Kink Academy is so full of interesting videos it was hard to decide what my next course would be. I went through the entire archives several times jotting down the videos that caught my attention. Sure there were the kinky play items on there that KM and I would like to improve, but there are also a lot of personal development videos that caught my attention. There are ones on protocol and service that I’m sure I’ll be enjoying in the future. (Jay has already watched a few if you want to read his experiences.)
Since KM has told me that my explorations through Kink Academy is for my own journey and development I chose a series of videos that have to do with enhancing my own sexual experience. We all want that, don’t we? I love sex. I think KM and I have fantastic sex. So I honestly was a bit skeptical on how this video would help me have better orgasms and ultimately we’d have better sex.
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Oh how empty my brain is when I’m bored. I can’t even think about what I have accomplished today but I know I was productive up until the headache came on. Oh yeah, I wrote a post for Kink Academy (it will show up here tomorrow).
I did some website work, some knitting and very little cleaning. Today has just sucked.
And I’m getting really bad at remembering Master’s coffee. He’ll ask for it and I’ll either start it and forget to make the cup or forget to start it all together. One of these days I’ll be in big trouble and it’s soon, very soon. I can feel it. I think I’m going to have to start parking my butt in the kitchen till the task is complete in order to get it done. Bad subbie.
When money is tight we seem to get on a road of not doing anything, afraid to go anywhere and just sitting about moping. Master has been depressed because of it. I’m trying to make due with what we have and stretch that grocery dollar. And then Master hollers that there is nothing to eat. Ugh.
I get to try my hand at homemade dishwasher detergent this week when my gel runs out. I hope it works well. It would save me about 6 bux a month. The recipe I found is just 1 Tbsp of borax and 1 Tbsp of washing soda per load. When I’m out of rinse agent I’ll be trying white vinegar. *cross fingers*
I bought the things I needed to make the cocoa mix I love. It tastes so much better than the commercial stuff and way cheaper too! Alton Brown made it on one of his chocolate episodes. Mmmm.
The knit afghan I’ve started I calculated I’m going to need like 150 squares to complete. So what I might do is make at least one really large square for the middle and build off of it. I’ll have to see that the longest circular needle I can get is. Maybe I can find a neat faire isle pattern to copy for the middle. Perhaps put some words on it. Who knows. I know it will take over a year to complete though!
Since I missed the gym yet again today due to my headache (yesterday because my back ached) I will be going to the gym tomorrow to make up a day. I’m going to be super luna when I’m able to really go for a whole hour 5 days a week. Way cool.
The storm that has hit the midwest is just glancing Iowa right now. We have intense high winds and cold. Yesterday it even tried to rain. But that’s just a little taste of what the rest of the midwest is dealing with right now.
Our furnace went out last night. We spent a chilly night curled under the covers and I’ll be calling the landlord this morning (in about 40 mins). Hopefully he’ll be able to get it fixed today. Today isn’t going to be any warmer really. It’s quite chilly in here.
I’m thinking I might start some baking to offset the chill. Master has been wanting me to make the cake that I have a box mix for. Totally sounds good to me!
I’m really aching today as far as the workout. I only did 30 mins yesterday because I got a thunderclap headache. So that killed the rest of the workout. This morning I’m feeling the pain and I think I might ask Master for a skip day for the gym and hopefully recover.
And that’s pretty much it for right now.
For my birthday KM asked me what I wanted. When I told him I wanted to try the Tie ‘Em Up and Fuck ‘Em Harness by Graydancer (10 mins) he looked at me skeptical. Not because he doubts Graydancer’s abilities because he doesn’t, but because with everything rope he’s had to adjust it to accommodate my size. Let’s face it, I’m not just big, I’m really big. That hardly keeps me from trying just about everything and that includes rope bondage. Add some hot sex into the mix and I’m there.
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It’s Monday again which means I’m back at the gym for 1 hour every day this week. I’m not looking forward to the muscle aches and pains that will accompany me on say… Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. I am looking forward to the fitness results, because let’s face it I am going to be making progress in my health. Thankfully I zone out when at the gym or I’d constantly be self-conscious about what I look like doing the exercises. It was pretty busy today and I had to wait to use the Elliptical. That’s not usually the case. I’m guessing that everyone has good intentions on Monday and then fizzle out by the end of the week.
