I spent Wednesday night out to dinner with my dad and my stepmom. It was great to see them and spend time with them.
The hard part was when K insisted on talking about her cancer and the time she has left. She even has dates. She almost bluntly said she will be gone by July of next year. Until now I’ve been living a little ignorant about the whole thing, just hoping that she had more time.
They brought Christmas presents and while they didn’t stay to see me open them, they said I could open them or wait. Something inside me just said I had to open them. K makes a lot of homemade items; sewing the gift bags also which I just love! I wanted to be able to thank her for them because I was so terrified that she might not be around if I wanted till after Christmas to tell her. I already have one regret when my grandma died in 2002, I didn’t want to feel bad about not being able to say thank you.
And when they left I cried; it’s never fair. I can see how stressed my dad is, how she’s putting on a good face, but inside she’s falling apart. I know that my dad will fall apart when she parts this world. I don’t know how much I will be able to comfort him, but I will try.
I’m glad they came up to Iowa to see everyone. It was a bittersweet time that I’m sure I’ll remember for quite some time.
–luna
I’m a large, curvy, lustful submissive learning the ropes in a full time D/s relationship. My explorations with love and life and BDSM have brought me closer to the edge of pain and pleasure, deep desires for rope bondage and debauchery but moreso a desire to delve deeper into submission and service to my Master 
Luna,my deepest sympathies for your tough time. We all get into these sex sites because it’s fun, but it’s easy to forget there is a real human with real emotions and feelings doing the website. Posts like this help remind us of that, and further remind us to make every day special. Thanks for sharing a glimpse into your personal life, and my heart goes out to you and your family.
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Sometimes it is hard for me to remember that I can write about every facet of my life here. I tend to want to focus solely on my development as Master’s submissive. I am human however, and many other stories to tell.
I think that sex, kink, spirituality, politics, relationships, family life, work…all that stuff is one thing…Life. I’m glad you don’t stick to kink/sex only topics. Its boring to have nothing but sexual conversation of blogs I read regularly. It is far more erotic to me and far more fascinating to hear that trials and tribulations live right along side the erotic moments that fill our lives with grace.
I am so glad that you are celebrating the beautiful gifts you’ve received. I hope you’ll continue to share some special moments with your step mom before her time ends in this body. Blessings Luna. *smiles*
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Luna,
i also am sorry to hear about your step mom. i understand how hard it is to watch someone you care about die or deal with the impending death of someone they love. Thank you for being willing to share this. You and your family will be in my prayers. i know how hard this is going to be. Just look at all the time you have to make good memories. You will be able to treasure those for many years to come.
*hugs*
Thank you so much. I appreciate the prayers and thoughts.
My prayers and thoughts are with you and yours, Luna.
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