Our Ideal Relationship

Master and I are trying to settle into a routine for my new position in life. We had a short talk on the way to the munch yesterday about how he’s adjusting and what is expected of me until he is ready and willing to move my protocol and expectations further into our ideal relationship.

So what is our ideal? I don’t think we know for sure yet. I know that I want to provide a fluid, graceful service and start to see anticipatory service opportunities for him. I want to be a good example of lifestyle relationships at public events and to encourage questions and give advice on how our relationship works for us. I know Master wants more sexual intiation from me so that there is more sensual and sexual activities in our relationship. I want more structure, a uniform (or rules for dress when home), a routine that works for both of us and free time scheduled in so that I can take breaks from my now full time submission.

Our munch last night was great. We had a variety of people there and conversation went on for 4 hours. I loved it. We also had a workshop making duct tape floggers. I made one for a friend who couldn’t make it. I will be mailing it to her when I get a toy in return. She’s made us a new octocrop to replace the one we broke.

Play has been infrequent. I want more of it now that I’m home more. I dream of playing at least once a week. I don’t think we’ve had any play for over a month. I’m feeling needy for a connection.

–luna

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