I am constantly amazed at the level of service that I provide Master. It doesn’t come to me without another person bringing it to my attention, it has become just a part of who I am. Last night during the Submissive Forum that I facilitate we talked about submissive resumes as a personal learning tool. While I was discussing the idea of the binder it struck me how much of my life is changed and decided for me.

I do remember a time where I pushed against any changes in my behavior or mood. I’m sure I have more changing to do and I’m always working on my own to be a better submissive.

I know I have the best Dominant I could ever have.  He’s fantastic for me and emits a strong natural streak and it’s such a pleasure.

… and now I’m stuck for words. I’ll continue later.

–lunaKM

Valentine’s Day around here was great. Master kept calling it Proposal anniversary day since it has been 2 years since he proposed to me. Quite romantic man I’m married to. We went out for lunch and he wore the new shirt I gave him. He looks so sexy when he dresses nice. I love it.

We went to the store and purchased chocolates, cupcakes and wine coolers to go with dinner. Dinner wasn’t anything special but the after dinner show was lots of fun! I put red lipstick on and gave Master a “tipsy”  blow job. It rocked! I had such a great time. I think Master had 3 orgasms yesterday in total.

I still owe him a few more “Days of Valentine” when I’m 100%. Fun will be had once that happens.

I’m feeling much better, can you tell? Now once my period is done we’ll be back to fucking like rabbits because my sex drive is revved up and I’m ready for some loving. Master has said numerous times that we are going to have a great time.

This weekend we are traveling 2 hours to go to a play party with the group we haven’t been to since we moved. It should be interesting and fun as most of the new members we haven’t met. I’m looking forward to seeing KnyghtMares’s new playmate and my friend also. I’m not sure if we’ll be playing or KM and she will be playing at the party but I love watching (such a voyeur) and chatting.

I’m off to watch Master play more Skyrim.

–lunaKM

I’m feeling a lot better today. I don’t have a huge weight on my chest and the coughing is productive. Unfortunately Valentine’s Day might be pretty quiet here. Hopefully we feel well enough to go out to lunch like we traditionally do.

I’ve got a Beef Stew on the stove for tonight’s dinner and it smells great. I’m craving some wonderful comfort foods and this will coat my throat well. I’m going to pick out the potatoes to lower the carbs for me a bit.

In fact the next few days we have some yummy foods on the menu. It’s like a whole menu of comforty foods.

On a whole different subject I’m horny. Which for anyone else wouldn’t be a big deal except that I’ve had no sex drive for so long that being horny is a good feeling. I’m having sex fantasies again. I’m thinking about sex and my clit throbs again! I’m so happy!

That means once I’m feeling better I’ll be all over Master’s dick and oh my gosh I can’t wait. To top it all off he’s been wiggling his sexy ass at me for the past 2 days. Yum!

–lunaKM

I know Master means well – he’s a very caring guy. I’ve been sick and sluggish for a few days and usually when I’m sick he asks me if I’m okay making coffee for him. Usually I’m fine doing it, but also appreciate that he asks. But since we got the new easy to use Kurieg machine he’s not asked me. He just goes and makes his coffee. Why am I talking about it? Because for some reason I’m feeling like I’m not serving him. It’s a silly thing.

For dinner tonight I made these giant chicken breasts with bacon and cheese. They were the size of the plates!

Ya know, you can tell when a relationship is going really well when I have nothing to say!

–lunaKM

I’m sick. I have the crud. I asked Master if we could postpone the rest of my plans for Valentine until I feel better. Thankfully he’s fine with waiting for his fun. And I feel icky. I hope it doesn’t get any worse.

I’ve got a lot of vegging out time ahead of me while I recover. I’ll have to ask Master for more TV time.

I’m off to recuperate.

–lunaKM

Yesterday was supposed to be a sexy day but with Master aching from playing over the weekend and my having a headache that just wouldn’t quite I rearranged a few days.

He got a new Naruto book yesterday and today I baked him banana bread. Last time I baked it for him he ate it in 4 days!

We went out and got a Keurig coffee machine and it’s been fun to watch Master make coffee instead of me. While I am making his coffee he seems thrilled to go and make it also. Honestly, let me tell you I like the hot cocoa we got. Yum!

Something that concerns Master is the waste. Those plastic cups that are not recyclable because of the chemicals used on the plastic. Of course I throw the filters and coffee grounds away instead of composting (can’t do it in an apartment very easily here). I say ease of use wins. I like the K cups. We bought a My K cup too so we can use our own coffee for it and trying to dial in to the right amount, grind and water is going to take awhile.

Master has a new playmate – which explains him aching from play over the weekend because it wasn’t me. I can tell he’s a lot more balanced now, not nearly on edge all the time. I’m glad he has someone that he can pour some of his sadism on. I positive by-product is that I want to play more now too. I think it’s odd how that works. It’s not like I’m competing with her, because I can’t. He does things to her that I couldn’t handle physically or emotionally. But it’s like I feel it should be my turn after she got some, ya know?

–lunaKM

And wouldn’t you know it I have PMS symptoms. Yick

Alright so we are a few more days in to my 14 Days of Valentine for Master. Let’s catch you up on what lovely things he’s received so far.

1. Candy and a card
2. Foot massage
3. Bondage and a blow job
4. Chocolates

He’s enjoying it immensely and looks forward to when I reveal what the day will hold. I’m loving showing him how much I need him and how much he means to me everyday. It feels so special.

We got our first big snowflake storm today but it didn’t last. I’m really sick of Mother Nature not giving us winter. What does that mean our Spring and Summer are going to be like?

I am really looking forward to this Doctor visit and I can tell him that the medicine is working.

I really don’t have a lot to say do I…..?

Ah well, catch ya later.

–lunaKM

Today I started the first of 14 days celebrating Valentine’s Day – our first as a married couple. Every day for the next 14 days Master will get a small token of my love for him, leading up to Valentine’s Day. I got the idea from another blog and sat down right away to plan what would make our 14 things memorable.  Master doesn’t know what is in store for him in the next 2 weeks but I think it should be fun! I have romantic, sexy and XXX things in the list.

Today he got a Valentine’s card and some chocolate. Tomorrow, well, he’ll find out then. And I’ll share with you what he gets Friday when I blog.

I’ve been dealing with an improved back and now a sore neck. This I’m sure was because I slept funny.  I’m sitting here with my collar removed to help relieve some of the tension it’s under. I do hope that it goes away soon. I feel miserable.

On Saturday, Master has a play date with a friend of ours. She was in a relationship the last time we saw her, but now she isn’t and is going through sub frenzy. Thankfully she trusts Master enough to help her through it. He’s looking forward to playing since we haven’t in awhile. There is also a side effect of him having a play partner and that’s I want to play more often too. Win-win for him.

I’m breaking in my new laptop and I love it. This is my first laptop that has been brand new for me, not a hand me down from Master’s upgrades. It feels more mine that way somehow. I’m looking for a laptop skin to put on it and personalize it even more. Any thoughts or ideas?

I got back to the Doctor for a follow up appointment about my Thyroid next week. I’ll know then if I really have lost the weight I think I have. If the gym scale is accurate I’ve lost 9 lbs since the beginning of the year. That would be a wonderful thing! I also get to report that the increase in meds has helped tremendously. I have more energy, focus and memory. I don’t require naps to get through my day and my sex drive appears to be coming back. Oh happy day! Now if only I could get rid of this ringing in my ears that I’ve had for probably years.

For once in a long time, I feel physically happy.

–lunaKM