Have you ever been out of sync sexually? I think Master and I are a bit off right now. What he wants and what I want doing work well together. I’m trying hard to give him what he wants but since I’m not ‘into it’ it’s not doing anything for him. Basically he says today sucks. Well yesterday was phenomenal but that doesn’t count to him because today sucks. I just don’t get him right now.
That’s it though. Our lives are really going well and as we continue to figure out how to work together sexually we’ll be even better for each other. Just yesterday he was saying that the sex was awesome. We did it 5 times. And I totally agree, it was hot. The fact that today isn’t going exactly like yesterday is what’s frustrating him. I’m horny, that’s the truth, but just not was vocal or voracious as yesterday. And that’s where things fall apart. He’s wanting his wanton slut and what he’s getting is a pliable fuck hole. It’s not doing it for him I guess.
I’m available, I’ve masturbated in front of him and he seemed mildly interested but not enough to get excited about it. He asked me to do something I’m not physically capable of doing and when I told him I couldn’t the mood broke and we’re in separate rooms now. It seems insane and I’m sure at some point tonight we will reconnect and things will be back to normal but right now it’s just not.
I know every relationship has it’s ups and downs. It’s a normal part of life. The fact that I talk about our ups and downs on this blog makes it seem like there are more downs than ups and that’s just not true.
We’ve spent the past 24 hours in a hotel with a hot tub and indoor swimming pool. We’ve had a wonderful time enjoying being with each other, getting all pruney in the tub and then going to the pool to do it all again. Several times. We’ve gone out to dinner and had snacks in the hotel room. It’s been nice to see Master not working all day long. He seems relaxed for the most part. It’s about time.