Master and I spent the afternoon out and about and then settled at Panera where we pulled out our laptops and enjoyed a different atmosphere. I got one and a half posts done for Submissive Guide and that’s always good. They take more thought and focus than my posts here. I’m so happy with the enjoyment I had there that I want to do it again soon. I wish we lived somewhere that had more wi-fi hotspots though for variety.
This week Master fisted me, but he couldn’t get all of his hand in. It’s been a very long time since we’d done it previously and I think my ability to relax and allow it to stretch needed more practice. I love the feeling of fisting, but it’s really a love/hate activity for me. I love the feeling of it, and even the pain and swelling afterwards. I hate that I’m then out of commission for sex for at least 3 days afterwards while it recovers. I’d like to get over the hate part. Master loves the idea of really large things in my pussy and if I want to please him, we need to do it more often.
My other issue is more biologically controlled and may be TMI for most of you here, so feel free to skip this paragraph. Master and I love anal sex, but we don’t do it nearly enough for either of us. The problem is mine. I’m a frequent poo-er. Three-four times a day is not unusual for me. Doctor says it’s normal for some so he’s not alarmed. I’d love to go to once a day or so really. Becuase of my frequent bathroom visits my bum is rarely available for anal sex. Enemas, no matter how small, seem to aggravate it and ugh, just not what I was going for. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do since my new diet is a lot more fiber than I’ve had in the past. And you know what fiber does to your system. Good for the diet, bad for the sex.
Today I have chores planned. There are a lot of things to get done to make me feel good about the house cleanliness, I’ve been letting it slide. Hopefully I’ll get to the laundromat too. So, the timer just went off to tell me that free time is over. I have got to get started.
–luna
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