About

It’s amazing how much time I waste playing video games, well, both of us do and that’s probably where I picked that up. Before Master I didn’t even have a reliable computer let alone several and a couple tablets to back those up. Technology surrounds me and I’m good at using and abusing it. This entire weekend was sunk into my favorite game, Minecraft. If you don’t know what it is, it’s a sandbox style game where you build and explore a blocky world.

Master and I were so absorbed in it that we didn’t do anything together. Not one thing. It was more like greetings in the hall between meals and bathroom visits. I’m not knocking some relaxation time, but as Master pointed out to me last night, he got no sexy times.

As a part of the plan when we moved here, along with all the other routine changes and lifestyle adjustments has been my endeavor to feed Master’s overactive sex drive. Let’s be honest, his and mine don’t match. So I wanted to make it a part of my day to think of him and his sexual needs. While I realize that I’m still adjusting to the cleaning routine and the work schedule and everything that entails, I feel I need to work that into my day too.

I added exercise into my schedule today and will be doing that every weekday. I’m starting with 20 mins and upping it to an hour over the course of the next few months.  This is to be in conjunction to the lower carb meal plan that I’m working with. It’s not easy, but it is a lot easier since a lot of the carby foods and snacks I can’t eat because they have wheat, barely or rye in them. But still, rice and potatoes are staples to me and I’ve yet to make fauxtatoes with cauliflower not taste cabbage-y. If anyone has tips for how to make them taste better, please let me know.  Vegetables are hard for me in general, not because I don’t like them, but because if I can skip them I will.  Sneaking them into the meal is impossible because Master and I like different veggies. Oh but this gripe is for another time!

My mom is coming up for a visit to see the new place on Friday. She’s so excited about it. I’m hoping to be able to visit her once a month as long as money allows. Right now, money doesn’t. But I will try.

Writing for SubmissiveGuide is hard right now. I’m still struggling with writer’s block but I hope that it will fade very very soon.  I’m trying to come up with something simple that I can do while I’m out of things to write, but nothing comes. It’s so hard being an author!



Last Saturday Master and I played. The result bruising I showed in pictures in my previous post. Well those bruises are almost gone now, after turning a lovely blue purple, then Iodine yellow and now pale pinks and reds.

It was a great time and I’m looking forward to more!

But play is just a part of our life and the chores I’m working into a routine are coming alone fine. I’m able to get them all done and my writing work too. I felt less stressed this Wednesday for grocery day because I have altered my chore requirements so they are far less.

But I really wish the food budget would go down. The cost of everything is so high right now. Grumble, grumble.

I don’t really have a whole lot of new stuff to add, but wanted to update everyone and it feels good to write here again.