Worn Out

I’m worn out today. This week has been really busy. Full of chores and work and Dr’s appts. Tomorrow Master and I hope to go to a munch further south, one that promises to be a bit larger and perhaps we will fit in there. We’ll have to see. The last time we went to this group it was for a bondage workshop in a park. This one is just a munch with a discussion topic.

Then, hopefully we will do nothing on Sunday but rest, fuck and maybe play. Ya know, the good stuff because Monday it all starts up again. Fucking would be good and I owe Master a few sex related things too from when I was feeling good. We’ve been in the blahs for about 5 days now. I want my mojo back!

I found out how much the sleep study is going to cost us if I can’t get insurance or financial aid. We have to come up with 1500 up front and then we can pay the rest (another 1500) in payments. Ugh. Well, that means we have to wait for my sleep study. That’s a lot of money to try to find all at once. Master is really stressed about it because the next thing on the list of things to save for was his computer and now he’s pushed this to the top.

I’m trying for health insurance again. If I get denied I found out that my state has a public insurance plan that I can get because I’ve been denied elsewhere. I just need the denial letter (and I threw out the others). Sounds like it’s possible to get the public health insurance because it’s not the same plan as the low income plan. We’ll have to see. If that fails, the hospital that my Dr is at has a financial assistance program that could help me pay for the cost of the sleep study and further follow-up visits too. I’ve not given up.

–luna

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