When Master came home from froggy’s we didn’t really do anything special to reconnect. We fucked, sure. We talked more. I had some fantasies that came about while he was away that he and I wanted to talk about. They had to do with increasing the protocol here at home and adding more play.
First, I told him it would be fun if I had a slave uniform of some sort, or a required way of dressing when at home. I suggested lingerie and he loved the idea. It hasn’t started yet, but I know I will be expected to wear lingerie while at home. I’m also to do my hair and make up everyday even if I’m not going anywhere. I told him I felt less frumpy when I do that. He added that I’m to start wearing my nJoy as part of my uniform so I get to adjust to that as well.
Second I asked him if I could have a sore bum more often and that if it wasn’t aching it needed to be refreshed. The grin on his face said he’d love that idea. We will definitely be adding that.
Lastly I told him I think I might enjoy time where my only requirement is to attend him and wait on his needs. Something about focus and meditation and knowing where I really belong. He’s still thinking on that one.
None of these things have started up yet but I know I should be working towards making them happen in the near future.
And then I get a sinus infection. It’s had me miserable and groggy for days. Thankfully I’m feeling better now, but the damage is done. I have housework to catch up one, writing to complete and I still need to get my routine in place to start wearing a slave uniform at home.
My first plan is to set a wake up alarm instead of waking up whenever my body decides its time. This will give me enough time in the morning for myself and for preparing to dress and groom myself for the day. I’ve been lacking that lately.
On to groceries. It’s been hard but the most noticeable change is that when grocery day comes around we aren’t completely out of food. Money-wise it’s not any cheaper. I’m finding it hard when meat isn’t a option, but a necessity in meals. I have started looking into making meals for myself bulk and then heating them up so that his meal is the only meat filled one. That could save us money. I’m eating low carb, which means I need protein in my diet too, but it doesn’t have to be large portions of meat. It can be eggs and I love eggs.
It’s definitely a process and I’m glad that I’m learning.