Feeling Right with the World

By lunaKM on April 13, 2009

Today was a pretty darned good day! I got a lot of cleaning done in the morning, spent a lazy afternoon reading a book and then Master and I went to Wally-world to get hair color for me! I’m now a burgundy brunette. It’s gorgeous sexy on me. Master loves it, I love it. Right now I feel like a new woman. I usually go light red, but this just called to me. I’m glad Master approved. He even said I could get it again next time!

We also got a Trivial Pursuit game that was on clearance for $10. We’ve been hestant to buy one because they tend to be USA focused and Master doesn’t know US history, culture or entertainment stuffies. We sat down as soon as we got home and started playing it. It was such a blast! I was darn lucky and got a few easy questions on pie so I won the game, but Master was awesome fun to play with. We’ll definitely have to get more games.

We made sub sandwiches for dinner which were awesome yummy. I’m trying my hand at chicken burgers tomorrow for myself; anyone have a good chicken burger recipe? Master isn’t chancing it and is having brat burgers. I’m going to make my broccolini too I think. Make it a grand food adventure of a day.

I gave Master a blow job tonight after I did my hair and had fun at it! I even relaxed enough for him to fuck my face a bit, deep throat a bit and generally have a great time pleasing him. I hope I can do more of the same as I get more comfortable in my role.

Something that came up while we were at Wal-mart was that I wanted to dress more kinky and do more kinky things as a part of my day. It didn’t hit Master the right way since he’s asked me to wear lingerie and I’ve not done it every single day, and not at all last week. I guess I really just don’t consider lingerie as kinky. I want to wear the at home collar, cuffs, maybe some rope. Be made to wear my butt plug during the day, or the ben wa balls. I dream of him asking me to masturbate for him or play with toys for him, perhaps a quick OTK style spanking just to spice up the day.

I long to live deep in kink as well as service. I’m sure he understands and being that I’m still recovering from my insomnia and memory issues I know it’s frustrating to think about adding more to my day. If I don’t express things though, how else will he know I want to do things like that?

Tomorrow is a BDSM presentation at the university. If everyone attends there will be 6 people there. Pretty nice group too, a wide variety from bedroom only types, to 24/7 and every role is represented too! Master will be sitting in the audience again. I wish he would sit with me, even if he doesn’t want to talk. I’d love to be able to just know he’s there next to me. He tends to chime into the conversation sometimes anyway. Oh well. We all are going to Village Inn afterward also. Sort of a minch. Should be great to talk to everyone over a meal.

Later this week I am going down to see a friend of ours who is having some issues. I offered to Master to go to her and just be there for whatever I could, friendship wise, ya know? He said that was a great idea and when he asked her, she said yes. I could tell that she was happy. I’m not sure what I’ll be going there for a few days, but I certainly can come up with things that will help out or at least comfort her. It’s the least I could do.

I have an interesting series forming in my mind and in drafts over at Submissive Guide. I’m writing a group of posts on submissive positions. Not really the Gorean ones, although I link to sites that have them, but more of practicing and learning positions that you may or may not be requested to use or learn. So… in essence just a ‘get the feel for it’ type. If any of you do submissive positions as a regular part of your day or scene I’d love to talk to you. I don’t do positions myself and am going to be doing the practices right along with the readers of the Guide. Should be good fun.

–luna

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