Do You Trust Me?

Master and I have had a lot of intense sex lately. The pain has been intoxicating and the sexual pleasure has been coma-inducing. Just fantastic. Last night I asked Master to make me an object and that I wanted a lot of pain and to lose complete control. I asked him to ignore the whines, cries, begging and pleading to stop and just focus on if I said my safeword. I wanted to be pushed. He agreed and I noticed he had an instant hard-on while he planned it in his head.

When he finally approached me I was scared, not of him, but of what I was going to endure for pleasure. The sex was out of this world good. I’m still feeling very sore and achy this morning. I’m also feeling needy. I’m sure I’m going through some sub drop but I know that Master takes care of me and he’ll be watching me today as I recover. We’ve been so very close and intimate since I returned from my visit to Sir Areli’s house. We could be starting down a new path. I welcome it.

The other night, Master was really going at it with my pussy and he looked at me and wrapped his hand around my throat, “Do you trust me?” Yes of course I trust him and said so. He then asked me to take a deep breath and proceeded to squeeze my throat just enough to keep me from breathing easily. I probably could have eeked out a little air if I wanted to, but it was so powerful. I wanted him to take control of me. We tried it several times, each time was very interesting. It was scary.

Last night he took my breath away during an orgasm and it was immense! I felt so very good. We’re going to have to do some reading of what we can and can’t do and see if this is something that we want in our play. I sure enjoyed it and I know that Master will care for me.

He is my love and Master, I am so committed to him now and forever. Every time I see his face I am amazed at how wonderful I feel under his gaze. Love like this only comes around once in a lifetime for me. I am his forever.

–luna

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