I’m dealing with a bit of poor sleeping lately and so while I’m not my best things are slacking. It is irritating too because I want to keep the house up and the writing going now that I think I’ve found my groove again. I’ve given Nanowrimo a lot of thought and I think I’m going to try to do it. October will require a lot of planning to get it done right though so we’ll have to really see if I do it for a 4th year.
Grocery shopping was only $10 over budget this week, but Master swiftly reminded me that I was still over budget because of last week. This is going to be so hard but I know that if I learn what I can prepare for meals and still fall under budget I will do it. Master is aware that I’m going to change a bit of the foods we eat and is okay with it so that I can get within budget. I know we aren’t going to like it.
I’m feeling very loved by Master lately and he’s been using me like a 2 dollar whore. Which is my favorite price of course. It’s been good to feel desired and it feels good to know that I’m firmly in my place in his life.
Yes I had been questioning it lately, only because I’ve not felt focused on my own submission in order to serve him. I’m doing much better at finding focus in my mind and keeping him at the forefront. I only hope that I can keep that going for a long while. Slipping is normal and a part of the process so I don’t doubt that I will have to regain my focus again later, but right now I’m doing my part to make his life fulfilled.
In just over a week a new milestone for our relationship will happen. Master and I met for the first time 10 years ago and I think we are still in full lust mode even now. It’s a fantastic feeling to know that the love I have for him is almost 10 years old and it’s not fading any time soon.
Love you Master!
Master and I had a bit of a talk about the business recently. He has a lot of plans and wants to start with them soon. Which means a bit more work from me so I have some research to do and learning to get on the same page as what Master is thinking will help move us into the future.
So many plans and dreams.