I can’t fizzle out. Master made it a rule and for some reason that makes it easier to follow. When he left it up to me to exercise and stay fit I rarely went to the gym. And while my rules state that I need to maintain a healthy lifestyle it didn’t get much more than feeble attempts. I have to prepare myself for the almost immediate result of the exercise though, hunger. I can’t believe how much I can eat when I’m working out. It feels like insane hunger. It’s scary sometimes.
My birthday yesterday was really low key. We had cake in the afternoon and then went out to Cold Stone and I got the birthday cake sundae. I love cake flavored ice cream, Yum. I got to watch as much TV as I wanted and I didn’t have to cook dinner, Master cooked it for me! I’m such a spoiled slut.
I’ve got a ‘rubber chicken’ in the oven. If you don’t know what a rubber chicken is, it’s a way of stretching a meat and making more than one meal out of it. Some people make it an art. I just want a good roasted chicken and then stock, but I’ll definitely have meat left over also. I bought a 5 lbs one so I’m sure I can get 3-4 meals out of it. Tonight’s dinner, then chicken a la king or pot pie and finally stock/soup. That is if I don’t go crazy and eat a bunch of it tonight.
After a long search for Washing Soda I found it in the grocery store across the street! They have Fels Naptha Laundry bars (for only $0.89) too so I’ll be able to buy that for my grated soap in the Laundry Powder. I’m pretty darned excited about that. Next week I’ll be testing a Dishwasher detergent powder to see if I get similar results from the liquid I currently use but pay way too much for. I’m crossing my fingers. I’ll be switching to white vinegar for the rinse agent as soon as that is gone too.
Today Master said something along the lines that he is living simply with technology and I’m going more for rustic living. I consider it frugal, but he gets the rustic from the fact I’m going back to doing things they way they were done before chemicals, disposable and discardable items. I want to make, mend and sew rather than buy too. I still need to learn to sew from a pattern though so hopefully the Jo Anne Fabric near by will be having classes I can take sometime soon. I’m back to knitting as well. I’m doing granny squares of different types to make into a Shaker Style afghan. It’s going to be a lot of work, but I will love having it on the bed when I’m done. I figure at the rate I’m going it will take all year. I’m doing about one square every couple of days just because I pick it up when I watch TV and with my TV restriction that’s not a lot of time for knitting. Still though. Once I’m out of the cream that I have I’ll need to head to Hobby Lobby for some purples. I found a few simple faire isle patterns to do as well so that should be fun.
I’m off to check on the chicken. Have a great night everyone!
This weekend was a great weekend. KM and I had a fuck-ton of sex and play time that has left me sore and achy and satiated. But you don’t need to hear about all that do you? I’m here today to tell you how my practice with deep throating and sloppy blow jobs (spitting) went after the videos I watched on Friday.
It went great.
That’s the short story, but honestly I’m feeling really good about my progress with the homework assignment of improving my fellatio skills.
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My body is screaming at me. I’ve worked it hard the past 3 days at the gym and the slutty day I had with Master yesterday. After I got home from the gym today I collapsed on the bed and Master came in and said the weekend was free from workouts. Yay! My body is going to need to recover for sure.
Yesterday morning, I crawled back into bed with Master when I went to wake him up and snuggled against him. He rose to the occasion and aggressively fucked me, growling in my ear that I would be his fucking whore all day. I repeated it for him and I felt completely comfortable with that decision. I would be his slut.
Closer to lunchtime he came and fetched me from my work and we had another really hot fucking with me kneeling over the edge of the bed, he spanked me, and scratched me and pussy slapped me till he orgasmed.
Mid afternoon I gave him a slow loving blow job. And then after dinner he got a handjob. I finished with another blow job a bit later.
Then it was my turn. Master had such a fun time, you could see it in his face as he put on the gloves and lubed them up so that he could play with me and make me come. Master played with my g-spot and he was barely moving his fingers, just pressing and releasing my g-spot. It felt so good. Then he started rubbing my clit and I was shaking and in bliss. OMG and the orgasm was one of those ‘whooshing’ orgasms. So hot!
This excerpt is from my Diet Blog on SparkPeople.com. My username is lunaKM if you wish to friend me.
