After a bit of discussion with Master, asking advice from other submissives and really searching my heart if it were possible, Master and I have decided to try to have me be a stay at home submissive. I will be learning a more formal protocol and structure, keeping a clean and organized house, learning simple and green living, developing my 2 online income ventures Submissive Guide and luna’s BDSM Crafts (still in heavy development and planning). I’m also tossing around the idea of making the best of BDSM is Love into an e-book. I have over 1500 posts to pick from. Since there isn’t a lot of play described on this blog, I don’t know how well it would do as an erotica book, but I can see novice submissives buying it. We’ll see if time allows for this.

Today I got up at 7am. I did the dishes, cleaned the kitty box and wrote up my to do list for today, opened my home management journal to see what I had planned for Thursdays. Now I have goals, I have time and I have preparedness. I think I can do this. I really liked being the one to wake Master instead of an alarm.

It’s not going to be an easy adjustment. I’ve got to keep myself busy at first to see what I can accomplish and what I can do on my own. I’m hoping it means more play too, since the stress of working away from home is gone. I also wish more than ever that Master had an office. It would seem more like I have a domain and he has his instead of me invading his during the day. I don’t want to disturb him, but I don’t want to avoid the living room either.

Perhaps we’ll be able to move this fall. We might be able to afford a 2 bedroom and make one his office. Then who knows.

–luna