Master is working another late night. I didn’t see him at all on Monday and yesterday was only a brief visit. He’s been in the home office, working hard to get to a deadline for his job. I miss him but I know that I have to make some sacrifice to get the wonderful things we need with his income.
So tonight’s date night is on hold. I went and got Applebee’s to go and maybe we’ll go out when he’s done and get a slice of pie. Who knows?
Friday Master says he’ll play with those needles in my tits and pussy lips. I’m excited and nervous. One of my protection measures for medical needles has been that I have to watch the needle. If he goes to my pussy lips I won’t be able to see so it will make me more nervous when he goes there. I’ve already told him that my clit is a hard limit. Nothing sharp is going there. No way.
Today I made him a few new toys. They are intense, that’s for sure. Here is Thumper and Poppa Thumper.
Saturday Master has a play date. I’ve given him the go ahead for manual sexual stimulation of his partner if he wants. It will be the first time I’ve allowed anything sex related to happen with his play mates.
I’m really struggling with finding the line for his play partners like I used to. My trust and confidence in our solidity of relationship somehow makes it less obvious that I have a line. I don’t know where the line is. Of course, I know he’d like to get a blow job from her and I’m working on seeing if I have a problem with it.
The only problem I currently have is that I don’t want to have a new yardstick. I work so hard to get over my blow job issues that if she’s ubber awesome I will have to work even harder to get there. Sounds silly when I write it out. I dunno. I have until Saturday to figure out if I’m okay with it for that play date.
Moving on, I made a pledge to go to the gym to make it worth the $55 we pay on it each month. If I go at least 10 times I think it will be worth keeping the membership. If I fail to go to the gym at least 10 times in March then Master agrees that we should give up the gym membership and go back to using DVDs and exercising without the gym. I hope I get my ass to the gym. I prefer the elliptical to exercising at home.