I’m going to do low carb again. I felt healthier than I ever have on it. It’s going to be a drastic change for my current eating, but worth it. I’ll fix my stomach problems and hopefully start losing weight. The next time I go shopping it will be with South Beach meal plans. That also means cooking 2 meals each time again because Master can’t have a meal without carbs. (Mainly because he won’t eat a lot of veggies.)
My sparkpeople.com account has been neglected. That has to change. I have to make this a priority like I have being Master’s submissive. It has to be part of taking care of him by taking care of me.
I know he’ll appreciate the benefit of when I lose weight my snoring goes away. It’s hell for him right now. I don’t blame him when he gives up and sleeps on the futon in the living room. I feel bad, but I have to accept it also. He has to work. I can take naps if I don’t sleep well. Which I don’t. Snoring has that effect on me too.
Yes I could have sleep apnea. We still can’t afford the 3100 bill to get a sleep study done so that’s just on hold. I’m going to work harder on losing weight so hopefully I don’t have to have one. That’s the plan.
I’ve been miserable lately. Being fat is just crappy. Today I have a painful back so exercise had to be put on hold too. And I woke up wanting to exercise… that doesn’t happen everyday you know!
My period is coming so I’m more bloated than normal which has me feeling more icky. It’s just a ‘get me a new body’ type of day.
This weekend was nice. The Halloween party was great. We carved a pumpkin that had a ball gag in it’s mouth. And it was a hit! I’ll get a picture of it when I have one. We had a blast. Lunch with Mom was weird as usual. I swear I never knew how white trash my childhood was until I see it now. Good lord! I’m glad I’m not there now. I’d be embarrassed with myself.
The spanking did not happen…yet. Things came up and there just wasn’t the right mood or time. I’m sure I’ll get my birthday spanking with interest when we get the time to do it. Perhaps next weekend. I’ve been really really moody lately which helps explain why we didn’t do it too. A fun spanking isn’t fun when you are in trouble.
I’m being interviewed for Dungeonplace.com Podcast. I’ll post a link when it’s released. It’s exciting! I never really thought I’d be asked for an interview for anything.