Today I’ve been working on another knitted dishcloth. My wrists are killing me but my enjoyment of knitting is more fun so I’ve been handling the pain. It’s insane, I know. But I just can’t help but enjoy what I’m doing despite the pain. Some things are worth it.
Tomorrow I hope to get some cleaning done. My back is feeling a lot better so I’m going to try to do a bit of catch up. I feel bad that the place has gotten so bad. I’m definitely going to get the kitchen and bathroom cleaned, yick.
Master and I have been fucking like bunnies today and OMG have I felt so good. I love when we click this way; it makes the rest of the things we do throughout the day so much easier on us. I’m more pliant and submissive and well… happy. I’m thinking that we might get to play soon. It’s been awhile and I’m feeling the buzz. I know Master is too.
I have plans for Christmas presents, hopefully I can make them in time. It’s not dishcloths. Those are things I’m practicing for next year. Next year will be dishcloth year. Heh.
My mom has invited herself over for a Christmas lunch the week before. I guess I’ll just have to see how that goes. I’m already annoyed at how she talks about me and my sister. I’m always the perfect girl and that if my sister was born first I would never have been born. She always talks as if I’m the angel girl. I’m smarter than she is, I succeeded better in life, I have better partners, etc. It never ends. And she says it right in front of sister. Worse yet is sister repeats this crap. Gah, I hate it.
I’m having terrible carb cravings yesterday and today. Changing my body’s affinity to sugar is hard. I could really go for a piece of toast or some crackers or something. That’s what I really want. Nothing I’ve had has that crunch, ya know? I weigh in Monday for my first week on South Beach living. I like the way I am learning to eat, so the diet will become a lifestyle. It’s a lifestyle that I think I can maintain for the long term as well. Well, not the phase 1 stuff, but definitely phase 2-3.
Here’s to a wonderful weekend full of Master.
–luna
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i’m so glad to hear things are looking up for you! … AND you broke your period of forced celibacy, yay!
Kinda strange about your mum, family is so strange sometimes. Your sister must feel just awful hearing those things all the time. i hope it doesn’t come between you? my mum fosters a lot of competition between me and my only sister, too… unfortunately, it does drive a wedge between us. Guess we’ve been hearing it for so long, it’s hard to get out from under that.