My back is still giving me troubles. I’m convinced that it’s related to my weight now since I can’t figure out how I could have injured it. I’m taking OTC meds to help with the inflammation and pain so hopefully I’ll be able to do more of my normal routine here soon.
Master has let me off the hook with servicing him sexually since Monday. I really want to please him, yet another reason to get better faster. He’s only commented the once today that he has a lot of sexual frustration pent up.
I’m looking forward to starting my diet, even if it will be a shock to the system right away. I’ve been successful with it in previous attempts, even the short ones. I figure one of these times will be the charm and I’ll stick to it. I don’t doubt that everyone who has even a few pounds to lose feels that way. Master said that he’s glad I picked a diet because my constant complaining about my weight and subsequent depressive moods were driving him to mandate a diet. I think I would have really hated that. (Yet another reason I’d like this diet to work.)
Other things I’m looking forward to as I lose weight
- Healthy digestive system, right now my bowels are so messed up that I can’t remember the last time Master and I had anal sex.
- Being able to shave my coochie, the hair down there needs to go.
- My lingerie will fit again.
- Feeling good about myself when I go out.
- Not feeling like a whale when I lay down; actually not feeling like a whale at all would be good.
- The sweat/heat rash under my apron will go away.
- Sex will be more active and enjoyable for me.
Master found out that he has to work tomorrow which has him in a real stink right now. I’ve pestered him enough about it that I’m just going to try to do my own thing while he works tomorrow. Thankfully it won’t be an all day thing. I know he’s tired of the current project. I don’t know how much more he has to work on it before it’s done.
We’ve been watching a lot of our pre-recorded TV and videos. So much so I’m wondering why we have cable and if it’s time to downgrade. It’s not my choice but I know that when I don’t watch as much TV I get more done. I’m sure it’s like that for many people.
I’m not sleeping well and I’ve been running on empty. I hate feeling tired. Napping is heaven but I can’t do it too much or I’d never get up. I think changing my bed time would help but I don’t wanna (whine).
I guess that’s all for tonight.