The kinky crafts was lots of fun. I got 2 floggers mostly done, the canes sanded and tips rounded. I need to stain and clear coat them before I can do handles on them. I remade the crop that Master stepped on over 4 years ago.  I have 2 other floggers in the works. All in all a good day.

I paid for it the following day with my carpal tunnel screaming at me so loudly that I iced them, warmed them, iced them again. The pain pills just didn’t seem enough. Thankfully they feel a bit better today so that I could continue working and the chores got done.

We have yet to try the new toys but I have no doubt that I will feel the full effects of them soon enough. Master has been in a very pain-giving mood. I look forward to it.  We haven’t really played much lately because of what’s been going on in our lives. I know it’s possible to really get into a groove though where, with our situation, we can play a lot more frequently.

Isn’t that the dream though? No one ever seems to play as much as they’d like. We get the itch and never scratch or get so busy with life that things don’t fall into place. What holds us together so well is that the role dynamics are in place all the time so we can continue being Dominant and submissive even if the play doesn’t happen. I’m getting more in touch recently with my intimate connection to Master. He’s noticed me watching him more. That’s part of it. I feel like my heart beats faster when I look at him. He makes my world feel so complete and wonderful. Just knowing that he is there and I serve him helps calm any concerns or worries I may have at the time. That peace is terrific and addictive.

So tonight I hope to feel a bite from one of the new toys and to please Master sexually. It should be a good time. I hope that the new toys are enjoyable and I’ve not bitten off more than I can chew. I do hope that I can take what he wants to give me. I want to please him and I will certainly try my best.

–luna