I stayed home today instead of going out like I have the past 3 days. Yet I’m still staring out the window wondering if there is anywhere I can go. I don’t know what is driving me to find somewhere else to be everyday. It’s not normally this crazy– this pull to just not be home. I can’t be stir crazy or have cabin fever. I’m not stuck at home so… I dunno.
Master has noted on more than one occasion that I need to have a set schedule and stick to it. Right now I just kinda go with the flow of things. Some days I get a lot done and other times I get nothing done. So, I’m tasking myself to do more than define the hours I’m going to do housework and web work. It just might work.
I’m stuck on Christmas stuff lately… music, tv, movies, the works. I’m hopefully going to put up the Christmas tree this weekend. I’m not sure I feel the spirit of Christmas yet. I long for that feeling; I have no doubt that I will find it. Anyone watched the really old cartoons from like the 50′s? I’m watching them now and they are quite cute.
Going grocery shopping tomorrow as part of my chores and as always I’ll endeavor to keep it in the budget. It’s a game I enjoy playing since it’s part of my job as his submissive. I should make laundry soap too.