I’m still coming down so this post may be incomprehensible. Master and I just finished playing for the first time in awhile. It was a delicious time, it really was. At one point he asked me what I wanted while he leaned hard on my tied up titties. I hollered that I wanted this to stop. Well he took it the wrong way and stopped altogether. I crashed, I got really quiet. I got angry that he stopped and then realized it was my fault. The playtime we did have was fantastic and I could totally have some more soon.
Which leads me to realize that even though I can communicate pretty well, I don’t do it well enough that Master can understand my every meaning. He asked me why I hadn’t said yellow. I had to come clean and tell him that stopping completely wasn’t my intention. So, what could have ended in orgasms for both of us ended short. Hopefully we’ll pick it up soon because I don’t want to feel like this.
We need to exercise today sometime. I’m hoping that will pick up my mood a bit. I’ve set an insane goal to lose 12 inches in the waist by January of next year when I’d like to purchase my wedding dress. I’m going to have to really work as far as exercise goes. I’m going to start doing stomach toning too to help tighten and strengthen and lean up my stomach. I think I can do about 1 inch a month or so… what do you think? This would get me into a size 22 dress according to the chart for the dress I want. That would be awesome!
–luna
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The best way to lose inches and burn fat is cardio. Yes muscle burns more fuel than not, but cardio burns more fat than strength training plus the bit of muscle you’d strengthen.
A few years ago I was a size 22. I was able to drop to a size 4 in a year by focusing on what I was eating and doing lots of cardio.
Luna,
You need to strt walking daily. Even if for the first week, you can only go to the corner and back, but daily you must push yourself.
After a month of just walking you will feel good enough (if not sooner) to do the cardio Whippedbalde has suggested. You need to just lose some excess weight first, forget about the inches, you will be surprised once you just start walking, you will find everything you wear will become loose on you, even your undies.
This will give you the feeling of achievement you need. Its hard, but get an ipod, or mp3 player or like me an old walkman…..yes, this dates me, but the music is my kind and if I like what I am hearing, I seem to walk more. My son has lost so much this way, gone from a 52waist to a 36 from last April to November. Size 3x shirt to a medium.
He still walks and I am walking too. I can’t go his 4-8 miles, but I am pushing myself and doing more than I was last year at this time.
Good Luck Girl, I know you will get into that 22, but I bet you could get into an 18 by Jan if you just started walking.
I will be praying for good weather, a warm up and spring fever to hit you….”the bride to be”
smiles….Tom’s cunt……diana
Its addicting once you start.
Master and I have begun walking. The past 2 weeks we’ve walked 6 miles each week. Today was the 2nd time I added toning 10 min set for my core muscles. I’m hoping to be up to 8 miles a week by the end of the month.
I’ve planned healthier meals too. I’m sure I’ll be able to drop the weight/ trim the waist in time for dress shopping.