Yesterday I woke up tired. Shortly after Master got up for work that day, I laid back down for a nap. I slept for an hour. Groggy, I then continued the day, looking beat tired until 4:00pm when Master made me take another nap and said I wasn’t to get up until he came to get me at 5:00pm. I slept, sort of. The rest of the night carried on like the afternoon did. I felt like a zombie. So he ordered a sleeping aide and sent me to bed at 10:30pm. I got up at 8:30am this morning feeling more rested but still kinda tired. I didn’t take a nap though and have made it to the end of today without feeling like a zombie.
I got a lot accomplished today. It was my first day following my newly written daily cleaning/weekly cleaning. I did all of the daily cleaning, but fell short on the weekly cleaning because I got so wrapped up in SubmissiveGuide.com stuff. I felt really good about what I did do, so tomorrow will hopefully go the same.
Master has already told me that I will be taking a sleeping pill again tonight but will abstain Tomorrow night to see if my sleeping gets under control. I am hoping that I don’t have to talk to my Dr. about my sleeping issue becuase it could mean that the thyroid levels are out of whack and he just checked them (when they were fine).
I’m also doing a lot of stress eating. Master noticed it before I did and I feel horrible about it. To help curb it I’m limiting myself to one type of food; popcorn. I can’t stop it altogether since that is just the way I comfort myself during stress and no can say I’m not under stress. So, while it may not be perfectly healthy it is a better choice than the whole bag of Doritos and pint of ice cream I ate on Tuesday (not to mention 4 caramel cream eggs). *sigh* I think I’m stuck being fat.
Speaking of fat, I keep mentioning to get back to exercise in the morning but because of my sleep schedule that is on hold as well. I really want to succeed at this stay at home thing since my website business ventures won’t net money right away. I really should work on the BDSM Toy store idea I had way back that Master would like to see happen. It would be a tiny store, but I’m sure someone would buy my items.
Master and I have increased the amount of sex lately. It’s been great, but none of the truly mind-blowing sex we normally have. Now that’s not to say it’s not good, because damn if the orgasms I had the other day weren’t some of the best this month, I don’t know how to top them! My titties got beat up on Friday night and that was heavenly. I have one bruise still left on my left tit from that. I want pussy torture next and Master is raring to try our new octocrop (rubber whip on a crop handle). That’s always leaves marks instantly. My pussy will be singing for days afterward.
No news about my step mom other than what S. has told me. I’m going to call my dad this weekend I think and check in with him. It’s hard to get news from him though, he tends to keep it hidden (just what I learned from him). Hopefully I can at least comfort him.
–luna
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