Here I am again in front of a blank screen trying to come up with something to say about the progress with our relationship or just how the day went. Amazingly, I always have something to say even when I feel like I have nothing to say.
Today was an okay day, yesterday was better. I was a bit cranky for no reason whatsoever when I came home from Panera working on SubmissiveGuide. What made it hard for Master was that I denied that I was in a bad mood.
Then dinner was a flop so we went out for fast food (plan B).
Yesterday must have been really good because Master has mentioned that he was proud of me for how I behaved yesterday. Sure I could regale what made yesterday but I’m not 100% sure how to repeat the performance or what made my day so good for Master. Anyway, it was a good day.
If Master’s paycheck is in the mail tomorrow we’ll be going to the Iowa State Fair. If not, I’ll be working tomorrow as hard as I can. I’d rather go to the fair, but Master figures it will be here this week if not tomorrow so we still have time to make it there. I love the fair but it’s been over 6 years since I last went.
I’ve started using SparkPeople.com again for food logging. I tend to waffle but we’ll see how well I do.
–luna
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The Iowa State Fair sounds like fun. I hope you get to go.
Days can be blah and others more remarkable. I hope you get to go to the fair and you enjoy it as well. The sunshine and fresh air would do us all some good.
I do hope all is well with your eating plan, as of lately I have not had much of an appetite because of the very humid weather.
this is about your post above this one. i enjoy submissiveguide.com, however if you are to be a succesful submissive, you actually have to submit to your dominant. you have many literative things to say on the guide, but when reading your blog, day to day and submitting to a blow job is beyond your realm, etc, etc. apparently you think you have been submeressed in bdsm, but it seems to have been on your own terms.Not judgemental, just an observastion. surely you will respond that it is all put here for you and your Master, however if you put your life out there expect reactions.
bella,
Thank you for the comment, but you obviously skipped the one above that, that said I was not going to do pay services.
Blow jobs have always been a problem for me, it’s not new; and much like any other limit this one is being explored and expanded. Just because you may be the blow job queen in your relationship, doesn’t mean everyone else is.
luna,
i read your post on Fetlife before it got “shut down” and i don’t think people were very fair or nice to you at all. You were just asking a simple question and wanting honest replies, not attacks. From my experience in that group, they don’t make people feel very welcome at all, so i wasn’t surprised when i saw the responses…more like disgusted, as usual. i’m not sure whether or not i would have paid, but i think your idea is a great one as far as helping a submissive learn about her preferences, etc. Don’t listen to those jerks and just do your thing, so to speak. LOL. i don’t think anyone needs a “certification” just to help someone find their way. >.<