Today was a first test in making sure our negotiations are taking hold. I got up this morning and made Master’s coffee while on the phone with my sister. I remembered I still had the credit card in my purse from last night and took it out and placed it on Master’s desk. Then I sat down and made a to do list for chores I wanted to get done that day including the ones that Master mentioned the night before that had to be done. My goal was to get them done before lunchtime.
After Master got up I served him his coffee in the manner I am supposed to instead of just placing his mug and leaving. I felt good for remembering that piece of service. Off to cleaning work I went. I got the kitchen cleaned and the dishes done. Master set a new standard of cleanliness in the kitchen and I had a bit of work to accomplish it, but I’m almost there. The sink hadn’t been cleaned in so long that to get it white I’m going to need to bleach it (which I don’t have right now). I also couldn’t mop the floor because I’m out of mopping pads for the swiffer. I considered hand scrubbing it but remembered the pain I was in last time I tried that and just decided that the mopping would have to wait till we got Master’s paycheck.
The rest of the cleaning went by smoothly. I didn’t get to the living room, but that’s going to be a huge chore in itself so I have it on the list for tomorrow’s chores.
I watched an excerpt of a cooking show that I love to watch and saw a recipe for some yummy veggie burgers. Inspired I asked Master if I could get the rest of the supplies to make them to freeze and eat later. He agreed and off to the store I went. I was excited to get them made and they look fantastic and smell good too. I will have one tomorrow for dinner while Master has burgers. I’ll let you know if they turn out as good as they look.
This afternoon I got to go to Panera for a couple of hours to get some Submissive Guide work done. I need to get my proxy set up on the laptop again so that I can access FetLife from there though so some of my work was left undone and on the to do list for tomorrow as well. It felt good to get so much done today.
Dinner wasn’t a hassle like it used to be. I didn’t hate making it, I didn’t want something differnet and I didn’t question whether Master would eat it or not. It just was there. Odd I know it seems, but dinner really was a sticking point for us so many days that I was glad that it could just get done.
Master had to remind me to do my exercise and I replied snippy which I regret. He was doing his job, I don’t know why I had to reply that way. I got up right away and did it though. No use putting it off. I did 20 mins of WATP. Wednesday I hope to do 30.
Then I gave Master a blowjob. It turned out great. Honestly before I approached him I had this bout of internal argument that I didn’t want to do it, but he had it coming (he had asked for it when my hands felt better) and I was honestly fine now so I could do it. I sat down in front of him and the negative thoughts disappeared. I just wanted to have fun. I wanted to make him make a lot of noise and boy did he. I love hearing him enjoy himself. It’s such a delight.
All in all I think today has gone really well. I’ve done everything he asked me to, almost everything on my to do list for the day and even a bit of work got done too. I feel good, I’m happy and other than a bit of fatigue for not taking my sleeping meds last night I think I feel good too.
Oh and I weighed in at 348. That’s down 3 lbs from last time I weighed before I left for Virginia. And I’m on my period so I’m almost certain that it will go down more for next week. I’m going to start tracking my food again so if you follow my diet page I’ll have that updated soon enough. Tomorrow I hope. Perhaps even tonight I can remember some of what I ate today to fill it out.