The wedding is postponed so I won’t be counting down to see if I can lose any weight before the big day.
We are still getting married on June 4th however. We are eloping with a couple of friends as the witnesses. We still want the big dress kind of day so we’ll plan a renewal of vows later on and invite the family. It’s just not working out for us right now.
As far as my health, I’ve stopped weighing myself months ago so I have no clue what I weigh. KM says I shouldn’t c…
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I have never felt so misinformed as I have after watching the videos about Deep Throating and Gagging. What I had learned about deep throating up to now was not working for a reason. I had to go back to anatomy class. Of course taking KM’s cock deep wouldn’t work in the positions I have been taking nor without some relaxation of certain muscles of the mouth. But let’s back up a bit.
M. Makael Newby does an excellent job at discussing not only the anatomy but the physical aspects of the giver of a blow job as well as the cock they worship in her video Ultimate Fellatio: Deep Throating and Sloppy Blow Jobs (8 mins).
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Today is the day that I ask all of the silent readers of my blog to come out and say hello. I’d love to get to know you and leaving a comment is pretty painless I promise! This is the only day I’ll ask you to say something, I know many of your are lurkers and I love that you come here and read about my kinky life.
Even if you are a regular commenter feel free to drop me a line! Share the love.
And I know, you just don’t know what to say right? Well how about these suggestions:
- Tell me why you like my blog
- Ask me a question
- Suggest something this blog is missing
- Give me unsolicited advice about the coming elopement!
- Just say hi
If this is your first visit here because you followed a link from the LOL post on Bonnie’s blog, welcome! Enjoy browsing through my recent articles and other ‘stuff’ on the blog. I’d love to say hi to you as well!
For an extensive list of spanking and other kink related blogs also participating in LOL Day head on over to Bonnie’s post!
So come on out and say hi, this is your day to do it.
Thank you for supporting my blog and me as I grow and develop my personal submission
Yesterday KM and I were well enough to get back into blow job training. Without a review of the techniques I dug right into the pleasurable job at hand. I wanted to slowly lead him into pleasure and make him really ache for him hands and mouth on his cock before I touched it so I gently stroked his thighs and chest, tweeking his nipples and bringing out the gooseflesh. I had a lot of fun teasing him and he almost arched into my hand when I finally took hold of his member.
I used every single one of the tips from the Hand and Mouth techniques video with great results again and I’m certain that each time I use that training will get better and better. Why?
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Yesterday we were back to blow job training. I am feeling well enough and Master just has a nagging cough so it was welcome back sex. Well, at least oral sex for him. I’m still waiting for my period to end. I had a great time and got to use more of the new techniques I’ve used. I’ll write a separate post about that soon.
I woke up this morning with a lot planned for the day. I needed to go grocery shopping, write a post for Submissive Guide, respond to emails, go to the gym for 1 hour (more on that in a bit) and then a relaxing evening in front of the tube.
I’ve accomplished all of it and am now relaxing while the TV is on. So, what’s with the 1 hour of exercise? Well the other evening I expressed to Master that I was tired of my body not being in a condition to do the things I want it to, that it wears out quick ly, I have a difficult to support body and some positions are just no go. So he said that he could make me go to the gym everyday. And of course that’s when it became a new training rule. He decided that an hour would be best, and that if I couldn’t do an hour straight I was to take a break there at the gym and get back to it when I could.
Did my first hour today. I’m feeling exhausted which I expected but I’m still supposed to be available for sex and other things so I’ll have to adjust to the workout relatively soon. I’m hoping in a week or so I’ll be less tired.
I asked Master today for what I want for my birthday. I want a fantasy slave day. Ya know, like the books and erotica many of us tend to read? The object sex, the strict training, positions, lots of waiting on the Dominant, etc. I have to write up a little what I’d want or expect note for Master so that he knows what I’m thinking of for my fantasy and he’s willing to give it a go. We’ll see how it works on Sunday!
It’s been a week since I first started getting sick and today I’m still not 100% but I’m getting there. Master seems to be getting better faster than I am thanks to his iron strong immune system. He tends to bounce back a lot faster from anything. I’m hoping I feel well enough come Saturday when we are scheduled to go to my step-sister’s Halloween party. We went last year and it was lots of fun.
