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I’m so nervous about moving I feel like I’m thinking in 4 different directions at the same time. It’s been such a long time since I’ve had a ‘normal’ move experience that I forgot what it was like.

The move before this one was from upstairs to down so we didn’t have that much packing to do, if any. We just moved via laundry baskets.

The move before that one I was all alone and used my car to make trips from the storage shed to the apartment. It took me 2 weeks.

The move before that was to put everything I was taking with me in the separation from my ex and putting it in a storage shed until school started; and living with my best friend.

So really it’s been almost 10 years since I’ve had the pack everything into a truck, say goodbye to the old place and hello to the new in anything that would be considered a normal move. I’m stressed.

And it shows. It’s the end of my period and normally I’m one raging hormone but I’m not really, well its there but it isn’t, ya know? Master asks why we haven’t had sex yet today and I have no excuse other than to say that I’m really stressed and will get to showering and cleaning myself out for him later. This has been done and now I’m watching him do some fancy stuff with Submissive Guide to make it run faster hopefully.

So yeah, I want sex. I want to feel him taking me over and over again. I want to be panting and sweating and sticky with juices but I just can’t wrap my head around it right now.  Maybe a bit of ice cream will help.

–luna

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