Other than that I’ve been trying to figure out what’s important for us to have for our elopement. I’m coming up with so very little. I’m glad that Master agreed to have it at the little chapel we had planned to have it at; that’s one less thing to worry about and it will seem so romantic without a lot of extra stuff. I’ve looked at casual romantic dresses that I can wear, and perhaps wear again and again. That is if he decides not to cut it off of me that night.
If the kink in my neck is gone tomorrow I can go back to blow job training. I know we will both enjoy that. I have those new tricks I’ve picked up to get used to and then later this week I hope to watch and try the more advanced techniques from Kink Academy. Then I can move on to other videos. I’m already looking at a few from Graydancer!
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what I see as the differences between submissive and slave and why I hesitate to call myself a slave. I still hit the same wall, so I guess I’m not quite ready to move there yet. I may never become a slave but I know that a lot of what I do is considered slave behavior (whatever that means). I try so hard to be a role model on Submissive Guide and yet show that I am also fallible because it just wouldn’t be right to be constantly good and perfect. We all know that I am not!
Master is having a miserable day. He’s still pretty sick and has spent the day today in bed. I’m feeling a bit better today and hopefully will continue to recover. If I feel even better tomorrow I’m going to get some cleaning done.
I can’t wait for Master to get better, I have some blow job practice to do! I’m also freaking horny and want sex so bad. It’s been 5 days since we’ve had sex. There is at least 4 more before sex is an option ( I just started my period) so once he’s better I’ll be sucking his dick.
I’ve been spending a lot of time on FetLife lately and I need to learn not to. The reason I’ve been on there is to find topic ideas for Submissive Guide, it’s a wealth of novice questions and idiot advice so I can usually find a ton of ideas there. We’ll I’ve been there and voicing my opinions. They don’t…. mesh well for all the crazy people on there.
As far as wedding goes, I asked Master if we could keep the chapel and the date we had already planned. At first he said that it wasn’t necessary, but when I expressed that I’d really like to keep it he agreed. So right now, I need to contact the chapel and change the plans from a wedding to an elopement. I’m guessing that the time reserved will be smaller. I’m looking at simple dresses I can wear that will make me feel pretty and I want a small veil. The elopement means changing the vision but keeping the romance. I’m not sure what to do about photography yet. Maybe we’ll just bring our camera and have people take turns taking pictures. And by people I mean the 2 people that know we are eloping.
I guess we’ll see.
I know I promised that I’d move on to the more advanced fellatio technique videos and practice next but KM and I have both been sick with head colds and blow jobs just haven’t been possible. So I dug into the rest of the basic blow job tip videos while we are convalescing.
It’s always nice to go back and review the basics, especially if you’ve gotten into a habit of doing something a particular way each and every time because you may come across something that you completely forgot was fun to do or pleasurable to your partner. So, even though I consider myself experienced in giving head, I know that there is always a level of review involved. Besides, I don’t know a single man that wouldn’t want you to practice and brush up on your technique!
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Blowjobs. They used to be the bane of my sexual submission. I hated giving them, I wasn’t very creative and dreaded his orgasm and having to do something with his semen. Now, I’m so much better at them and I don’t dread them like I used to. I still can’t stomach semen, but I’m sure I can work on that as well.
From my previous post, you’ll know I watched a few videos on the basics of blow jobs on Kink Academy and in the videos I picked up a few new tricks. I was eager to try them out, and it was obvious that KnyghtMare wanted me to try them out to; I mean who wouldn’t? I sat down in front of him and let him know I’d like his feedback, for academic purposes of course, on each new technique as I try them.
I started out with the hand techniques I know and ones I had just seen on the videos. There was a hugely favorable response to the twisting stroke and I’ll be definitely adding that to my fun list! KnyghtMare said he loved seeing both of my hands around his cock (perhaps it’s a ego thing) and I liked watching his eyes roll back into his head. Slapping his cock he said was okay as a low sensation thing, but not so good when he was really turned on. I guess I’d consider it a foreplay move.
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Master is sick, and cranky. It’s made for some tense moments today. Mainly because I’m cranky and sick myself. I would not want to be the kitties and they’ve been smart to hide most of the day.
We are dealing with a lot of stress lately and it makes for a difficult time right now. Being sick means we can’t release tension via sex. This has been a sex-less home for 4 days. That’s right ladies and gents, our longest time is 5 days. We need it, want it, crave it. And our stress level is insane without it.
Even with the wedding postponement and the decrease of money stress with that decision we are still about ready to blow our top; Master more than me because he’s working really hard and hasn’t seen a lot of money from it yet. Sucks to work on contract.
My birthday is coming up soon and I want to not acknowledge it. This might be the first year that I’d like to just let it pass. We’ll see when the actual day occurs but right now I’m not ready.
Since the beginning of our relationship, there has been one things that has developed a bit slower than everything else and that is my ability and desire to give blow jobs. If you’ve read my blog for any length of time you know that I have struggled with the taste of semen, gagging, and the desire to do it in the first place. I have since been so much better at the willingness to give Master blow jobs and I’m working on deep throating right now which is difficult given Master’s size and girth.
When I first started browsing the KinkAcademy site I knew where I’d be headed first for sure. There are several videos about giving blow jobs, from basics to hand and mouth techniques, sloppy blow jobs, gagging and deep throating. The first to attract me are all done by faculty member M. Makael Newby if you are interested. I’m not going to focus on who gives the videos but I figure someone might be interested in that information. Blow jobs are the one thing I think can get the most practice over the course of the semester and I hope to reach Ultimate status by the end of the term. It should be fun to document my progress as well.
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I’m sitting here again today with illness dragging me down. I’ve spent the bulk of this weekend with a sinus headache and today I felt like I was finally getting over it only to be smacked with it again. It’s really frustrating because there is so much I’d rather be doing. The steam room I’m sitting in to try to loosen up my sinuses is my temporary home.
And Master takes such good care of me. I’ve learned to accept that when I’m ill he is like my nurse; constantly checking on me, almost waiting on me hand and foot making sure that I have everything I need to get better. Saturday night he even made chicken noodle soup at 1am because I was hungry and laid with me for some time while the headache was doing its worst.
I’ve had a lot of time to play one of my favorite strategy games – Pharaoh. I’m one of those players that likes to use graph paper and draw out the housing blocks in all different shapes to make sure they will be stable and maximize population. For me, that’s a lot of fun. I’m learning more and more about desirability points, entertainment and culture ratings and everything else I need to ‘enjoy’ the game. I’m in the final mission of very easy rating before I try my hand at Cleopatra campaigns. I’ve also started another game at the easy level. I plan on playing that one all the way through as well. And then normal, hard and very hard.
If you’ve been following my or Master’s twitter, you’ll know of our stresses with consistent internet speeds. Today we were informed of the ‘resolution’ to wait till the upgraded systems are installed in our area in 2 months. So, they’ve discounted our current package for 6 months and will call us in December to let us know when we should see a more reliable speed. This has, without a doubt, been the most stressful period for Master as his work relies on using the internet but also his recreation of online gaming. It has been hard on him. I am sure he sees this 2 month wait as forever and a day. I hope that when the upgrades occur it fixes our issues.
I’m still waiting for Author access into KinkAcademy so that I can start blogging about the learning I’m doing. I’ve watched my first 2 videos and plan to watch at least 2 more this week. With me being ill we haven’t gotten to practice the new skills as often as I’d like, but I’m sure that will change once I’m better. Perhaps the ones I watch should be academic instead of practical until I’m well. Either way, shortly you should see the first post I’ve written, already queued up here at the blog when I get into the writer’s dashboard on the site.
What’s to say about a hot sex day? The screaming orgasms, the juicy dirty talk, the pleasure and pain.
I got not one but two pussy-eating sessions that rocked! I got pounded into the mattress, pushed deep and further into pleasure.
He got a really good blow job, if I must say so myself… and I do. I tried out some new techniques I’ve picked up at KinkAcademy (post about that coming soon).
He attacked me with the Hitachi on high at one point and brought me babbling ‘fuck, shit, fuck shit’ as he pressed his elbows into my breasts and fucked me hard.
The middle of the night fuck was just as fantastic. I had wonderful sexy dreams and when Master came to bed my clit was already twitching.
I’m left this morning with what I can only describe as an after sex hangover.